Fanciful Tangents

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It was a long time ago a long time ago.

She sees the world a certain way, and I can't get her to stop.

If it wasn't for the grace of God,

I would have died from broken heart syndrome a long time ago.

I remember years of going to Wendy's by myself,

It was good to finally have someone to go to Wendy's with.

But it was never going to be more than that.

I don't know why yzax affects my sexuality,

It just does.

Revelation is like the telomerase.

I guess we see what the market is going to do 

Are they in the position to hold the government hostage?

Why should she rely on what I remember anyway?

She is going through it too.

I have resentment towards women

I have serious memory problems

And I am socially inept

What is whackanomics?

It would imply circular logic is real,

And people have serious problems with that.

I am self absorbed and self important

It seems to me to suggest,

The arrow of time might be anthropic

Everybody is strung out on lead,

That is what I think.

That is my issue

And undescended testicles caused wwii

It has just been a perfect storm

Bottlenecks happen

You can't stop them

And you can't fix them

I have to pace myself.

I could burn right through this clozaril if I wanted to.

It was bland.

I didn't get anything out of It.

I am afraid it is only going to get worse.

I have lived my life wrong.

This is not going to end well.

I am sorry

It just helps me forget

People think I am a damn robot or something 

And I am not

You should give because you want to

Not because you feel obligated 

I fail to see what weight scales have to do with it,

But jumping and voting are the same thing.

Get lost

Sit on it

Go !!!! Yourself 

I don't think the public is ready

To learn the bizarro overlords

We're shooting doves.

Only buzzards claim to own history

Because I don't know what is going to happen in April.

I don't think the world is ready for this conversation.

I couldn't be a scientist.

I go off on fanciful tangents.

340,282,366,920,938,463,463,374,607,431,768,211,456

It never occurred to me.

It just was not an option.

I thought I had the freedom to be who I wanted to be.

God games are bad for your health.

God games don't have to be played on a computer.

I am guilty.

A lot of schizophrenics are playing God games with themselves.

It is difficult to stop a god game

When the doors are open

That means war is going on?

It looks like we are going to have to take it on the chin,

Before China is going to do anything.

I don't see the future.

The future sees me.

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Is it better to be in denial about it?

Am I to be an unknowing fool?

What is willful ignorance?

The information itself decides who can be read in

And who cannot.

Does pertinence matter?

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My 8.1 story

This past Monday I bought a used computer at a thrift store. I went to Walmart to buy a patch cord to connect my vga monitor to the dvi outputs but they did not have one. So I went to OfficeMax and they did, but it cost more than the computer did. But I bought it anyway. I got it home was locked out at a password prompt. I thought about it, and I read up on it. I tried to run an installation disc, but I couldn't get the system to boot from the DVD drive. I did not have a keyboard that had the right connector, so I went to target to get that. When I got back home, I was playing hell trying to get the system to go into cmos. Struggling with that, I discovered you could get into it by holding the shift key while clicking restart. Having discovered that I found I could also revert to previous versions of Windows that way too.  So I tried it and it worked. The system booted into windows 8. Of course I had to update it before I could install 8.1 and, after a little hacking, I got the 600 some updates installed, and after the whole day, 8.1 itself.

And hey, I discovered I actually like 8.1

Romantic Hazing

Hazing is wrong too.

I wish they could do something about that.

Why does the eclipse go west to east?

None of us needs a lecture 

On nineteenth century politics.

It is easy to be romantic 

When it is not your freedom involved 

I feel for all those who fell

But it is not romantic anymore

I don't think an open sore is a good idea

confederate circles

IYou IThe I

I am sorry for what happened,

It was not planned or rehearsed

I have to stand public opinion.

People have been lynched for less.

I could have used better judgement.

I am sorry if she was traumatized.

We do have healthcare in America.

It is called bankruptcy.

How many people are being trickled out of the economy?

I thought they were talking about the election being hacked.

Having dinner is not hacking.

Has anyone else noticed they have changed the subject?

Why have they changed the subject?

Was information exchanged over dinner?

Was that information gathered by Russian hacking?

My relationship with Jesus is nobody else's business.

I have my story.

The land of cruel jokes and missed opportunities.

We need to help people going bankrupt 

Over catastrophic or long term care.

Because the democrats don't care about the cruel jokes.

They think it's cool.

They think it's part of American life.

Things don't have to involve money to be wrong.

She was the senator for the state of New York,

What did she know say or do about it?

I think they knew what they wanted to stick him with from the beginning

And there was collusion to have a special prosecutor 

To obtain that objective.

People are thinking this.

Do honeybees know they are pollinating?

Is it like tickling your throat to make yourself gag?

Was there collusion between Comey and the Hillary Clinton campaign?

Was the special counsel appointed honestly?

I am sorry.

It looks like a flea flicker to me.

It's wrong.

It's stupid.

It's wrong and stupid.

It is genuine.

It is strong.

It is genuine and strong.

Why should I get angry?

It is a game that doesn't get you anywhere.

They think you are stupid.

You are being played.

If they can keep you in that anger,

They can control you.

You are forced to accept anger,

Because it makes you predictable.

Am I the only one who understands?

I guess we better start planting trees again.

they are going to be called confederate circles,
and they are going to be a bigger draw than the monuments ever were.

I don't want to Nostradamus the whole thing

But as an egg,

Seeing over the horizon is my job.

Daily America

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I admit he is not that savory 

But I have to defend him

there were serious concerns 

about the security of our election systems 

A long time ago

And I don't know if anything was ever done about it

You didn't have to be Nostradamus to see that one coming.

Let's just say

It wasn't a snowfall in May

OK?

Welcome to hell?

What is up with that?

I guess chicken pox is a serious thing if you are older.

Fox News just has a gloss the others don't have.

It is sad.

They are fighting over which is the communist.

Holding information for political advantage.

It looks like a trump card they were waiting to play.

How long has this been an issue?

And this is coming out just now?

This is not in the spirit of how things should work.

There are those that want education

To be at the center of social and economic life.

I don't agree with that.

I don't consider it a cure all for making people happy.

People don't like Hillary Clinton.

I fail to see why we need a political meltdown over this.

That is just what Putin would want,

And he probably counted on it.

We are really being played.

Our own arrogance is going to sink us.

They are going to start hitting 

with stuff that can't be answered in 24 hours.

What is the use of me having a voice

If I don't use it.

People are day to day right now.

This is not a broadcast.

If you are here you came here.

This is my personal space that I am sharing with you,

Because I feel not to do so,

Would confer an advantage

To people are not in the know

Because some have access to eggs like me,

And some don't.

It maybe useful to someone studying psychology.

Daily America has no idea how deep this thing goes.

A little more than word salad.

A little less than tea leaves.

I know I have the condition,

But I can't stop it.

There is a reason people don't write this way.

There is no barrier between me and the material.

It is like a DMZ

You are wide open for anyone.

A DMZ is used for trouble shooting.

I guess when I loose myself sometimes 

It is considered broadcasting.

But that is the psychological definition.

Sometimes you sink into broadcasting

And you don't come back.

It all starts with broadcasting.

If you understand that

You have a leg up.

I am trying to be constructive with my broadcasting.

Just because you are in a legitimate loop,

Does make it less dangerous.

You should not inflate the ego

Of someone who has a broadcasting issue.

Call it a Sticky Gate

Four Seconds

It If I IBB

It goes backward until it arcs somewhere

Then you have a timeline 

I guess you could do it the right way 

And wait for someone to hit you

Women want babies

They don't care about timelines

They think they are all the same

They think it is stupid

What is the universe from the perspective of a sperm?

Isn't a man more than that?

It's not Christianity that's is making people's lives difficult 

It is the application of probability 

Sometimes things are difficult for a reason.

Applicate the applicators,

It's not the music, it's the charts.

You are deluded I can do anything about it.

It is too monolithic to be stupid chance.

The whole thing has become a probability circus.

I remember voting for Bill Clinton.

I took a lot of heat for it.

I took a lot of heat for just being a democrat back then.

It's better to be in a real hell than a false one.

We have a media medicine complex

I lied to James

It didn't even occur to me till I was in Florida.

What I meant to say is,

I think a part of me knew.

Most people don't see reality 

As something that can be lost

I took shit for appreciating Ghandi 

Either I don't remember,

Or that hasn't happened yet.

I need to leave the station

Nothing is ever going to work there.

Its like time zones 

They did not always exist

And our lives changed because of them

What is

The Cold Revolt?

If people did not die,

The whole equation for power would change.

It doesn't do good to feel bad about your country.

You need to divorce those sentiments from what's going on.

I guess they know more about ancient aliens.

I am the only one who has the time and the freedom to say anything.

If I had a job, I would probably get fired for doing this.

If I were in school I would probably be shunned.

As it is, Google gave me heat over what they called spam.

Now the president is doing it.

Imagine that.

It is my damn life

If that is the way I want to live it, that is my prerogative.

I am not going to base my life on sexual gratification.

The Cold War has screwed up people's heads.

It doesn't bother you 

That you can't have an original thought 

Unless you have paid your dues or done the math?

Freedom of purpose 

You are either doing it or you're not.

Did you give it any thought

As to what you would do if it didn't work?

There has got to be something more for me than this.

I wish this was a movie and I could walk out.

She needs to back off 

It is never going to happen 

She is ruining my life

What can I say?

I was surrounded by Mennonites and gay people.

I was waiting to meet the aliens

Until I became xenophobic.

They manipulated my Dna 

But I was rejected by the gene pool.

I guess I am just someone who doesn't.

I guess I need to be happy with that.

I can't go from 0 to 60 in four seconds.

Christmas Suprise

We NNT

If you have someone's memories

You have a universe

How do we know dna is static

Maybe it goes off like a volcano

It is a situational dance isn't it?

Of course I idolize my father.

Everything I do have is because of him.

I am more paranoid than delusional,

But where do the delusions start,

And the paranoid end.

The Jehovah's Witness don't vote either

Maybe they kept you out of office

I am waiting for someone to come forward about lead

I am convinced it is responsible for the ebb and flow of civilization.

If I knew what was good for me, I would probably be scared.

What use is the presidency,

If we keep putting them through investigations like this?

I am a living breathing talking walking person.

I don't want to be calculated by some machine.

What is Liberty if they know what you are going to do

For the next 30 years

Art Bell talked about the hacking of voting machines 20 years ago

The high witches pledged a coronation and didn't deliver.

Using people you could form a computer

Are you worried about being inside a computer?

Pick up a bible.

If it's an absolute emergency,

Burn the darn thing

I don't think he is talking about tapes from the White House

They act like they got blindsided by this Russia thing. 

That is simply not true.

Nobody cared about grandma  

Till she got run over by a reindeer 

What is going to happen if this traces back to the Gore campaign?

The only difference is

She is not Al Gore

And he is not George W Bush

Or should I say no one cared about Rudolf 

Nobody cared about Rudolf 

Till grandma got run over 

It was thought, if Kennedy could go out that way

We must be living in hell.

From our parents perspective,

We grew up in hell.

It means Christ dying for you personally

I think people that would sit by 

And watch the floor drop out

Are naive and stupid

Is it subversive to lie or decline to participate in polls?

This all started when he let a widow have a religious experience 

With her dead husband on national television 

Obstruction of Office

Why are we singling out Russia?

Other nations have artists that sing about it from 20 years ago.

It seems one witch hunt just leads to another witch hunt

Progress gets made and roadblocks are put up

I was wanting to say something,

But I felt it would be offensive.

Mounted pedestrians?

Swiss guard?

I am having a windows nightmare.

I haven't seen a machine this sick since 1998

Apparently Intel and Microsoft are at odds over antivirus utilities 

Mcafee was telling me nothing was wrong and it was fighting me

Obviously something was wrong

Machines don't get that sick and nothing is wrong 

I just wanted it to do a scan for Pete's sake

It should be able to do a scan on command

Mcafee wouldn't do a scan

And it wouldn't let defender do a scan

I got to get control of this machine

Some people believe what the computer is telling them

Some people don't

I wrote one time that it was sad we spend hundreds a month on technology

While there are people starving in Africa,

And I think Bill took it to heart

I have no problems with Bill 

I was talking about bill gates

I think it's great Apple has made those apps free

I don't know anything about o'reily

How is it

Someone of his background

Just happened to be working at the school book depsitory?

How often does the king come that close to you?

How often does he come that close, and you have a rifle?

What I am trying to say is...

Kennedy came to Oswald

Not Oswald to Kennedy

It is something that is easy to do forward

But difficult to do backward

They are going to drag me before congress

Before I get a Nobel prize

What is the office of the president going to look like

After we chase President Trump from office

Do we really want our president over a barrel

To the director of the FBI?

Schizophrenic = Perpetrator

BFIt's harder for things to evolve if you try to own them.

That's my opinion anyway.

I don't remember why I came to have that opinion.

If I did I would be trying to own it.

It is augmented.

My perp said he would cut off my nookie supply if I ever fingered him.

Imagine that.

Occam's razor says lead.

The closest thing to victim a schizophrenic is ever going to get.

Schizophrenic = Perpetrator

Giving new meaning to the word watergate.

I did not start out on the right.

Now that I know what left and right is about,

I am glad to be on the right.

It seems some looked into my ravings and profited.

I warned my dad that was going to happen.

I give my shit away for free,

Because I am on somebody's shit list,

And I am getting blackballed.

I have the right to exist and I am defending myself.

They make deals with the devil

And when they can't deliver or fall short

They blame republicans 

I am defending myself 

I don't have the luxury of an opinion.

I saw a sign between the bushes and I know I need to stop,

But I don't know if I can.

There is a better life out there that I can't have

If I keep doing what I am doing.

Go patriots

If they are going to stitch people to it,

They should at least know what the Big Bang is.

I have pissed somebody off.

This is ridiculous.

If you don't think about sex every eight seconds,

Something is wrong with you.

It was never even an option for me.

The people spreading those rumors had their own motivation.

There are people out there whose issue is gay or not gay.

I am never going to convince those people.

I think we need to come to terms with the fact,

I am not fitting into the formula.

"I don't like it anymore than you do..."

Be thankful you don't live in a place,

Where it's racist to love your hometown.

Oh my goodness can you believe it!

Oh my gosh I have never seen a game like this!

Go Patriots!

Thanks for the response,

I appreciate it.