they are insulted I call them a figment of my imagination
but what else should I call them?
Wednesday, December 31
figment of my imagination
I know "figment of my imagination" is insulting
but I couldn't see them in a million years
I couldn't see them if I tried
but I couldn't see them in a million years
I couldn't see them if I tried
Tuesday, December 30
Monday, December 29
you wont let it out
you wont let it out cause it makes things difficult
you cant tell the real people from the demons anymore
you cant tell the real people from the demons anymore
what is wrong with things being important
nature is going to go south
nature is not going to listen or obey
nature is not going to listen or obey
nature will ignore
you can make lists of what can be done and what cant
draw lines in the sand
but nature is going to do what nature does
nature is going to ignore
draw lines in the sand
but nature is going to do what nature does
nature is going to ignore
they want me to be the first....
they want me to be the first schizo to do something or another
I just wish they would leave me alone
I just wish they would leave me alone
Sunday, December 28
it is like this guy said
its time reversal
it is no way this guys fault
he is just keeping his head above water
it is no way this guys fault
he is just keeping his head above water
Saturday, December 27
i do give
What I give nobody seems to want
if I got a dime every now and then I might be more professional about it
if I got a dime every now and then I might be more professional about it
karmic dead end
you back me into a karmic dead end
and then bitch I aint giving enough
it would take Michael Jackson Madonna and Elvis for this shit
and then bitch I aint giving enough
it would take Michael Jackson Madonna and Elvis for this shit
Wednesday, December 24
Tuesday, December 23
it is about what can be factored in and what cant
you have to look at it as a piece of software
and treat it as its already running
and treat it as its already running
getting across
is there another schizo that even tries?
probably not cause they see me and know it doesn't do any good
probably not cause they see me and know it doesn't do any good
Monday, December 22
we couldn't have used time travel....
we couldn't have used time travel to fix y2k
if there wasn't a legitimate solution already there
if there wasn't a legitimate solution already there
for anyone who may not know already
some have serious issues with whether I am real or not
they think I am an actor, or a computer, or a robot
they think I am an actor, or a computer, or a robot
why do you want to believe that?
why do you want to believe I am a robot?
that I am running a program
can you tell a robot in his dreams he is a robot?
why won't you accept me?
that I am running a program
can you tell a robot in his dreams he is a robot?
why won't you accept me?
Friday, December 19
information division is the proper way
else everybody would be arguing over who had the right to do it
it is an information divide
He sets it up that way
He knows you are going to need something big and old one day
He knows you are going to need something big and old one day
Thursday, December 18
believe me
waking up in purgatory is better than that ufology bull crap
and it is never too late to put some math under your ass
if you are bold enough not to believe in God
you are bold enough to believe in Him
and it is never too late to put some math under your ass
if you are bold enough not to believe in God
you are bold enough to believe in Him
Wednesday, December 17
that is what is wrong with ufology
a lot of them are dreamers fooling around with shit that is going to burn them
I know
I know I am not one of you
and I am never going to be one of you
but I have it
and it aint going away
and I am never going to be one of you
but I have it
and it aint going away
Tuesday, December 16
Monday, December 15
its just like I said
it is a bitter friggen argument that never friggen ends
you want one of them
choose one
you want one of them
choose one
how to use info set
clear browser history
refresh
click on links until you reach a page where all links are visited
refresh
click on links until you reach a page where all links are visited
Sunday, December 14
I was feeling so good
I was feeling so much better
I had gotten to the point where I didnt think of her for days
I had gotten to the point where I didnt think of her for days
either I am abnormal or I am not
you would not do this to someone autistic
or with alzheimers
why are you doing it to me?
or with alzheimers
why are you doing it to me?
the medication
I feel the medication is taking me places I could not otherwise go
but thats something else I am never going to be able to win
but thats something else I am never going to be able to win
why does it matter
please stop running that movie in my head
I am going to get new developments to the cows come home
I am going to get new developments to the cows come home
Saturday, December 13
what do you think now?
I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unwinable
I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unavoidable
what do you think now?
I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unavoidable
what do you think now?
an understanding
people struggle for an understanding
and if they just turned to God they would have one
and if they just turned to God they would have one
she must be seeing all sorts of shit...
she must be seeing all sorts of shit that aint real
I dont know how to help
I dont know how to help
animals love my father
you try to be a good person
you try to do the right thing
and people have it in for you
you try to do the right thing
and people have it in for you
why is it dangerous...
why is it dangerous when men can say no?
something is messed up with that
how can Adam be blamed if he cant say no
something is messed up with that
how can Adam be blamed if he cant say no
you think i came here for nothing...
you think I came here 25 years into the future for nothing
I am not letting this go
I am not letting this go
I take responsibility...
I take responsibility for the twilight zone phenomenon
but I just couldn't let it all end
I just couldn't do it
but I just couldn't let it all end
I just couldn't do it
how can I do that?
i am never going to get a check from google
the physics aint there yet
it aint happening
the physics aint there yet
it aint happening
Friday, December 12
that is why we are here
so you know what happens when things go wrong and cant be fixed
its ice water people
please
its ice water people
please
you wanted someone angry
you wanted someone on your level
would you rather it be someone else?
do you want me or not?
this is ice water people
you dont know what you are being given
would you rather it be someone else?
do you want me or not?
this is ice water people
you dont know what you are being given
I want to live a life that is important
I want to live a life that means something
it never means anything with her
it never means anything with her
I think I can be an important person
I think I know everything
its never going to work with her
I am not going to listen to her
its never going to work with her
I am not going to listen to her
satan was lying to us
it could have fell like a string of dominoes
I don't know where it would have ended
I don't know where it would have ended
validation
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validation. (n.d.). The Free On-line Dictionary of Computing. Retrieved December 12, 2008, from Dictionary.com website: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/validation
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Modern Language Association (MLA):
"validation." The Free On-line Dictionary of Computing. Denis Howe. 12 Dec. 2008.
Institute of Electrical and Electronics Engineers (IEEE):
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Thursday, December 11
I can't make my arguement
for anyone to understand
and its just a big mess
and it never gets any better
it just gets worse
please dont force me to go back
and its just a big mess
and it never gets any better
it just gets worse
please dont force me to go back
women are selfish
don't you understand what i am saying to you
it was some kind of fantasy
it never happened
and trying to make it happen
aint going to do any good
satan is lying to you
it was some kind of fantasy
it never happened
and trying to make it happen
aint going to do any good
satan is lying to you
they are doing sick shit
and it needs to stop
I am sorry I mixed religions
but I had the thunder in my head
I was seriously confused as to who I was
I am sorry I mixed religions
but I had the thunder in my head
I was seriously confused as to who I was
I dont like that shit
especially when they get my father involved
poor man
he thought the world was fair until this shit started
poor man
he thought the world was fair until this shit started
they are atheists
they dont believe in God
they dont see a need for God
its all psychology to them
as far as they are concerned
bible thumpers have anger issues
they dont see a need for God
its all psychology to them
as far as they are concerned
bible thumpers have anger issues
I wish something could be done
but I guess
even though people can be held responsible
you have to play the cards you are dealt
even though people can be held responsible
you have to play the cards you are dealt
1984
I really though you loved me
I was walking on air
it was the best Christmas I ever had
I don't want to judge the perpetrator that way
but Liberty is making me sick
I was walking on air
it was the best Christmas I ever had
I don't want to judge the perpetrator that way
but Liberty is making me sick
I could never make music for satan
knowing what he did
and even if the truth was kept from me
I would find out eventually
and we would be right back here
and even if the truth was kept from me
I would find out eventually
and we would be right back here
Wednesday, December 10
what if....
what if Moses came down from the mountain
and found you playing cruel games with one another?
and found you playing cruel games with one another?
Tuesday, December 9
people try to be good people
and satan directly messes with their family
and he is doing it to everybody
and it needs to stop
and he is doing it to everybody
and it needs to stop
that is what this whole shit is about
satan messing with peoples family
and its gonna stop
or the music is gonna stop
and its gonna stop
or the music is gonna stop
whatever we were
or were meant to be
it aint happening
I am coming here
until this shit is fixed
he cant get to me
so he is messing with my family
and I am not going to tolerate that
it aint happening
I am coming here
until this shit is fixed
he cant get to me
so he is messing with my family
and I am not going to tolerate that
its a big knot
and satan tied it
its a lie thinking we can fix it and go back
whatever we were
its never gonna happen
its a lie thinking we can fix it and go back
whatever we were
its never gonna happen
higher education is screwed
What are they going to do with kids that were busting games in the third grade?
you get one good game
and you know how to use it
that is all you need
and once you have one
you start getting more
and not only do you get that
but you get information too
yall need to decide if its a good thing or not
hopefully I have Virginia secure
that is all you need
and once you have one
you start getting more
and not only do you get that
but you get information too
yall need to decide if its a good thing or not
hopefully I have Virginia secure
point taken
I don't know everything
there is a lot of people like me
and you don't know what's going on do you?
there is a lot of people like me
and you don't know what's going on do you?
why is everybody arguing?
cause England went through an eternity of hell
and they are never going to forgive anybody for it
and they are never going to forgive anybody for it
it is not a game
we are real nations
with real people
and real religions
and Christ is with us
so please stop arguing
with real people
and real religions
and Christ is with us
so please stop arguing
I did something with the pull the plug scenario
that was never anticipated OK?
just leave it at that please!
just leave it at that please!
Monday, December 8
they called me delusional and schizoprenic
so i just went with it
what am I supposed to do
get all upset over the music I thought was about me
and end up in the hospital
In my case
I feel no information and saturation became the same thing
what am I supposed to do
get all upset over the music I thought was about me
and end up in the hospital
In my case
I feel no information and saturation became the same thing
this is crazy
This shit IS bananas
I can't believe that shit actually happened
please tell me that shit didn't happen
in my delusional state
MIT and the Catholic Church wiped me clean
I can't believe that shit actually happened
please tell me that shit didn't happen
in my delusional state
MIT and the Catholic Church wiped me clean
I don't think they are ever going to trust me...
but if what happened inside my delusional mind really happened
I can understand why
I feel I have been wiped clean
I feel its been over with for a decade
I can understand why
I feel I have been wiped clean
I feel its been over with for a decade
I feel they dont like it...
I feel they don't like it when I make announcements as fact
which I have no way of knowing from their perspective I guess
which I have no way of knowing from their perspective I guess
I feel there is a massive dark side...
I feel there is a massive dark side that has already been taken care of from my perspective
I guess they keep the dark side at bay
they must have took it as their job
I don't believe they are wicked and evil
I don't believe they are wicked and evil
the whole world could be under this umbrella
but they wont accept it because they don't know where it came from
its not that there is no outside
its that if there is one
nobody knows where it is
and some get freaked out about that
nobody knows where it is
and some get freaked out about that
I wish these people no bad will
but I have problems with their
safety in numbers, one man can't do anything attitude
safety in numbers, one man can't do anything attitude
why?
cause they were trying to bankrupt the church
over something that was endemic to american society
over something that was endemic to american society
why?
cause they thought they were living in some kind of fantasy land
where they could do whatever they wanted
those times are over people
you want to hold people responsible
we can hold people responsible
where they could do whatever they wanted
those times are over people
you want to hold people responsible
we can hold people responsible
I was molested....
I was molested by 4 or 5 people
and none of them were priests
or regular Catholics
so back off!
and none of them were priests
or regular Catholics
so back off!
I have somewhat of an undertanding...
I have somewhat of an understanding what you have planned
but that must be taken care of first
but that must be taken care of first
prelite
I am serious
I am not kidding around
I am not the one that started this word verification business
I am not kidding around
I am not the one that started this word verification business
this shit was over before it started ginger
satan is lying to you
this shit aint about you anymore
it never was
this shit aint about you anymore
it never was
Sunday, December 7
I dont want to work...
how would you like to live in a world of lies
you dont know what it feels like
you dont know what it feels like
why is it so important?
cause I was the only one to reach over and ask them you friggen morons
thats what its so important
thats what its so important
it could have been over before it even started
some people just have a "game" mentality
you cant help these people
you cant help these people
dont shoot the piano player
I knew they were playing around with sand
I knew the shit was coming
and I did the best I could
I knew the shit was coming
and I did the best I could
Saturday, December 6
I am sorry
I know there is some good people out there
I feel like they are druging me up and turning me into someone I am not
or have false expectations about me
If this happens again in 2012
its not going to be pretty
I feel like they are druging me up and turning me into someone I am not
or have false expectations about me
If this happens again in 2012
its not going to be pretty
why?
cause I had been through enough already
and they put me through even more
I mean damn I was on clozaril
thats last line of defense people
now im on clozaril and geodon and a whole handfull
when are they going to let me go?
I asked them to leave me alone!
and they put me through even more
I mean damn I was on clozaril
thats last line of defense people
now im on clozaril and geodon and a whole handfull
when are they going to let me go?
I asked them to leave me alone!
Friday, December 5
I know better now
I know that its better to pop than snort now
that doesn't mean I am going to stop snorting tomorrow
I dont know how to pop
that doesn't mean I am going to stop snorting tomorrow
I dont know how to pop
what do I think?
I think its been done like this in a lot of places
coming in from the future
they don't realize who's way it is
coming in from the future
they don't realize who's way it is
why cant I feel good?
why can't I feel good about myself?
I can't answer these questions
I feel I am stealing from the ether
I don't feel I am communicating, controlled by spirits
or running a program
I can't answer these questions
I feel I am stealing from the ether
I don't feel I am communicating, controlled by spirits
or running a program
I am not calling anybody
its bad enough that I am in everybody's dreams
and that i am talking to the radio
and that i am talking to the radio
ive had enough
you have already given me a major episode
I have had enough for now
I can sandwich my posts at any time
I have had enough for now
I can sandwich my posts at any time
keep it up
you keep up this word verification
and i am going to keep sandwiching my posts
you dont want to know what i think
and i am going to keep sandwiching my posts
you dont want to know what i think
me and henry...
me and henry we arent like other people
we get lost on purpose
I am lost out in goochland somewhere
we get lost on purpose
I am lost out in goochland somewhere
Thursday, December 4
they were self deluded
they were self deluded and totally wrong about me
if thats my fault I accept responsibility
if thats my fault I accept responsibility
I told you
I told you not to hurt my father again
but you did it anyway didnt you?
more than twice didnt you?
you know I am an evergreen
you know what evergreens are
dont play stupid with me
but you did it anyway didnt you?
more than twice didnt you?
you know I am an evergreen
you know what evergreens are
dont play stupid with me
they are idiots
the whole thing is going to end up as a big head game where the rules dont apply and thats where they want to go
i dont want to go there
its better to pop than snort
i dont want to go there
its better to pop than snort
I know you think it is witchcraft
but its not
it is an extraction
and its never gonna die
please use it
for else this
it is an extraction
and its never gonna die
please use it
for else this
please forgive my father
I don't want him to "die" because of me
I don't understand
I thought people sinned sinned sinned and sinned until they died
I don't know why I seem to be confused about something
everybody else knows
I don't understand
I thought people sinned sinned sinned and sinned until they died
I don't know why I seem to be confused about something
everybody else knows
Wednesday, December 3
it was my idea
I did not learn the lesson I was supposed too
paths and gardens were my idea
I take responsibility for it
paths and gardens were my idea
I take responsibility for it
Tuesday, December 2
no future
apparently that is the assigned punishment for people who use sorcery or magic
but now its so ubiquitous innocent people are getting hurt
but now its so ubiquitous innocent people are getting hurt
If not me
if it hadn't been me
somebody else would have had to read it in
lots of people all they got
and they believe in it
whether the translation has serious problems or not
somebody else would have had to read it in
lots of people all they got
and they believe in it
whether the translation has serious problems or not
Monday, December 1
who is she?
who is she to make me jump her hoops
to heck with her
I mean its gotten so pathetic and sad
it just doesnt happen anymore
and the deal is
it didnt need to happen from the begining
to heck with her
I mean its gotten so pathetic and sad
it just doesnt happen anymore
and the deal is
it didnt need to happen from the begining
Saturday, November 29
info set?
So what is this "info set"
sometimes people are a little superstitious
about the way they shut stuff down
or start stuff up
that is what it is for
sometimes people are a little superstitious
about the way they shut stuff down
or start stuff up
that is what it is for
validity of The Good News Bible
its better than zecharia sitchin
and its therapeutic to plow through it
and its therapeutic to plow through it
Wednesday, November 26
Tuesday, November 25
dont you want to be there for other people?
dont you care?
wouldnt you help them if you could?
how could you walk away from them when they needed you?
wouldnt you help them if you could?
how could you walk away from them when they needed you?
its punk
thats the way punk is
dont you understand punk?
being a stubborn asshole
about trying to be abstract
dont you understand punk?
being a stubborn asshole
about trying to be abstract
Monday, November 24
the future?
If nothing changes
I am eventually live long enough to forget her
and then everything is going to repeat itself
I am eventually live long enough to forget her
and then everything is going to repeat itself
Saturday, November 22
I have been in wards
I have been in wards where they have never heard of Jamestown
or the United States
so shape up before it happens to US
or the United States
so shape up before it happens to US
I can't
you can't ride the dragon if you have questions about it
and it is never going to change
so get over it
and it is never going to change
so get over it
we have deep philosophical differences
I am dark side to her
I am not real to her
she thinks I am running a program
I am not real to her
she thinks I am running a program
Friday, November 21
not this thanksgiving
I will wait ten years
(I have been doing that my whole life)
Why should I stop now?
(I have been doing that my whole life)
Why should I stop now?
Thursday, November 20
im not concerned about the music right now
I have destroyed Revelations in three Bibles so far
and the only Bibles I had on hand that I didn't touch
were basically new testament only versions
so I think maybe I am looking for the right book
I don't know why
so I went to the thrift store a few times
and now I have one new testament only Good News
and two Good News Bibles
and I am reading one now
and the only Bibles I had on hand that I didn't touch
were basically new testament only versions
so I think maybe I am looking for the right book
I don't know why
so I went to the thrift store a few times
and now I have one new testament only Good News
and two Good News Bibles
and I am reading one now
you dont see holes?
we are talking about a Bible called
the King James version
and you are worried about the translation?
the King James version
and you are worried about the translation?
you should know
if you are the one trying to fix everything
you should know by now
if God wants to take it away
let him take it away
you should know by now
if God wants to take it away
let him take it away
I am sick of it
this has been going on for over 20 years
if I can see and hear who is she to take it away from me
if I can see and hear who is she to take it away from me
Wednesday, November 19
post 471
I did a horrible thing
more than once
and I know
God could strike me dead right now
so I am assured
he has a purpose for me
more than once
and I know
God could strike me dead right now
so I am assured
he has a purpose for me
Tuesday, November 18
Monday, November 17
I apologize
I know in the past few weeks I have said some stuff that wasnt nice
but people cant read my mind you know
everything was going fine till it came the last day to register
then the "voices" started fighting over me
I don't know why they do that
I apologize
I felt it my duty to fight them
so they wont do it to somebody else
but people cant read my mind you know
everything was going fine till it came the last day to register
then the "voices" started fighting over me
I don't know why they do that
I apologize
I felt it my duty to fight them
so they wont do it to somebody else
Sunday, November 16
Saturday, November 15
game burn
its like when you have been swimming all day
and when you lay down to sleep
you still feel like you are swimming
its like that
and when you lay down to sleep
you still feel like you are swimming
its like that
Friday, November 14
hiding from God
You keep hiding from God
and you are going to end up
in a place
where your money is not going to work
and you are going to end up
in a place
where your money is not going to work
what I got
I got music going on
I got math going on
I got Good News going on
I get legitimate information
I am not like these other bozo's
and all of it was over her
and she doesn't appreciate any of it
I got math going on
I got Good News going on
I get legitimate information
I am not like these other bozo's
and all of it was over her
and she doesn't appreciate any of it
yzax
normally you would get a computer to pick a number between 1 and 0
then multiply that out for the range of numbers you want
here the computer is making a binary decision to pick a frame labeled with four characters left for you to interpret
then multiply that out for the range of numbers you want
here the computer is making a binary decision to pick a frame labeled with four characters left for you to interpret
50-50
all random numbers generated by a computer lean on 50-50
thats why 50-50 would be the most random
it narrows the set to its natural binary size
thats why 50-50 would be the most random
it narrows the set to its natural binary size
?
01000100 01100001 01110110 01101001 01100100 00100000 01001101 01100001 01101100 01101100 01101111 01110010 01111001
congrats
Congratulations to President Elect Barack Obama.
I never thought I would see it in my lifetime.
I pray now we are all on the same page.
I never thought I would see it in my lifetime.
I pray now we are all on the same page.
African-Americans
African-Americans have always been good to me.
I am proud that we will have an African-American President.
I am proud that we will have an African-American President.
Thursday, November 13
Wednesday, November 12
what a mess
my music hurts people
Good News turns people into WTZ's
I will be surprised if we make it to thanksgiving
Good News turns people into WTZ's
I will be surprised if we make it to thanksgiving
conterac
I feel I have made significant progress
I feel I have discovered true phenomenon,
but I am being stonewalled
for not being traditional
I feel I have discovered true phenomenon,
but I am being stonewalled
for not being traditional
Tuesday, November 11
Monday, November 10
Sunday, November 9
Saturday, November 8
Friday, November 7
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