they are insulted
they are insulted I call them a figment of my imagination but what else should I call them?
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figment of my imagination
I know "figment of my imagination" is insulting but I couldn't see them in a million years I couldn't see them if I tried
you wont let it out
you wont let it out cause it makes things difficult you cant tell the real people from the demons anymore
what is wrong with things being important
nature is going to go south nature is not going to listen or obey
nature will ignore
you can make lists of what can be done and what cant draw lines in the sand but nature is going to do what nature does nature is going to ignore
they want me to be the first....
they want me to be the first schizo to do something or another I just wish they would leave me alone
it is like this guy said
its time reversal it is no way this guys fault he is just keeping his head above water
i do give
What I give nobody seems to want if I got a dime every now and then I might be more professional about it
karmic dead end
you back me into a karmic dead end and then bitch I aint giving enough it would take Michael Jackson Madonna and Elvis for this shit
it is about what can be factored in and what cant
you have to look at it as a piece of software and treat it as its already running
getting across
is there another schizo that even tries? probably not cause they see me and know it doesn't do any good
some people
oh no God has lost! oh no God is Dead! no people he didn't have an adversary to begin with
we couldn't have used time travel....
we couldn't have used time travel to fix y2k if there wasn't a legitimate solution already there
for anyone who may not know already
some have serious issues with whether I am real or not they think I am an actor, or a computer, or a robot
why do you want to believe that?
why do you want to believe I am a robot? that I am running a program can you tell a robot in his dreams he is a robot? why won't you accept me?
information division is the proper way
else everybody would be arguing over who had the right to do it
it is an information divide
He sets it up that way He knows you are going to need something big and old one day
believe me
waking up in purgatory is better than that ufology bull crap and it is never too late to put some math under your ass if you are bold enough not to believe in God you are bold enough to believe in Him
that is what is wrong with ufology
a lot of them are dreamers fooling around with shit that is going to burn them
I know
I know I am not one of you and I am never going to be one of you but I have it and it aint going away
its just like I said
it is a bitter friggen argument that never friggen ends you want one of them choose one
how to use info set
clear browser history refresh click on links until you reach a page where all links are visited
I was feeling so good
I was feeling so much better I had gotten to the point where I didnt think of her for days
either I am abnormal or I am not
you would not do this to someone autistic or with alzheimers why are you doing it to me?
the medication
I feel the medication is taking me places I could not otherwise go but thats something else I am never going to be able to win
why does it matter
please stop running that movie in my head I am going to get new developments to the cows come home
what do you think now?
I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unwinable I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unavoidable what do you think now?
an understanding
people struggle for an understanding and if they just turned to God they would have one
she must be seeing all sorts of shit...
she must be seeing all sorts of shit that aint real I dont know how to help
animals love my father
you try to be a good person you try to do the right thing and people have it in for you
she has some sort of complex
I don't think I am here to have fun I don't think I am here to be happy
why is it dangerous...
why is it dangerous when men can say no? something is messed up with that how can Adam be blamed if he cant say no
you think i came here for nothing...
you think I came here 25 years into the future for nothing I am not letting this go
I take responsibility...
I take responsibility for the twilight zone phenomenon but I just couldn't let it all end I just couldn't do it
how can I do that?
i am never going to get a check from google the physics aint there yet it aint happening
that is why we are here
so you know what happens when things go wrong and cant be fixed its ice water people please
you wanted someone angry
you wanted someone on your level would you rather it be someone else? do you want me or not? this is ice water people you dont know what you are being given
I want to live a life that is important
I want to live a life that means something it never means anything with her
I think I can be an important person
I think I know everything its never going to work with her I am not going to listen to her
satan was lying to us
it could have fell like a string of dominoes I don't know where it would have ended
validation
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I can't make my arguement
for anyone to understand and its just a big mess and it never gets any better it just gets worse please dont force me to go back
women are selfish
don't you understand what i am saying to you it was some kind of fantasy it never happened and trying to make it happen aint going to do any good satan is lying to you
they are doing sick shit
and it needs to stop I am sorry I mixed religions but I had the thunder in my head I was seriously confused as to who I was
I dont like that shit
especially when they get my father involved poor man he thought the world was fair until this shit started
they are atheists
they dont believe in God they dont see a need for God its all psychology to them as far as they are concerned bible thumpers have anger issues
I wish something could be done
but I guess even though people can be held responsible you have to play the cards you are dealt
1984
I really though you loved me I was walking on air it was the best Christmas I ever had I don't want to judge the perpetrator that way but Liberty is making me sick
I could never make music for satan
knowing what he did and even if the truth was kept from me I would find out eventually and we would be right back here
what if....
what if Moses came down from the mountain and found you playing cruel games with one another?
people try to be good people
and satan directly messes with their family and he is doing it to everybody and it needs to stop
that is what this whole shit is about
satan messing with peoples family and its gonna stop or the music is gonna stop
whatever we were
or were meant to be it aint happening I am coming here until this shit is fixed he cant get to me so he is messing with my family and I am not going to tolerate that
its a big knot
and satan tied it its a lie thinking we can fix it and go back whatever we were its never gonna happen
higher education is screwed
What are they going to do with kids that were busting games in the third grade?
you get one good game
and you know how to use it that is all you need and once you have one you start getting more and not only do you get that but you get information too yall need to decide if its a good thing or not hopefully I have Virginia secure
point taken
I don't know everything there is a lot of people like me and you don't know what's going on do you?
why is everybody arguing?
cause England went through an eternity of hell and they are never going to forgive anybody for it
it is not a game
we are real nations with real people and real religions and Christ is with us so please stop arguing
I did something with the pull the plug scenario
that was never anticipated OK? just leave it at that please!
they called me delusional and schizoprenic
so i just went with it what am I supposed to do get all upset over the music I thought was about me and end up in the hospital In my case I feel no information and saturation became the same thing
this is crazy
This shit IS bananas I can't believe that shit actually happened please tell me that shit didn't happen in my delusional state MIT and the Catholic Church wiped me clean
I don't think they are ever going to trust me...
but if what happened inside my delusional mind really happened I can understand why I feel I have been wiped clean I feel its been over with for a decade
I feel they dont like it...
I feel they don't like it when I make announcements as fact which I have no way of knowing from their perspective I guess
I feel there is a massive dark side...
I feel there is a massive dark side that has already been taken care of from my perspective
I guess they keep the dark side at bay
they must have took it as their job I don't believe they are wicked and evil
the whole world could be under this umbrella
but they wont accept it because they don't know where it came from
its not that there is no outside
its that if there is one nobody knows where it is and some get freaked out about that
I wish these people no bad will
but I have problems with their safety in numbers, one man can't do anything attitude
why?
cause they were trying to bankrupt the church over something that was endemic to american society
why?
cause they thought they were living in some kind of fantasy land where they could do whatever they wanted those times are over people you want to hold people responsible we can hold people responsible
I was molested....
I was molested by 4 or 5 people and none of them were priests or regular Catholics so back off!
I have somewhat of an undertanding...
I have somewhat of an understanding what you have planned but that must be taken care of first
prelite
I am serious I am not kidding around I am not the one that started this word verification business
this shit was over before it started ginger
satan is lying to you this shit aint about you anymore it never was
I dont want to work...
how would you like to live in a world of lies you dont know what it feels like
why is it so important?
cause I was the only one to reach over and ask them you friggen morons thats what its so important
it could have been over before it even started
some people just have a "game" mentality you cant help these people
dont shoot the piano player
I knew they were playing around with sand I knew the shit was coming and I did the best I could
whether you like it or not
this is too important for you to do willy nilly whatever you want with me
I am sorry
I know there is some good people out there I feel like they are druging me up and turning me into someone I am not or have false expectations about me If this happens again in 2012 its not going to be pretty
why?
cause I had been through enough already and they put me through even more I mean damn I was on clozaril thats last line of defense people now im on clozaril and geodon and a whole handfull when are they going to let me go? I asked them to leave me alone!
I know better now
I know that its better to pop than snort now that doesn't mean I am going to stop snorting tomorrow I dont know how to pop
what do I think?
I think its been done like this in a lot of places coming in from the future they don't realize who's way it is
why cant I feel good?
why can't I feel good about myself? I can't answer these questions I feel I am stealing from the ether I don't feel I am communicating, controlled by spirits or running a program
I am not calling anybody
its bad enough that I am in everybody's dreams and that i am talking to the radio
ive had enough
you have already given me a major episode I have had enough for now I can sandwich my posts at any time
keep it up
you keep up this word verification and i am going to keep sandwiching my posts you dont want to know what i think
me and henry...
me and henry we arent like other people we get lost on purpose I am lost out in goochland somewhere
they were self deluded
they were self deluded and totally wrong about me if thats my fault I accept responsibility
I told you
I told you not to hurt my father again but you did it anyway didnt you? more than twice didnt you? you know I am an evergreen you know what evergreens are dont play stupid with me
they are idiots
the whole thing is going to end up as a big head game where the rules dont apply and thats where they want to go i dont want to go there its better to pop than snort
I know you think it is witchcraft
but its not it is an extraction and its never gonna die please use it for else this
please forgive my father
I don't want him to "die" because of me I don't understand I thought people sinned sinned sinned and sinned until they died I don't know why I seem to be confused about something everybody else knows
it was my idea
I did not learn the lesson I was supposed too paths and gardens were my idea I take responsibility for it
no future
apparently that is the assigned punishment for people who use sorcery or magic but now its so ubiquitous innocent people are getting hurt
If not me
if it hadn't been me somebody else would have had to read it in lots of people all they got and they believe in it whether the translation has serious problems or not
who is she?
who is she to make me jump her hoops to heck with her I mean its gotten so pathetic and sad it just doesnt happen anymore and the deal is it didnt need to happen from the begining