Tuesday, September 22

A domain for the dead

Nobody wants to be king of the mountain.
It costs too much, and you can't stay there

I may not recognize the truth,
But I am not meaning to deceive anyone.

That there is no magic,
That there is no alchemy,
That is the lie.

There is a difference between resorting to magic to explain something,
And acknowledging it is there

Telling you the truth
Without ushering in the dark ages 

One thing seems certain,
They ain't listening to the carpenters.

The second amendment is about the people's right to revolt,
Not the right to shoot up elementary schools.

I don't think it is understood what would have to be done.

It's not just a 1984 thing
It is a 1963 thing
It makes me hope I am delusional.
That I am making up the absurdity 

Thursday, September 3

Colorful Geometry

What is the "yet" operation?

.gov is for tourists
I understand why she wanted her own server
It's not .mil

That is the sort of thing you would do in Nobunaga

What is a fantasy fugue?
I don't think they ever took into account what might happen if someone actually did rewire themselves.

I create too many questions,
And I don't answer any.

Did she really have to do it?
Has it really kept me out of trouble?

I don't remember much about 1983.
I tried to become another person but I failed

Beyond the realm of any possibility.

I won't get an accurate portrayal if leave out the ugly parts.

Have they ever said "poo" on American television?

Someone who is always right is not high on my desirable list.

One percent happens

Psychiatry doesn't think one percent should change the way they treat people.
They talk about the brain making new connections, but aren't ready when it actually happens.

I have rewired myself, and I don't know if it's for the good or bad.
I don't know that this wasn't the whole problem to begin with.

People go seeking help, but it breaks down their resistance and leads them to the dark side.

What is fourth geometry
What are no boundary vectors

We use imaginary numbers,
Why not fourth geometry

I don't think you can understand 3 until you understand 4

I think things start 4 then deteriorate to 3

What is dark geometry?
or maybe "unexpected geometry"
Or unestablished

Wednesday, July 22

Things Meaningful yet Subjective

You can experience it,
But I don't think you will ever have proof.

I am not the way I see myself am I.

Did Jesus really tell them the rocks would talk?

I hate the term "High functioning"
It makes it sound I could be better if I tried harder.

If you have an event that needs to happen,
You will have a whole line of things that need to happen,
And some of those things may be in cyberspace
Just as they might in a dream
Which gets down to what dreams are

Just because it sounds bizarre,
Doesn't mean its irrational.
They are two separate things.

We are like gasoline
Nobody has found a use for us yet.

I spend a lot of energy staying rational.

"Lithium is believed to have been created by the Big Bang"
Hence "stitched to the bang"

You give lithium to those who are holographic
It's a dose of reality

I am only half kidding

When you try to understand it,
It gets bizarre.
It's like a warning to stay on your own turf.

God is angry
Somebody needs to step up.
I was in the middle of a vision and they tackled me and didn't let me have it.

You are stupid.
You think you can do a better job?
Responsibility is the worst thing that can happen to you.
Now what are you responsible for?

Sometimes you are better off with the lemons.

You can't fix things anyway.
It takes generations for things to get fixed.

Friday, May 29

The cosmopolitan thing to do

I know why the wall still stands.
And so do they.

Well suspect anyway.

People feel like they can't talk
That they can't make any real decisions.

We are hanging by a thread,
And God has the scissors.

Winners can't begin to understand the rest of us.

I did not consider radio communications 
was an advanced class in psychology.

I think I have "theory of mind" impairment.

If left to their own devices,
People will readily kill one another.

Cognitively I am fine.
It is interaction with other people I have problems with.

America is torn.
America does not believe in itself.
America cannot defend its own interests.
Someone else must stand.

It was the cosmopolitan thing to do

She has something she feels needs to be accomplished and she won't compromise. It would be better if I never said anything.

Why are we so celebrated?
What did we do?
Why were you looking for someone like me to begin with?

It is scary to have conversations with someone who obviously has gaps in their memory.

I am supposed to love all women,
Not just one.
And I am not supposed to go down a list.

I don't know if the music is a blessing or a curse.

You get one shot 
If things go south, go south.
Don't go for the endless second chance.
It never works.

I have to sail through.
I can't let the sirens stop me.

Because mankind has been judged before, and they were unable to tell we had already been given a second chance.

They made the mistake in thinking they would be able to tell.

You don't get any brownie points for backing off,
And ten years is not a long time.

I don't know how long it was.
I just woke up one day and I wasn't brushing my teeth anymore.

Broadcasting energy messed up their atmosphere?

Sunday, April 12

Game impairment

It isthe firewall.
It makes the difference between what's possible and what's not.

Any reasonably bright person would run afoul of it sooner or later.

The only way to know its a firewall is what happens when you do away with it.

Here and there doesn't mean anything without then and now.

It's all about the boundaries.
It begins with a boundary.
It ends with a boundary.
Self is a boundary
Place is a boundary
Life as we know it is a boundary

Sometime you let anger get the best of you and you cross a boundary you didn't mean to cross.
You can't get it back and you are left with a life you cannot fix

What is game impairment?

Part of me doesn't understand the radio is not another person.

That's different from thinking everyone is out to get you.

I thought you were kidding when you said I was autistic.

They were trying to sweep up trouble makers, and I got caught in the net.

Some just cant make what causality does to odds

People don't appreciate how debilitating a game impairment can be.

They record people at atm machines that doesn't get used till someone is robbed.

He comes from nowhere.
He can make himself exist.

I don't know why.
I am just struggling to survive.

What is collective dreaming?

It's probably better chances the brain is simulating reality than a computer simulating a brain

Thursday, February 26

Cardinal Fatigue

Why do I have insight and restraint when other psychos don't?

What is Cardinal Fatigue?

The things that are important can deteriorate.

The brick at the bottom has more stress on it than the brick at the top.
But they are still bricks.

God did not tell Adam and Eve they were going to live happily ever after.

What is a device or media with an obscene amount of information?

The girls just want to dash me on the rocks.

Fine don't believe in reverse speech and magic squares.
I will use them and I will have an advantage you won't use.

Belief in God may start because something is biased and partial about the universe.

Let's be clear.
The phrase "average inner thought" came from reverse speech analysis of something I wrote.
I don't know why other people can't get the results I do.
I think it is something that doesn't easily lend itself to scientific study.
That doesn't mean it should be called pseudo science.

Just because you can't get your parrot to talk,
Doesn't mean parrot's don't talk.
Call it parrot talk, I don't mind.
I am going to win out
The parrots don't like trademarks and such.

Toys don't stay at the North Pole forever

I know you don't like me,
But do you have to erase me from history?

I am a real person
I have a real history
I am not trying to break anyone apart
This is who I am

I tried to make this an adult blog, but it did not take.

I was trying to not be the antichrist.

Method for gridlock

Drew Bledsoe was a key player

VCU is a good school
They deserve to be successful 
I want VCU to be successful

I could easily get addicted to basketball 

Maybe the parrots don't feel the need to talk.

It cannot be accepted by some that it is so simple
And that I am more than a normal guy.

He did more for VCU and Richmond than anyone in recent memory
I am sorry to see him leave

Tuesday, January 27

The 12th Planet

Dark time is easy.
Dark time is events that haven't happened

If object permanence is a skill
Then reality is something you must learn.

Reality is a skill I am lacking in.

Why was that so easy to find now?
It wasn't like that before

Anything that sets you apart is a psychiatric condition.

If everything is about sex then why are we here?
We minus well be fruit flies or something.

What a relief.
I thought it was membranes colliding in my head.

I have never seen a more crazy ending in my life!

I didn't do anything immoral or illegal.
I simply expressed my desire for my team to win
In a bizarre superstitious way

Today is national give somebody a truck day.

The biggest symptom of time travel is confusion.

Malcolm XLIX

It is just a way to remember Malcolm Butler's name

I want to make a comment about the "cheating"
But I can't

I have never been officially exonerated
But I did graduate basic
If bad was thought of me
That wouldn't have happened.
It is pac man
It follows me everywhere

Well he won his first
That seems to be a key to future success

What is the one yard line if you can't get stuck on it.

I never wanted my team to win before,
I only wanted them not to lose.

Because people are going to want to know how I know, and saying somebody told me isn't going to be enough.

Riding in a Huey is scary
The one time I was in one I felt for sure I was going to fall out.

I don't consider people care what schizophrenics think.
It is the compulsion to do something that gets them in trouble.

I predicted these buggers
They are playing right into the hand of big brother
They are going to make it impossible to do anything meaningful on the net

The people who crash websites when their darlings don't win.

Reality is the challenge.
Anyone can live in a fantasy world.

They wait until African American history month to play "Birth of a Nation"?