Average Inner Blog

I understand what they are trying to say but I have to learn things the way everyone else does the difference is in what i decided to learn It is not that I want to be in control. I just don't like being out of control. Nothing ever goes as planned and the blame is endless it is not an office building the whole wall has to be replaced if we cant get together what hope is there for anyone else? I am sorry for ruining your night I thought i could sit way in the back and watch something is wrong with me I may stop all this what is fractal relativity? I thought we were tight. I felt we were special. I felt like I lost my family It means nobody likes me