Sunday, November 19

Fanciful Tangents

It It II I T


It was a long time ago a long time ago.

She sees the world a certain way, and I can't get her to stop.
If it wasn't for the grace of God,
I would have died from broken heart syndrome a long time ago.

I remember years of going to Wendy's by myself,
It was good to finally have someone to go to Wendy's with.
But it was never going to be more than that.

I don't know why yzax affects my sexuality,
It just does.

Revelation is like the telomerase.

I guess we see what the market is going to do 
Are they in the position to hold the government hostage?

Why should she rely on what I remember anyway?
She is going through it too.

I have resentment towards women
I have serious memory problems
And I am socially inept

What is whackanomics?

It would imply circular logic is real,
And people have serious problems with that.

I am self absorbed and self important

It seems to me to suggest,
The arrow of time might be anthropic

Everybody is strung out on lead,
That is what I think.
That is my issue

And undescended testicles caused wwii

It has just been a perfect storm
Bottlenecks happen
You can't stop them
And you can't fix them

I have to pace myself.
I could burn right through this clozaril if I wanted to.

It was bland.
I didn't get anything out of It.
I am afraid it is only going to get worse.
I have lived my life wrong.
This is not going to end well.

I am sorry
It just helps me forget
People think I am a damn robot or something 
And I am not

You should give because you want to
Not because you feel obligated 

I fail to see what weight scales have to do with it,
But jumping and voting are the same thing.

Get lost
Sit on it
Go !!!! Yourself 

I don't think the public is ready
To learn the bizarro overlords
We're shooting doves.

Only buzzards claim to own history

Because I don't know what is going to happen in April.
I don't think the world is ready for this conversation.

I couldn't be a scientist.
I go off on fanciful tangents.

Thursday, August 31

340,282,366,920,938,463,463,374,607,431,768,211,456




It never occurred to me.
It just was not an option.
I thought I had the freedom to be who I wanted to be.

God games are bad for your health.

God games don't have to be played on a computer.

I am guilty.
A lot of schizophrenics are playing God games with themselves.

It is difficult to stop a god game

When the doors are open
That means war is going on?

It looks like we are going to have to take it on the chin,
Before China is going to do anything.

I don't see the future.
The future sees me.


Is it better to be in denial about it?
Am I to be an unknowing fool?

What is willful ignorance?

The information itself decides who can be read in
And who cannot.

Tuesday, August 29

My 8.1 story

This past Monday I bought a used computer at a thrift store. I went to Walmart to buy a patch cord to connect my vga monitor to the dvi outputs but they did not have one. So I went to OfficeMax and they did, but it cost more than the computer did. But I bought it anyway. I got it home was locked out at a password prompt. I thought about it, and I read up on it. I tried to run an installation disc, but I couldn't get the system to boot from the DVD drive. I did not have a keyboard that had the right connector, so I went to target to get that. When I got back home, I was playing hell trying to get the system to go into cmos. Struggling with that, I discovered you could get into it by holding the shift key while clicking restart. Having discovered that I found I could also revert to previous versions of Windows that way too.  So I tried it and it worked. The system booted into windows 8. Of course I had to update it before I could install 8.1 and, after a little hacking, I got the 600 some updates installed, and after the whole day, 8.1 itself.


And hey, I discovered I actually like 8.1

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