Thursday, December 11

Bubble Wrap

We shouldn't have "wiped our assess with it"
I won't do that again.
I apologize

What is a second?
How do you pictograph time?
The universe expands because time is slowing down?
How would we know?

How can there be a universe without universal time?

It's not dark matter
It's universal time?

Recently I have wondered why Relativity doesn't shatter everything.

I guess you don't need it if you don't have problems with it.

Call it dark time
Would it still perform the same function?

Things are not as fragile as it seems they should be.

It's like the universe has bubble wrap.

If this is lucky, I would hate to see what cursed is like.

I think they should call it The Obama Bowl.

I don't mean to treat the language poorly.
I write this way because of a vision I had.

I guess if I got away with it,
everyone would start doing it,
and there would be a domino effect,
and the language itself would suffer.

1 + 8 = 9
9 + 16 = 25
25 + 24 = 49
49 + 32 = 81

What is a magic ladder?

3 is an explosion,
4 is an implosion.

I can't have an answer for everything.
Sooner or later I had to face up to something.

1 square
Surrounded by 8 squares
Is a total of 9 squares



Saturday, November 15

A Selfish Catalyst

i n f o
n f o i
f o i n
o 1 i 1 n 1 f 1

i n f o
n f o i
o i n f
f 2 o 5 i 3 n 4

i n f o
f o i n
o i n f
n 3 f 4 o 2 i 5

i n f o
f o i n
n f o i
o 4 i 2 n 5 f 3

i n f o
o i n f
n f o i
f 5 o 3 i 4 n 2

i n f o
o i n f
f o i n
n 6 f 6 o 6 i 6

you are right
the original was wrong
i consider it developed mistakes

Wednesday, November 12

lucid absurdity

Nobody  asks if Oklahoma City is small.
I think they do it to piss me off.

I am not sure what I am trying to be right about.

If there is a 12 by 2, and a 3 by 8, there should be a 4 by 6.

I have always said I am not here to be happy,
But if you don't love the world
Everything goes to shit

I know it's a Hail Mary but it ain't on me.

I consider they generally degenerate if not maintained.

Like I said, if you don't love the world it goes to shit.

It may seem simple to you, but it's not to me,
And that doesn't make me a bad person
A train wreck is coming and I can't stop it

They are going to go all in.
They think it would be stupid not to.

I am worried it is going to turn into a financial thing
And that it's going to evaporate.

Why do you know so much?
I want to know what you know.

It's a thrown away Bible for thrown away people.

Psychiatry likes to shotgun.

I care whether it's living or not.
Being authorized means less to me

There is something to this no information
thing, but I think it's the shutout that matters.

I was slow.
If I did my homework I did not have time for anything else.

Giving a shit is pathological.

Everybody needs a narrative.
What makes one narrative better than any other.

People believe a lot of warped shit because they need a narrative.

People know what they need.
I don't have to lead them to it.

They let me publicize the gasoline.
That was a big deal.
Maybe they will mellow out too.

I never had dreams about you and her.
I told you what you wanted to hear.
I believe leaded gasoline caused a mass psychosis.

Just because someone beat you to the punch
Doesn't mean you didn't make the connection yourself

I got lead poisoning from playing in the dirt all the time.


In the presence of this lead issue,
I don't know what to believe and what not.

If you are doing drugs,
you need to consider what you are using them with
A radio antenna might not be the best idea

Blame the individual
Blame the parents
There are no environmental concerns at all

Lead sensitivity has more behind it than childhood immunizations causing autism.

Lead causes a problem wth calcium?
They use lithium instead of calcium because it would be too obvious?

Even if they wanted to say something,
They would lose their position,
And be thrown out of medicine.




Saturday, September 20

Stellar Mediocrity

If it is a condition, it is not a lifestyle.
If it is a lifestyle, it is not a condition.

If it is not a disease
You can't diagnose someone as having it.

I didn't know.

Just stick whatever you want in there,
Because that is what I feel.

Hide behind rules and labels.

It feels it is smarter than us.
It feels it should make decisions, not us.

I guess initial conditions are important.
I was mad at M for being mean to C.
I have never felt it was a big deal.
I guess it was.

I asked God to take it away from me
And I have never felt the same since.

If they are going to make a lasting decision,
It needs to come from congress

I feel embarrassed and stupid

You totally missed it.
it was about why people say "you know" all the time.

 I have earned my ignorance.

They call you delusional
Say you are hallucinating 
Then get mad saying you stole something
It's my head

I need a place where it's ok for me to be celebrate

I apologize for stealing the song

I stopped calling her,
I told the doctor I had schizophrenia
I don't know what else I could have done

I guess they wanted me to have a violent outburst
It is a little difficult to do that when you know it


I was bicycling in that crap

It is all about the chemicals

Megalomania is wishful thinking at this point
I hope I am just out of my head

I have tricked my physiology into thinking I have reproduced

No one ever sees the schizophrenic as a victim.

If it has black spots in it watch out.

The medicine takes you beyond the envelop in a way that is not good.

Quitting the game cold turkey was the hardest thing I ever did,
And I didn't get a trophy for it either.

I feel like doing the right thing was the wrong thing to do.

It is a legitimate grouping and I am not letting go of it.

There is no math to done
It's like saying numbers are even or odd
Except it not numbers its frames
They are hoping it's easy enough someone else will come up with it.

If it is not mine,
Why do I know how to use it?

Strange groupings are at the center of why we are schizophrenics
That does not mean the groupings are delusional.
 
If you don't understand why this would happen
You don't understand my flavor of schizophrenia

Who's reality am I supposed to be in denial about?

HB
I wish I had given more consideration into what we already had.






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