Sunday, April 12

It is the firewall.
It makes the difference between what's possible and what's not.

Any reasonably bright person would run afoul of it sooner or later.

The only way to know its a firewall is what happens when you do away with it.

Here and there doesn't mean anything without then and now.

It's all about the boundaries.
It begins with a boundary.
It ends with a boundary.
Self is a boundary
Place is a boundary
Life as we know it is a boundary

Sometime you let anger get the best of you and you cross a boundary you didn't mean to cross.
You can't get it back and you are left with a life you cannot fix

Thursday, February 26

Cardinal Fatigue

Why do I have insight and restraint when other psychos don't?

What is Cardinal Fatigue?

The things that are important can deteriorate.

The brick at the bottom has more stress on it than the brick at the top.
But they are still bricks.

God did not tell Adam and Eve they were going to live happily ever after.

What is a device or media with an obscene amount of information?

The girls just want to dash me on the rocks.

Fine don't believe in reverse speech and magic squares.
I will use them and I will have an advantage you won't use.

Belief in God may start because something is biased and partial about the universe.

Let's be clear.
The phrase "average inner thought" came from reverse speech analysis of something I wrote.
I don't know why other people can't get the results I do.
I think it is something that doesn't easily lend itself to scientific study.
That doesn't mean it should be called pseudo science.

Just because you can't get your parrot to talk,
Doesn't mean parrot's don't talk.
 
Call it parrot talk, I don't mind.
I am going to win out
The parrots don't like trademarks and such.

Toys don't stay at the North Pole forever

I know you don't like me,
But do you have to erase me from history?

I am a real person
I have a real history
I am not trying to break anyone apart
This is who I am

I tried to make this an adult blog, but it did not take.

I was trying to not be the antichrist.

Method for gridlock

Drew Bledsoe was a key player

VCU is a good school
They deserve to be successful 
I want VCU to be successful

I could easily get addicted to basketball 

Maybe the parrots don't feel the need to talk.

It cannot be accepted by some that it is so simple
And that I am more than a normal guy.

He did more for VCU and Richmond than anyone in recent memory
I am sorry to see him leave


Tuesday, January 27

The 12th Planet

Dark time is easy.
Dark time is events that haven't happened

If object permanence is a skill
Then reality is something you must learn.

Reality is a skill I am lacking in.

Why was that so easy to find now?
It wasn't like that before

Anything that sets you apart is a psychiatric condition.

If everything is about sex then why are we here?
We minus well be fruit flies or something.

What a relief.
I thought it was membranes colliding in my head.

I have never seen a more crazy ending in my life!

I didn't do anything immoral or illegal.
I simply expressed my desire for my team to win
In a bizarre superstitious way

Today is national give somebody a truck day.

The biggest symptom of time travel is confusion.

Malcolm XLIX

It is just a way to remember Malcolm Butler's name

I want to make a comment about the "cheating"
But I can't

I have never been officially exonerated
But I did graduate basic
If bad was thought of me
That wouldn't have happened.
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It is pac man
It follows me everywhere

Well he won his first
That seems to be a key to future success

What is the one yard line if you can't get stuck on it.

I never wanted my team to win before,
I only wanted them not to lose.

Because people are going to want to know how I know, and saying somebody told me isn't going to be enough.

Riding in a Huey is scary
The one time I was in one I felt for sure I was going to fall out.

I don't consider people care what schizophrenics think.
It is the compulsion to do something that gets them in trouble.

I predicted these buggers
They are playing right into the hand of big brother
They are going to make it impossible to do anything meaningful on the net

The people who crash websites when their darlings don't win.

Reality is the challenge.
Anyone can live in a fantasy world.

They wait until African American history month to play "Birth of a Nation"?





Saturday, January 10

32491

i envy the ability to move on.
I feel like I am stuck.
I feel like I don't have that ability.
I mean how am I supposed to move on.

I guess singlemindedness is good with some things.
For other things it is a disaster

1 + 8 = 9

8 + 16 = 24

24 + 8 = 32

24 + 25 = 49

Math is a good way to jam.

It's not a perfect sequence.
It beats around the bush.

I want to play railroad tycoon with my iPad

Also present, as in Tutankhamun's tomb, were decorative designs featuring the representation of the twelve monkeys, symbolizing the night hours on one of the burial chamber walls. Totally unique to any royal tomb are beautiful bird hunting scenes. The tomb was discovered by Belzoni in 1816.

Read more: http://www.touregypt.net/featurestories/ay.htm#ixzz3P2zJAefk

Please forgive me about what is going on with jasmine
I am not strong enough to confront her and stop her
I do not agree with what she posts


They represent dark time

I felt she did not want me in her life
And it was up to her

I felt something spooky was going on
And I felt she knew something

I don't want to get well
I have had enough
Nobody wants to work with me anyhow

You can't rely on what a person remembers and what they don't
It doesn't work

Hey at least I knew what the Big Bang was.
My doctor asked me if it was a good explosion or a bad one.

We are talking universal lethality,
I shouldn't even be here.

Playing around like that is not a good idea.
I don't know why I feel I have to reinvent the wheel.
Well I do but it's a long story.
I just sometimes feel the powers that be don't name things well.

It's the spelling
And the character development
And the dialog
And the adjectives
And do people on the net really want to read paragraphs anyway?

I wouldn't want to play Tom Brady when he is pissed.

I wonder if they count the counties and skip the cities thinking they are in the county.

Calling you paranoid
Is a bigger fly swatter

Fig leaves are one thing,
Lipstick is a whole different thing

Thursday, December 11

Bubble Wrap

We shouldn't have "wiped our assess with it"
I won't do that again.
I apologize

What is a second?
How do you pictograph time?
The universe expands because time is slowing down?
How would we know?

How can there be a universe without universal time?

It's not dark matter
It's universal time?

Recently I have wondered why Relativity doesn't shatter everything.

I guess you don't need it if you don't have problems with it.

Call it dark time
Would it still perform the same function?

Things are not as fragile as it seems they should be.

It's like the universe has bubble wrap.

If this is lucky, I would hate to see what cursed is like.

I think they should call it The Obama Bowl.

I don't mean to treat the language poorly.
I write this way because of a vision I had.

I guess if I got away with it,
everyone would start doing it,
and there would be a domino effect,
and the language itself would suffer.

1 + 8 = 9
9 + 16 = 25
25 + 24 = 49
49 + 32 = 81

What is a magic ladder?

3 is an explosion,
4 is an implosion.

I can't have an answer for everything.
Sooner or later I had to face up to something.

1 square
Surrounded by 8 squares
Is a total of 9 squares



Saturday, November 15

A Selfish Catalyst

i n f o
n f o i
f o i n
o 1 i 1 n 1 f 1

i n f o
n f o i
o i n f
f 2 o 5 i 3 n 4

i n f o
f o i n
o i n f
n 3 f 4 o 2 i 5

i n f o
f o i n
n f o i
o 4 i 2 n 5 f 3

i n f o
o i n f
n f o i
f 5 o 3 i 4 n 2

i n f o
o i n f
f o i n
n 6 f 6 o 6 i 6

you are right
the original was wrong
i consider it developed mistakes

Wednesday, November 12

lucid absurdity

Nobody  asks if Oklahoma City is small.
I think they do it to piss me off.

I am not sure what I am trying to be right about.

If there is a 12 by 2, and a 3 by 8, there should be a 4 by 6.

I have always said I am not here to be happy,
But if you don't love the world
Everything goes to shit

I know it's a Hail Mary but it ain't on me.

I consider they generally degenerate if not maintained.

Like I said, if you don't love the world it goes to shit.

It may seem simple to you, but it's not to me,
And that doesn't make me a bad person
A train wreck is coming and I can't stop it

They are going to go all in.
They think it would be stupid not to.

I am worried it is going to turn into a financial thing
And that it's going to evaporate.

Why do you know so much?
I want to know what you know.

It's a thrown away Bible for thrown away people.

Psychiatry likes to shotgun.

I care whether it's living or not.
Being authorized means less to me

There is something to this no information
thing, but I think it's the shutout that matters.

I was slow.
If I did my homework I did not have time for anything else.

Giving a shit is pathological.

Everybody needs a narrative.
What makes one narrative better than any other.

People believe a lot of warped shit because they need a narrative.

People know what they need.
I don't have to lead them to it.

They let me publicize the gasoline.
That was a big deal.
Maybe they will mellow out too.

I never had dreams about you and her.
I told you what you wanted to hear.
I believe leaded gasoline caused a mass psychosis.

Just because someone beat you to the punch
Doesn't mean you didn't make the connection yourself

I got lead poisoning from playing in the dirt all the time.


In the presence of this lead issue,
I don't know what to believe and what not.

If you are doing drugs,
you need to consider what you are using them with
A radio antenna might not be the best idea

Blame the individual
Blame the parents
There are no environmental concerns at all

Lead sensitivity has more behind it than childhood immunizations causing autism.

Lead causes a problem wth calcium?
They use lithium instead of calcium because it would be too obvious?

Even if they wanted to say something,
They would lose their position,
And be thrown out of medicine.