Wednesday, January 10

Imagine the universe was a video game
And if you wanted to save your place
The system would give you a number.

How big would that number have to be 
To save everything?

I don't need proof to entertain something.
Just because I entertain something,
Doesn't mean I believe it.

Sometimes my understanding is like a jigsaw puzzle.
It's all important if it fits or not.

Baptize yourselves.
Don't fight over who is real and who is not.

I am always at the bottom,
And it's always my fault
Men suffer too.

Sunday, November 19

Fanciful Tangents

It It II I T

It was a long time ago a long time ago.

She sees the world a certain way, and I can't get her to stop.
If it wasn't for the grace of God,
I would have died from broken heart syndrome a long time ago.

I remember years of going to Wendy's by myself,
It was good to finally have someone to go to Wendy's with.
But it was never going to be more than that.

I don't know why yzax affects my sexuality,
It just does.

Revelation is like the telomerase.

I guess we see what the market is going to do 
Are they in the position to hold the government hostage?

Why should she rely on what I remember anyway?
She is going through it too.

I have resentment towards women
I have serious memory problems
And I am socially inept

What is whackanomics?

It would imply circular logic is real,
And people have serious problems with that.

I am self absorbed and self important

It seems to me to suggest,
The arrow of time might be anthropic

Everybody is strung out on lead,
That is what I think.
That is my issue

And undescended testicles caused wwii

It has just been a perfect storm
Bottlenecks happen
You can't stop them
And you can't fix them

I have to pace myself.
I could burn right through this clozaril if I wanted to.

It was bland.
I didn't get anything out of It.
I am afraid it is only going to get worse.
I have lived my life wrong.
This is not going to end well.

I am sorry
It just helps me forget
People think I am a damn robot or something 
And I am not

You should give because you want to
Not because you feel obligated 

I fail to see what weight scales have to do with it,
But jumping and voting are the same thing.

Get lost
Sit on it
Go !!!! Yourself 

I don't think the public is ready
To learn the bizarro overlords
We're shooting doves.

Only buzzards claim to own history

Because I don't know what is going to happen in April.
I don't think the world is ready for this conversation.

I couldn't be a scientist.
I go off on fanciful tangents.

Thursday, August 31


It never occurred to me.
It just was not an option.
I thought I had the freedom to be who I wanted to be.

God games are bad for your health.

God games don't have to be played on a computer.

I am guilty.
A lot of schizophrenics are playing God games with themselves.

It is difficult to stop a god game

When the doors are open
That means war is going on?

It looks like we are going to have to take it on the chin,
Before China is going to do anything.

I don't see the future.
The future sees me.

Is it better to be in denial about it?
Am I to be an unknowing fool?

What is willful ignorance?

The information itself decides who can be read in
And who cannot.

Tuesday, August 29

My 8.1 story

This past Monday I bought a used computer at a thrift store. I went to Walmart to buy a patch cord to connect my vga monitor to the dvi outputs but they did not have one. So I went to OfficeMax and they did, but it cost more than the computer did. But I bought it anyway. I got it home was locked out at a password prompt. I thought about it, and I read up on it. I tried to run an installation disc, but I couldn't get the system to boot from the DVD drive. I did not have a keyboard that had the right connector, so I went to target to get that. When I got back home, I was playing hell trying to get the system to go into cmos. Struggling with that, I discovered you could get into it by holding the shift key while clicking restart. Having discovered that I found I could also revert to previous versions of Windows that way too.  So I tried it and it worked. The system booted into windows 8. Of course I had to update it before I could install 8.1 and, after a little hacking, I got the 600 some updates installed, and after the whole day, 8.1 itself.

And hey, I discovered I actually like 8.1

Sunday, August 20

Romantic Hazing

Hazing is wrong too.
I wish they could do something about that.

Why does the eclipse go west to east?

None of us needs a lecture 
On nineteenth century politics.

It is easy to be romantic 
When it is not your freedom involved 

I feel for all those who fell
But it is not romantic anymore

I don't think an open sore is a good idea

Friday, July 14

confederate circles

IYou IThe I

I am sorry for what happened,
It was not planned or rehearsed

I have to stand public opinion.
People have been lynched for less.

I could have used better judgement.
I am sorry if she was traumatized.

We do have healthcare in America.
It is called bankruptcy.

How many people are being trickled out of the economy?

I thought they were talking about the election being hacked.
Having dinner is not hacking.

Has anyone else noticed they have changed the subject?
Why have they changed the subject?

Was information exchanged over dinner?
Was that information gathered by Russian hacking?

My relationship with Jesus is nobody else's business.
I have my story.

The land of cruel jokes and missed opportunities.

We need to help people going bankrupt 
Over catastrophic or long term care.

Because the democrats don't care about the cruel jokes.

They think it's cool.
They think it's part of American life.

Things don't have to involve money to be wrong.

She was the senator for the state of New York,
What did she know say or do about it?

I think they knew what they wanted to stick him with from the beginning
And there was collusion to have a special prosecutor 
To obtain that objective.

People are thinking this.

Do honeybees know they are pollinating?
Is it like tickling your throat to make yourself gag?

Was there collusion between Comey and the Hillary Clinton campaign?
Was the special counsel appointed honestly?

I am sorry.
It looks like a flea flicker to me.

It's wrong.
It's stupid.
It's wrong and stupid.

It is genuine.
It is strong.
It is genuine and strong.

Why should I get angry?
It is a game that doesn't get you anywhere.
They think you are stupid.
You are being played.

If they can keep you in that anger,
They can control you.

You are forced to accept anger,
Because it makes you predictable.

Am I the only one who understands?

I guess we better start planting trees again.

they are going to be called confederate circles,
and they are going to be a bigger draw than the monuments ever were.

I don't want to Nostradamus the whole thing
But as an egg,
Seeing over the horizon is my job.

Thursday, July 6

Daily America

IIt It It If If If It  HU

I admit he is not that savory 
But I have to defend him
there were serious concerns 
about the security of our election systems 
A long time ago
And I don't know if anything was ever done about it

You didn't have to be Nostradamus to see that one coming.

Let's just say
It wasn't a snowfall in May

Welcome to hell?
What is up with that?

I guess chicken pox is a serious thing if you are older.

Fox News just has a gloss the others don't have.

It is sad.
They are fighting over which is the communist.

Holding information for political advantage.

It looks like a trump card they were waiting to play.

How long has this been an issue?
And this is coming out just now?

This is not in the spirit of how things should work.

There are those that want education
To be at the center of social and economic life.
I don't agree with that.

I don't consider it a cure all for making people happy.

People don't like Hillary Clinton.
I fail to see why we need a political meltdown over this.

That is just what Putin would want,
And he probably counted on it.
We are really being played.

Our own arrogance is going to sink us.

They are going to start hitting 
with stuff that can't be answered in 24 hours.

What is the use of me having a voice
If I don't use it.

People are day to day right now.

This is not a broadcast.
If you are here you came here.

This is my personal space that I am sharing with you,
Because I feel not to do so,
Would confer an advantage
To people are not in the know

Because some have access to eggs like me,
And some don't.

It maybe useful to someone studying psychology.

Daily America has no idea how deep this thing goes.

A little more than word salad.
A little less than tea leaves.
I know I have the condition,
But I can't stop it.

There is a reason people don't write this way.
There is no barrier between me and the material.

It is like a DMZ
You are wide open for anyone.

A DMZ is used for trouble shooting.

I guess when I loose myself sometimes 
It is considered broadcasting.
But that is the psychological definition.

Sometimes you sink into broadcasting
And you don't come back.

It all starts with broadcasting.
If you understand that
You have a leg up.

I am trying to be constructive with my broadcasting.

Just because you are in a legitimate loop,
Does make it less dangerous.

You should not inflate the ego
Of someone who has a broadcasting issue.

Call it a Sticky Gate