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how to start

- October 31, 2008

start your day with loose then play your masturbatory albumn and be done with it

I dont mean to be psychotic

- October 31, 2008

but the shit was working for people and now its all gone because of some ongoing research project

you want to take away childrens tools

- October 31, 2008

I am not going to let you take away tools that work for them

they aint like me from the begining

- October 31, 2008

they think I am a lazy jackass

the injury of being forgotten

- October 31, 2008

starts the whole damn thing

you dont understand Tommy

- October 31, 2008

the injury at the end starts the injury at the beginning

what was supposed to happen?

- October 31, 2008

Was there something supposed to happen?

this is evil

- October 31, 2008

why are you doing this?

I just have a last ditch philosophy

- October 31, 2008

I must be an asshole

that was freaky

- October 31, 2008

where do you draw the line between tools and superstition Jesus is last ditch for me I know it shouldnt be that way

they think

- October 31, 2008

they think its a Jack in The Box and they can stuff it back in but they cant

I wonder

- October 30, 2008

I wonder if lefthanders are better at solitaire

its like girls in kindergarten

- October 30, 2008

do you love your such and such then marry it they go

the extra "n"

- October 30, 2008

you stick that on there yourself

an albumn is like a commitment

- October 30, 2008

for richer or poorer for better or worse etc its not about picking and choosing

what doesnt matter

- October 30, 2008

high fidelity doesnt matter

things that matter

- October 30, 2008

Catalogs DO matter Transistor radios DO matter Albumns DO matter

the way things are

- October 29, 2008

books can come out of nowhere documents can come out of nowhere people can come out of nowhere thats just the way things are

my advice

- October 29, 2008

find yourself a flavor of Linux and if it dont boot it dont buy it

thrift stores

- October 29, 2008

almost all I ever see at thrift stores is Dells you never see a Macintosh unless the battery is dead or the on off switch is messed up

Genre?

- October 29, 2008

Classical Punk

well

- October 28, 2008

it might have something to do with Buffalo

or Boston

- October 28, 2008

or Kansas or Philadelphia either!

Feed the Children!

- October 28, 2008

Chicago has a loop Washington has a Beltway Richmond has several By-passes This has nothing to do with New York

masturbation

- October 27, 2008

playing your own music to yourself is considered masturbation

In the wake of "The Celestine Prophecy"

- October 27, 2008

I ordered them to label their books with their religion, and they did not like it.

I mean

- October 25, 2008

Isn't that what free means the right to waste your life on stupid stuff? I just want to be Irish

I thought it was a free country

- October 25, 2008

I thought I was free to fuck up

My Sister

- October 25, 2008

My Sister made her Conformation and this is the thanks she gets? I am not happy about this

we are battling

- October 25, 2008

we are battling Christian Vs Muslim and we are getting frigen Shinto

God sees this people

- October 25, 2008

He sees all of it

you dont understand people

- October 25, 2008

we live in a mathematical space somebody sees this shit

i can slam this door a thousand times

- October 25, 2008

this is pathetic

how could I understand it?

- October 25, 2008

it hadnt happened yet

they aren't burning the books

- October 25, 2008

they are burning the poets

Psychedelic Furs

- October 25, 2008

I will listen to the Psychedelic Furs and try not to be a brute

I am Punk this is Punk

- October 25, 2008

I am no longer Caustic

It is an A.I. masterpeice

- October 25, 2008

thats all there is to it

Nobunaga's Ambition

- October 25, 2008

The key is at the very beginning who cares who he is or what his attributes are he is a person its all about whether you care about people or not

Im sorry

- October 25, 2008

I shouldn't have said that I am angry at them

this fucks with the smart people man

- October 25, 2008

they dont get this shit

mouse

- October 25, 2008

they know what game to play they know how to play it and this could happen again and again

I thought that was what they made blogs for

- October 25, 2008

to get us off of usenet lord what a mess You cant have an monopoly on education people

this shit aint funny

- October 25, 2008

ive become seriously handicapped because this shit

Its my Blog!

- October 25, 2008

HOW CAN i FRIGGEN SPAM MY OWN BLOG!

The truth is Loose

- October 25, 2008

and I am sticking to it

?

- October 25, 2008

I played it, I won, what can I do about it?

does it matter

- October 25, 2008

he is a person does it matter how smart he is?

Nobunaga's Ambition

- October 24, 2008

It's all about whether you care about people or not.

isnt it funny to you

- October 24, 2008

that its not a real map?

I didn't play monopoly for the money

- October 24, 2008

I played it to use things not people

you think this shit is about the money

- October 24, 2008

i can make this shit about the money

for giveness is not about turning back time people

- October 24, 2008

you need to grow up

This is Punk

- October 24, 2008

This is the little baby sister of The Big Chill

Narnia

- October 23, 2008

You don't use somebody who has read Narnia for the friggin market people You need to wake up You shouldn't be using anybody Use things not people

C. S. Lewis

- October 23, 2008

C. S. Lewis only cares about the children He doesn't care about the market

I can make this damn thing talk

- October 23, 2008

this is a very bad situation

what can i say

- October 23, 2008

i played solitaire shut it off and slept on the floor

I was using Norton Desktop

- October 23, 2008

Thank God

use his paranoia to your advantage

- October 23, 2008

and put him through word verification

now you know what to do with Caustic

- October 23, 2008

I apologize

I apologize

- October 23, 2008

I like to skate like a duck

now i understand

- October 23, 2008

now I understand why they got rid of real rollerskates

it just gets people out of windows ok

- October 23, 2008

thats all it does

thank you

- October 23, 2008

now not only can I fall asleep wherever I want I can have total amnesia too what a mess

I cannot accept

- October 23, 2008

and will not accept that I am superimposed that I am not real

I feel they are Imposing on me

- October 23, 2008

cause they dont know where Im going and i understand that but there are somethings I am not willing to accept

Im sorry

- October 23, 2008

I will not accept that men are superimposed

they think its a dangerous new religion

- October 23, 2008

they are afraid of where we are going

i apologize

- October 23, 2008

It's my interpretation and they don't like it

I knew that shit a long time ago

- October 23, 2008

I mean its painfully obvious

you want to live inside Windows I dont care

- October 23, 2008

I am not living in there

women have problems with childbirth

- October 23, 2008

because they walk on two legs

ereprove

- October 23, 2008

its not real or not real its two legs and four legs

trade secret

- October 23, 2008

dont you get it its two legs and four legs

we are in a family where nothing seems to work ok?

- October 23, 2008

I don't know how it got started

all we want is peace and serenity

- October 23, 2008

please let us be

jewish catholic baptist lutheran

- October 23, 2008

we cant get any peace

Im not the first

- October 23, 2008

my whole family has been going through this for centuries

you need to be careful

- October 23, 2008

you need to be careful of telling me my family name is an anagram I dont like that shit

snafu isnt even it their dictionary people

- October 23, 2008

I am a statistical snafu

- October 23, 2008

and they just dont like it

you think it matters if you masturbate or not?

- October 23, 2008

come on people get real

it was about voting the whole time people

- October 23, 2008

they were trying to sell us a line of bullshit

thats the problem

- October 23, 2008

they need us not to know

my advice

- October 23, 2008

if you dont want to get involved in this shit dont register thats what people need to know!

try and sit out three elections

- October 23, 2008

it might happen to you too

I felt it was the only way to understand the issues

- October 23, 2008

thats why I did it

sit on it and waive it people

- October 23, 2008

let them take that to court

I waive my right to vote

- October 23, 2008

if you have problems with it take it to court

Im like a caged panda bear

- October 23, 2008

what can I do?

the computer is a tool

- October 23, 2008

Im still a real person

I don;t believe my own past

- October 23, 2008

thats what it boils down to

you dont ask why

- October 23, 2008

you find out why

word verification

- October 23, 2008

is psychoanalysis

insineys

- October 23, 2008

the one bell or two bells didnt mean anything it only means what you made it to mean

I know they feel its the only book they can trust

- October 23, 2008

but I feel they are digging in my past and manufacturing me

i know

- October 22, 2008

I know I beat up a pedestrian but what was I supposed to do?

?

- October 22, 2008

men don;t usually ask "What am I supposed to do" do they?

I forgive you Ginger

- October 21, 2008

and I'm sorry JJ thank you

I know you feel David Mallory needs a lesbian

- October 21, 2008

its ok

just lay on the bed with me one time

- October 21, 2008

you dont have to hold hands or have sex with me

what am i supposed to let that shit happen?

- October 21, 2008

what am i supposed to do? im sorry

think i need a lesbian

- October 21, 2008

well i found one assholes

the handwriting was on the wall

- October 21, 2008

they knew i was having an identity crisis from the get go

please

- October 21, 2008

you cant manufacture someone from the dust and try and give them a gift it doesn't work that way

if i aint had no future

- October 21, 2008

id be doing crazy shit too

love is never asking why

- October 21, 2008

just let them have their thanks giving dinner and be done with it

i felt like

- October 20, 2008

I felt like I might be harrassing her Im reading too much cosmo I had doubts

please stop

- October 20, 2008

i feel everyone is forcing me into a confrontation im 41 years old please stop

i apologize

- October 20, 2008

why would she think i would molest anybody its making me upset

thank you for being on top

- October 20, 2008

oh god

- October 20, 2008

i dont know how to fix it

mrs brown

- October 20, 2008

excuse me

please

- October 20, 2008

just tell mrs brooks about it she knows what to do my 2nd grade teacher

speak to mrs brown

- October 20, 2008

i cant do anything about it its already done

digging up roots and shit

- October 20, 2008

building a bypass around a tree

im a child playing in the dirt

- October 20, 2008

i dont know what im doing

boy george is right

- October 20, 2008

love is never asking why

its all messed up

- October 20, 2008

love is in hell

now i understand

- October 20, 2008

now i understand why cats lick plastic

if you have any problems with it

- October 20, 2008

take it up with them

my mirror was shattered

- October 20, 2008

im not the real thing ok?

it needed to be said

- October 20, 2008

nobody should have to bear the burden of proof its not right

Henrico

- October 20, 2008

if you dont want me give me to somebody else!

all this shit

- October 20, 2008

all this shit over henrico friggin county God what a mess

jesus christ

- October 20, 2008

just give me twinkies and leave me alone

cant you see the warning signs?

- October 20, 2008

something this big isnt somebody's mother or sister or wife or girlfriend

permanent split people

- October 20, 2008

permanent split

DAMN IT!

- October 20, 2008

they are counting backwards and wonder whats going wrong

321

- October 20, 2008

321 brothers 321

i tried to tell them

- October 20, 2008

these damn couch people dont understand i told them the longer they hold on to whats real and whats not the worse it gets but they wont listen

they are breaking down

- October 20, 2008

they are breaking down i dont understand whats going on in there

im a traumatized child

- October 20, 2008

im afraid of voting machines

if we keep up this shit

- October 20, 2008

if we keep up this shit there is going to be a permanent split between the old testament and the new testament

that is just it

- October 19, 2008

Jesus didn't write a book

what i read

- October 19, 2008

I read Narnia I read the whole thing

my verdict

- October 19, 2008

if you dont want to follow it dont read it

im on the couch

- October 19, 2008

im on the couch people ok dont freak out about it

this is sad

- October 19, 2008

how can people be happy? how can they smile? walls go up and both sides lose Jesus approves of that?

this is sad

- October 19, 2008

i guess there is something wrong with us i guess we can't be truly free

I don't understand

- October 19, 2008

How can we have fair elections if people are forced to being polarized?

reality check machine

- October 19, 2008

I must be some reality check machine or something

I don't understand

- October 19, 2008

why does this go on and on if i don't make a decision? it shouldn't be that way. something is wrong.

I don't deserve a twinkie

- October 19, 2008

I was out of line I apologize I must be scaring the living crap out of everybody

for me

- October 19, 2008

for me it was either a false hell or the real thing and you dont matriculate in a false hell

i apologize

- October 19, 2008

I guess it's a job I gave myself

poor people

- October 19, 2008

they feel I'm the only one that ever goes down there they feel I'm the only one that cares about them

every time

- October 19, 2008

every time i go down there people are using voting machines and shit and it aint funny im not happy about it

sick perversion

- October 19, 2008

it is a sick perversion and im not happy about it

if i cant hold the center

- October 19, 2008

if i cant hold the center i am going to hold it long enough that people remember it

what I saw

- October 19, 2008

I'm tired of walls coming down and people saying "You don't care about us, why should we care about you?" I care about everybody ok?

you are messing up

- October 19, 2008

the key word there is "MY"

DAMN IT!

- October 19, 2008

they used her in the codec its not me

lay off of it

- October 19, 2008

why do you ask me to take responsibility for it and then get mad at me?

its my responsibility

- October 19, 2008

i didnt know how to forgive or what to forgive please forgive me

my future

- October 19, 2008

my future belongs to everybody ok? If I have a future everybody has a future Im sorry that people didn't have a future that's horrible

i dont get it

- October 19, 2008

dont we all have a future together? dont we all share the future? i dont understand

I'm confused

- October 19, 2008

doesn't everybody have a future? why don't people have a future?

I don't understand

- October 19, 2008

I don't understand how what I do determines whether people have a future or not.

i understand

- October 19, 2008

im caustic im hurting people im some kind of walking twilight zone

they are not happy

- October 18, 2008

they are talking about a permanent split

crisis

- October 18, 2008

there was some kind of crisis they felt only women could solve

i dont care

- October 18, 2008

if i didnt care why would i say anything

humpty dumpty

- October 18, 2008

you fell asleep on a cloud

venus and mars

- October 18, 2008

these venus and mars people think they can do whatever they want and they cant

if

- October 17, 2008

its over

- October 17, 2008

they attacked the president its over

i know

- October 17, 2008

i know what you tried to do to the president and im not happy about it

we are the meek

- October 17, 2008

why doesn't anybody understand that?

thats just a lesson

- October 17, 2008

thats just a lesson i learned from warcraft it doesnt mean im choosing anything

warcraft

- October 17, 2008

you need to take the offensive fast and early or they are going to bleed you to death and leave you with a dead cos

im sorry

- October 17, 2008

i think im the "boot cycle" im afraid to stop

what kind of world do we live in?

- October 17, 2008

I JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE DOING IT ANYMORE JESUS CHRIST!

?

- October 17, 2008

what the hell is on and off?

im sorry

- October 17, 2008

it doesn't work as well if i know what I'm doing

im sorry

- October 16, 2008

they got bored and went on a Easter egg hunt

im insulted

- October 15, 2008

everyone is living in superstition land do you want to live in the real world or not?

the proof is in the pudding

- October 08, 2008

the game is the proof and thats the game and it aint a fuckin game anymore you fucking morons and we have the xrays to prove it the book is dead square down

meglodave

- October 07, 2008

i cannot prove anything

?

- October 07, 2008

they need an explanation we dont

many world interpretation

- October 07, 2008

its wrong it turns into a big head game where rules dont work

im sorry

- October 06, 2008

I fell for the floor

thank you

- October 05, 2008

thank you mr president im definately leaning republican

we have a floor

- October 05, 2008

we have a floor thats all i care about

sad and tragic

- October 05, 2008

im not going to let you take the floor away the universe is sad and tragic without a floor

men and women

- October 05, 2008

women do not understand this shit they think they are all the same and they arent

death taxes and bottlenecks

- October 04, 2008

either tell them to fuck off or tell me to fuck off

as a matter of fact

- October 03, 2008

we are ALL innocent!

who do i think i am?

- October 03, 2008

an innocent man thats what i think i am

were not playing

- October 03, 2008

we aren't playing head market games anymore too many innocent people get hurt

merry christmas

- October 03, 2008

we are in the light and so is the whole milky way

who to bang

- October 03, 2008

you don't dig a planet on the bang you bang a planet on the bang

dig me?

- October 03, 2008

i dont think that is a good idea im caustic

i apologize

- October 03, 2008

i apologize to those who are upset because i didn't ask i hope you understand why that didnt happen

dont be scared

- October 03, 2008

dig means opening up alternative history's although mine cannot change dont worry its the same time every time

and cornelia

- October 03, 2008

gosh so many letters ginger this ginger that how did you put up with it all maybe you could give them to her if you still have them

thank yous

- October 03, 2008

thank you allison for being my only wife and being with me and going along with my crazy ideas thank you ginger apparently you took some real hell thank you kim you know what you are thanked for

- October 03, 2008

thank you those that have been in my life especially Allison Ginger Kim hopefully you will have a better life now and maybe God can assist us to make things easier

the spirit world is angry

- October 03, 2008

you cant dig a planet that is on the bang

decisions descisions

- October 03, 2008

ill take my chances

cancer or mitosis? The post that started it all

- October 01, 2008

its the bottleneck bottleneck bottleneck people vs the oversight oversight oversight people