Where the uncertainty is

You need to chase lemons.
You need to tie knots.
You need to bust the game.

That shit belongs on the other side of the river.
You got to cross the bridge before you get into that shit.

I wouldn't say I was blameless,
but the codec is the main thing that happened to her.

Why do I worry about the real world?
Nobody else does.
In fact they seem to be in a head long rush to do away with it.
They just say mine is different from everyone else's.
They say I steal worlds and stitch them to the bang.

It is like setting your watch.
Isn't that what you are supposed to do?

If it is to be mastered, they will master it.
They will go on and off bang at will.

I am trying to explain it to you.
It is a natural reaction to time reversal.
You gotta make sure time is going in the right direction.

It is called "off the bang"
because the arrow of history doesn't point to the bang.
When it does point to the bang it is called "on the bang"

The alternate realities should already be there,
you shouldn't have to create them.
All you have to do is go on and off the bang.
It is probably better to go through the dark rift on the bang.
That way we would put the whole milky way on the bang.

It would be good for us,
but I can't say what effect it would have on everyone else.
If there is anyone else.
"Make the future, or let someone else make it for you."

There is potential for great struggle,
whether we are going through the dark rift on or off the bang.

As you can imagine.
off the bang is an enormous industry.

Jesus already won.
You are either going to go through it grounded,
or you are going to end up grounded.

Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.

You have a right for a heads up to what this shit is about.
You have the right to make choices.

This is recourse
for the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.

It is all about where the uncertainty is.
If the dark rift does have psychiatric effects,
lay on the ground or sleep on the floor.

It is all about where the uncertainty is.
Sometimes it is ahead of you.
Sometimes it is behind you.
Sometimes you are in the middle of it.

I wish we could have gone to Disneyworld together.

The Dark Rift

If I was doing my best and working for one dollar,
and they drug me before congress,
I'd tell them to go screw themselves.

These are retention bonuses people.
These are groups that AIG is shutting down.
The only money these people are working for practically is the bonus.

How else are they going to retain people
in positions that are to be eliminated shortly?
Market capitalism works on the job market too.

I wouldn't tolerate this crap.
I come out of retirement,
and for the sake of my country
take a job and a 1$ to do it,
and now they are talking about criminal attorneys.
This is why the government shouldn't run companies.

People worry too much about other people's opinions.
Let them get angry.
Let them laugh at you.

I am insensitive.
All I think about is myself.
They know the government is messing with me,
so they are messing with the government.

I think people underestimate what an IQ of 60 is capable of.

My opinion?
I think they let it happen to find out who our friends are.

If this happened first,
that is the only thing that makes sense.

The teacher knew what she had.
It should have gotten me a scholarship.
They let me get away.

God enjoys watching me fight to stay on.
It is one of his favorite movies.

It is confusing.
I hear people say shit that they don't recollect.

Virginia decided to go east and west a long time ago.

I wouldn't say there were bigger issues involved,
but there were other issues.

People just don't talk about it.
You have one guy that talks about it,
and that is me.

Well maybe T.S. Elliot I don't know.
I think I need to go back and read that shit.

I am sorry I landed him in the hospital.
He said my family name was an acronym,
and I don't like that crap.

I like him.
He is a good guy.
He just suffers from a game mentality.
98% of everybody does nowadays,
so I cant really blame him.

Yes I landed a Cohen in the hospital,
so keep that in mind.

Yall were all backwards,
stuck doing 6's,
dumber than a cockroach.
Yall aint gonna make it through the dark rift that way.

Even if it is not an obstacle,
It is good to think of it as one.
And if it is,
It is there for a reason.

People who don't make honor flight
understand basic training is not a game that you win.

They carried me through when I didn't deserve to be,
and I will never forget that.

People say I skated because of my father.
No it is more than that people.

Sometimes your enemies become your best friends.
I never met anyone from Boston that liked me very much.

There are plenty of people with fathers bigger than mine
who didn't skate.
People want to make this about George Mallory and it's not.

Who really cares?
Who is willing to try?
To save a world that is destined to die?

You know who said it.
Everyone should know who said that.
and I was an Airman just like him.

And you want me to be like David Lee Roth.
It is pathetic.

You don't get put on the bottom bunk
and carried through because of your father.

I know it was wrong.
I will admit it was wrong.
They just didn't let me get away like everyone else did.

What did I know?
I was a pink ass floozie.

I had to get out cause I knew I was a pink ass floozie,
and if I had it to do over again,
I wouldn't be a pink ass floozie anymore.

You are still hung up on what you are in.
I told you we are not in the darn thing.
Just line yourself up.
There is plenty of them.

Is he really?
I'll do anything I can.

I am the wimper

I used the same method to generate a list of prime numbers.
I didn't realize I was doing such important stuff.
God I probably could of got a scholarship to MIT for that.

I set up flags for the basic rules
then set up an array for the rest.

You have my permission to do wendy's
How was I supposed to know I was outdoing MIT?
I was just fiddling around.
I didn't know.
I have no idea where that shit is now.
that was in 88.

Is there any doubt it is me?
What am I supposed to do?

please lets have a reunion
I am sorry I am a fuckup

Both of you have so much strength, confidence, and motivation.
I am creative, but I lack those things.

I guess I wanted her to take me under her wing,
and take me places.

I knew she was going somewhere, and I wanted to tag along.
I didn't like radio.
It made me nervous.
I had to get away from it.

I never had any radio ambition.
I took the course cause they black balled me from the stage.
I didn't expect the mike fright and the paranoia.
I didn't enjoy it.

I am a writer.
Anyone who can get clear backwards phrases like that is a writer.
I guess this is what we are nowadays.
I am the wimper.

It just wasn't a good time.
I was barely hanging on to my identity.
I needed a break.

I shouldn't have said goodbye.
That was cruel and mean.

I guess Mr Harris was right about some things.
I don't know why I was so hard headed.
I just didn't like the world I was living in,
and everyone was telling me there was nothing I could do about it.

It ends where it started,
because I hadn't decided where it was supposed to end yet.

It is space for things to happen in,
just like the internet.

I got struck by the internet back in 85.
I don't think we fully appreciate the internet yet.
Things are never going to be the same.

Somebody made a post,
I wrote a program,
the rest is history.

I don't know about 2012.
Hopefully I have gone south enough early enough.
They might be right
about not wanting to go through the alignment like that.
The center is something we share with the rest of the galaxy.
There might be galactic chaos.

this dog dont hunt

I am not a sexual predator.
I don't know how to be one.
I wouldn't want to be one anyway.
I couldn't fill that role if I tried.
Does that mean I had a bad mother?
I didn't know this was a friggen mountain.
I thought I was free to have it the way I wanted it.

Everyone wants to make my mother out to be the antichrist.

When it comes to mapping and polarization,
damn right I am going to be obstructionist.

You say too often I am the problem.
You say this needs to be done.
but its not my fault you are living with lemons.

I don't care if it needed to be done or not.
They were messing with me and they know it.

I have been through the gauntlet.
I don't have the energy to deal with this crap anymore.

Y2K happened sweetheart.
Us breaking up is a big deal to them.

I cant stay here much longer.
I am scaring the living crap out of everybody.

I don't remember what I wrote.
It is probably secret anyway.

The effect is it calls itself,
but it doesn't really do that.
it flags everything else
and the "subroutine" is actually the default.

I solved the problem by turning it upside down,
I always do.

The subroutine is never actually called.
I took advantage of the fact that the program keeps running.

Basically you bury it at the bottom of a bunch of flags.

Nobody steeped in standard architecture would ever think of that.

It is called "doing a wendy's"

I decided to put the ball in her court.

I don't even know what I have given up for my country,
and people think I am kidding around.

Every one trying to fix me
and it aint god damn broke.

Like I said,
the Marines know how to do this shit now.
I don't have to worry about it anymore.

What is the problem?
The problem is she is a siren,
and she doesn't even know it.
She thinks she is doing things by the book,
the right way,
but she is a siren,
and you know what?
98% of them are nowadays.

Men that have a mission,
men that want to accomplish something,
they just can't compete anymore.

We are sexual animals.
We have no mind of our own.
We are not even real.

God loves me.
Deal with it.

They want it,
and they can't have it,
and no amount of trying is ever going to give it to them.

I didn't even read the darn thing until it was friggen over.
It has to be written in your heart.

Yes sweetheart for me Y2K happened in 1985.
I am trying to tell you but you think I'm delusional and wacko.

As far as I am concerned,
If they didn't want someone to solve it,
they shouldn't have made the post.
I am sorry that is the way things work.

They are arguing who has the right to do what.
I understand it is a big issue.
If we are going to have recourse,
that is the way things work.

Monday chases lemons
that is just the way it goes.

Satan says it is going to stop.
Satan says it is going to break somewhere.

I don't want to get in the argument.
I didn't realize I wrote the holy grail for Christ's sake.
If they didn't want it solved they shouldn't have posted it.
The internet is a big place
for anything that can happen will happen.

Cause I believe Paul
and if that actually did happen I am sorry.