Average Inner Blog

please let us be

we cant get any peace

my whole family has been going through this for centuries

you need to be careful of telling me my family name is an anagram I dont like that shit

and they just dont like it

come on people get real

they were trying to sell us a line of bullshit

they need us not to know

if you dont want to get involved in this shit dont register thats what people need to know!

it might happen to you too

thats why I did it

let them take that to court

if you have problems with it take it to court

what can I do?

Im still a real person

thats what it boils down to

you find out why

is psychoanalysis

the one bell or two bells didnt mean anything it only means what you made it to mean

but I feel they are digging in my past and manufacturing me

I know I beat up a pedestrian but what was I supposed to do?

men don;t usually ask "What am I supposed to do" do they?

and I'm sorry JJ thank you

its ok

you dont have to hold hands or have sex with me

what am i supposed to do? im sorry

well i found one assholes

they knew i was having an identity crisis from the get go

you cant manufacture someone from the dust and try and give them a gift it doesn't work that way

id be doing crazy shit too

just let them have their thanks giving dinner and be done with it

I felt like I might be harrassing her Im reading too much cosmo I had doubts

i feel everyone is forcing me into a confrontation im 41 years old please stop

why would she think i would molest anybody its making me upset

i dont know how to fix it

excuse me

just tell mrs brooks about it she knows what to do my 2nd grade teacher

i cant do anything about it its already done

building a bypass around a tree

i dont know what im doing

love is never asking why

love is in hell

now i understand why cats lick plastic

take it up with them

im not the real thing ok?

nobody should have to bear the burden of proof its not right

if you dont want me give me to somebody else!

all this shit over henrico friggin county God what a mess

just give me twinkies and leave me alone

something this big isnt somebody's mother or sister or wife or girlfriend

permanent split

they are counting backwards and wonder whats going wrong

321 brothers 321

these damn couch people dont understand i told them the longer they hold on to whats real and whats not the worse it gets but they wont listen

they are breaking down i dont understand whats going on in there

im afraid of voting machines

if we keep up this shit there is going to be a permanent split between the old testament and the new testament

Jesus didn't write a book

I read Narnia I read the whole thing

if you dont want to follow it dont read it

im on the couch people ok dont freak out about it

how can people be happy? how can they smile? walls go up and both sides lose Jesus approves of that?

i guess there is something wrong with us i guess we can't be truly free

How can we have fair elections if people are forced to being polarized?

I must be some reality check machine or something

why does this go on and on if i don't make a decision? it shouldn't be that way. something is wrong.

I was out of line I apologize I must be scaring the living crap out of everybody

for me it was either a false hell or the real thing and you dont matriculate in a false hell

I guess it's a job I gave myself

they feel I'm the only one that ever goes down there they feel I'm the only one that cares about them

every time i go down there people are using voting machines and shit and it aint funny im not happy about it

it is a sick perversion and im not happy about it

if i cant hold the center i am going to hold it long enough that people remember it

I'm tired of walls coming down and people saying "You don't care about us, why should we care about you?" I care about everybody ok?

the key word there is "MY"

they used her in the codec its not me

why do you ask me to take responsibility for it and then get mad at me?

i didnt know how to forgive or what to forgive please forgive me

my future belongs to everybody ok? If I have a future everybody has a future Im sorry that people didn't have a future that's horrible

dont we all have a future together? dont we all share the future? i dont understand

doesn't everybody have a future? why don't people have a future?

I don't understand how what I do determines whether people have a future or not.

im caustic im hurting people im some kind of walking twilight zone

they are talking about a permanent split

there was some kind of crisis they felt only women could solve

if i didnt care why would i say anything

you fell asleep on a cloud

these venus and mars people think they can do whatever they want and they cant

they attacked the president its over

i know what you tried to do to the president and im not happy about it

why doesn't anybody understand that?

thats just a lesson i learned from warcraft it doesnt mean im choosing anything

you need to take the offensive fast and early or they are going to bleed you to death and leave you with a dead cos

i think im the "boot cycle" im afraid to stop

I JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE DOING IT ANYMORE JESUS CHRIST!

what the hell is on and off?

it doesn't work as well if i know what I'm doing