Average Inner Blog

just give me twinkies and leave me alone

something this big isnt somebody's mother or sister or wife or girlfriend

permanent split

they are counting backwards and wonder whats going wrong

321 brothers 321

these damn couch people dont understand i told them the longer they hold on to whats real and whats not the worse it gets but they wont listen

they are breaking down i dont understand whats going on in there

im afraid of voting machines

if we keep up this shit there is going to be a permanent split between the old testament and the new testament

Jesus didn't write a book

I read Narnia I read the whole thing

if you dont want to follow it dont read it

im on the couch people ok dont freak out about it

how can people be happy? how can they smile? walls go up and both sides lose Jesus approves of that?

i guess there is something wrong with us i guess we can't be truly free

How can we have fair elections if people are forced to being polarized?

I must be some reality check machine or something

why does this go on and on if i don't make a decision? it shouldn't be that way. something is wrong.

I was out of line I apologize I must be scaring the living crap out of everybody

for me it was either a false hell or the real thing and you dont matriculate in a false hell

I guess it's a job I gave myself

they feel I'm the only one that ever goes down there they feel I'm the only one that cares about them

every time i go down there people are using voting machines and shit and it aint funny im not happy about it

it is a sick perversion and im not happy about it

if i cant hold the center i am going to hold it long enough that people remember it

I'm tired of walls coming down and people saying "You don't care about us, why should we care about you?" I care about everybody ok?

the key word there is "MY"

they used her in the codec its not me

why do you ask me to take responsibility for it and then get mad at me?

i didnt know how to forgive or what to forgive please forgive me

my future belongs to everybody ok? If I have a future everybody has a future Im sorry that people didn't have a future that's horrible

dont we all have a future together? dont we all share the future? i dont understand

doesn't everybody have a future? why don't people have a future?

I don't understand how what I do determines whether people have a future or not.

im caustic im hurting people im some kind of walking twilight zone

they are talking about a permanent split

there was some kind of crisis they felt only women could solve

if i didnt care why would i say anything

you fell asleep on a cloud

these venus and mars people think they can do whatever they want and they cant

they attacked the president its over

i know what you tried to do to the president and im not happy about it

why doesn't anybody understand that?

thats just a lesson i learned from warcraft it doesnt mean im choosing anything

you need to take the offensive fast and early or they are going to bleed you to death and leave you with a dead cos

i think im the "boot cycle" im afraid to stop

I JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE DOING IT ANYMORE JESUS CHRIST!

what the hell is on and off?

it doesn't work as well if i know what I'm doing

they got bored and went on a Easter egg hunt

everyone is living in superstition land do you want to live in the real world or not?

the game is the proof and thats the game and it aint a fuckin game anymore you fucking morons and we have the xrays to prove it the book is dead square down

i cannot prove anything

they need an explanation we dont

its wrong it turns into a big head game where rules dont work

I fell for the floor

thank you mr president im definately leaning republican

we have a floor thats all i care about

im not going to let you take the floor away the universe is sad and tragic without a floor

women do not understand this shit they think they are all the same and they arent

either tell them to fuck off or tell me to fuck off

we are ALL innocent!

an innocent man thats what i think i am

we aren't playing head market games anymore too many innocent people get hurt

we are in the light and so is the whole milky way

you don't dig a planet on the bang you bang a planet on the bang

i dont think that is a good idea im caustic

i apologize to those who are upset because i didn't ask i hope you understand why that didnt happen

dig means opening up alternative history's although mine cannot change dont worry its the same time every time

gosh so many letters ginger this ginger that how did you put up with it all maybe you could give them to her if you still have them

thank you allison for being my only wife and being with me and going along with my crazy ideas thank you ginger apparently you took some real hell thank you kim you know what you are thanked for

thank you those that have been in my life especially Allison Ginger Kim hopefully you will have a better life now and maybe God can assist us to make things easier

you cant dig a planet that is on the bang

ill take my chances

its the bottleneck bottleneck bottleneck people vs the oversight oversight oversight people

the only way out of this is for us to convince ourselves the many worlds interpretation is wrong for if its not i am a bottleneck i am going to stay a bottleneck and nothing is going to fix this bottleneck that is the facts and if that sounds to big headed im sorry

if i have to burn so that others may have freedom from religion thats my job

externalize God does not want you in his head forever. That's what he wants you to do.

i feel sorry for these people they dont believe in God they dont believe in science i dont know what they believe in except themselves

and if they cant fix it they are going to take advantage of it as much as they can I forgive these people but its not me they are going to have to answer to

as if that wasnt bottleneck enough they are going to try and fix the damn thing

sweetheart anyone can write a true story a true story is just one somebody has lived and anyone can live a lie

i guess they didnt account for a latent bottleneck with a huge imagination

i apologize my mind is not getting enough exercise and im making stuff up i understand why yall think im an automaton

keys are bad karma keys hurt people

they all have problems the only thing you can do is avoid having the same problems

you are mad because you know it is wrong, yet i am satisfied with it

i cant be certain i gave the disk away and schizo always make claims like this but i may have wrote a legitimate fix to y2k back in 1985

im upset that Delores is mad at me about the children

it is the observation of the higgs boson itself im worried about

if you can't write on a piece of paper "the God Particle" and burn it then maybe you should think twice

ive never been one to ask for a lot

you are going to discover Schrodinger particles particles that only exist under direct observation

all these non zero worldlines are very close and there is no guarantee its going to be isolated to one worldline

i was foolish irresponsible and stupid the whole thing has been a foolish irresponsible and stupid mess

you have someone else over there and you are afraid I'll collapse his worldline which by the way is probably what he is trying to do to me AND THERE ARE A LOT OF INNOCENT BYSTANDERS

this isnt about me it never was

McCain will win and there will be another cold war

what you feel is "quantum death" link