Wednesday, October 7

I guess if you are going after more than presidential knee caps
something is wrong with you.

For Christ's sake don't solve anything.
Let her cover you.

They got me on clozaril and geodon and I could still go mad.
I know how to do it.

It is an observation not a judgment.
If my mother wants me to come home I will go home.

I needed to be covered.
I was in a hurry and running out of time.
Something in me knows that by January it would be too late.

In case you are not following me the hypothesis is...
Solving Y2k put me at odds with women,
and that women are holding a secret
that deals with the many worlds interpretation.

I know that sounds outlandish for people who don't know me.

People who know me know something is up,
and that is my best explanation.

Everybody thinks I skated because of my dad.
It wasn't because of my dad.
Plenty of people had bigger dads than mine.

What can I say?
The Air Force didn't let me get away like everyone else did.

My dad didn't get me through basic,
and he didn't give me the position in the clinic.
I inquired about that position months before it came open
on my own accord.
So I was the first in line when it came open.
I had no idea the other guy would flunk out.

Cause I had just been through a year long tech school
and got nothing out of it.
I saw all these ads in the paper for biomedical
so I asked my dad if anything was available in the clinic.
He said no, then a month or two later the guy washed out.
Having inquired about it, I was first on the list.

Everybody thinks dad gave it to me
but it didn't go down like that.

They asked us to look for something else, so I did.
Nobody else considered the clinic.
Is that my fault?

I wanted to go into test equipment
or F16 avionics,
but I was told that wasn't open for me.
They just didn't like me.

The timeline fits people.
Look at it.
I am telling the truth.

I was basically told they were going to hold me at a1c forever,
and that I had no future in avionics,
so I went looking somewhere else.

I don't know.
People treat me like I have no value,
Everywhere I go.

I am giving you fair warning.
I know how to create a fall back position,
and I know how to fall back to that position.
I can create a fall back position at any time.

I am concerned for the safety and security of the american public,
and of my own volition will take any action I deem necessary.

That is the downside of not acknowledging me.
I can do anything I want.

If I have no guidance,
I am left to take care of it on my own.
Is that what you want?

I will not stand for a war on Earth between God and Satan.
I will oppose them both if I have to.

Right now we are set for a massive conflict when I die.
That is your problem not mine.
I did my part.
It is time for someone else to take a stand.

The fact is I have been in their way for over a decade,
and it is not going to last forever.

I am telling you now.
They are waiting it out.

It is driving everyone crazy.
The want me to choose sides,
but I know better than that.

Believe me.
I have been through it enough
to know that is the wrong thing to do.

It is a lose lose decision,
and I am not falling for it.

The Newtonian world we believe in doesn't exist.
It is a delicate balance that is being disturbed by
radio, television, internet, cellular phones, automobiles, computers, atypicals etc.
The Hopi are telling us and no one is listening.

Stop thinking the worst about me.
I needed you. We were a team.

because the Republicans are assholes
and the Democrats are communist
and I just don't want to get involved in that shit.

because the assholes are right
and the communists know they are right
and they don't want to deal with it.

People bitched at Carter cause he dide't
and bitched at Bush because he did.
They need to make up their friggen mind.

I’m worried about the bloodbath that’s going to happen if he does get elected again. I’ve been though this before  We may find a comfortable...