The Potato Moon

In my experience?

In America?

You don’t get anywhere with women 

if you are not a sexual predator.

People like me get ridiculed or worse

Just completely cut off

till they are gay

or want it like they are supposed to.

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It is difficult to find a name or a term nobody has come up with before,

but I will call it a Potato Moon 

because the Potato Crisis happened during one.

Because I know how the floor works 

She doesn’t 

She doesn’t see the floor

I know if we aren’t together things go to shit

I know it has to happen on the first try

She wants to put probability in the mix 

But the floor doesn’t work that way

The serpent is lying to her 

I am trying to save her

It’s an endless second chance 

I’ve seen it happen before 

In one of the living tree models 

mankind was given a second chance,

and it ended up being an endless second chance 

cause it could not be told,

weather it was the second time around or not.

Living trees have to be stuck on the first try 

Even if God gave me his promise that he could tell,

it would still be a very fragile situation,

that could break at any moment.

It’s my decision 

She is the one that brought time travel 

into the equation.

Not me.

I would have been her floor puppy for life

Idk 

She thinks she knows better than me

I don’t know why I love her so much

God knows I’ve tried to stop 

I wish I could just move on and believe I’m delusional 

But I keep landing back in the same place

What would you do 

if you were up in the Event Field

all alone

and you had to do it all over again

cause you were the only one left?

Idk they think I am stupid

they think I am crazy 

they think I am trying to usher in the dark ages 

Maybe there will be someone who feels sorry for me.

I don’t know what is going to happen 

if I end up there again.

It is a decision I will have to make 

when or if I get there.

Proof is the problem with science.

If things are done right,

there is no proof.

Satan knows this.

That’s why he makes it central 

to the whole method.

It serves its purpose 

Move on

In 1995 nobody should have had to prove 

they were coming out of a damn loop

they knew what that meant 

It wasn’t colloquial enough 

it just some run of the mill psycho.

Obviously they were looking for someone 

If it wasn’t handled well,

I am going to know someday,

And that may affect my decision 

Welcome the Garden of Redemption 

If the lord says psalm 23

Every hour on the hour

Who am I to say not