Average Inner Blog

and it wasn't all of American society was messed up

go sit in the kitchen

there is no guarantee we are going to meet again I am sorry

then ask for it!

cause they thought they were living in some kind of fantasy land where they could do whatever they wanted those times are over people you want to hold people responsible we can hold people responsible

so fuck off!

gather information and lay bombs on people so be careful

I was molested by 4 or 5 people and none of them were priests or regular Catholics so back off!

we can hold people responsible

you need to tell someone no one can help you if you don't tell

please don't mess with the church

I have somewhat of an understanding what you have planned but that must be taken care of first

and I am not happy about it

let nothing befall the church

they are going to bring it back to me too

why is another thing that will drive you crazy you don't ask why you find out why

you can free yourself from that kind of thinking

but I dont feel its genetic

rest until you lose

they wanted somebody on their level well they got it

so you got somebody angry

I am serious I am not kidding around I am not the one that started this word verification business

is there safety in numbers? can one man do anything? what is your opinion now?

satan is lying to you this shit aint about you anymore it never was

her name is liberty assholes

they want me to offer it as proof and it is sick

but I cant go back and live in a world of lies

they dont think I am one of them

thats just the way thing are

the word verification gave me that shit

nobody else asked you friggen morons

cause I asked him too assholes

its a real friggen government with real friggen people!

how would you like to live in a world of lies you dont know what it feels like

cause I was the only one to reach over and ask them you friggen morons thats what its so important

game theory doesn't belong

some people just have a "game" mentality you cant help these people

I knew they were playing around with sand I knew the shit was coming and I did the best I could

cause I know what atheists do to each other thats why

but I am not going to allow people to fall into an atheist sand pit

this is too important for you to do willy nilly whatever you want with me

you would do better to ask for something like that

you stepped into an atheist sinkpit they do that shit to each other

they think God doesn't see but he does see he sees everything

now is the time to ask

and it is not my decision

I know there is some good people out there I feel like they are druging me up and turning me into someone I am not or have false expectations about me If this happens again in 2012 its not going to be pretty

all of you! its your fault! God I hope this turns out ok

cause I had been through enough already and they put me through even more I mean damn I was on clozaril thats last line of defense people now im on clozaril and geodon and a whole handfull when are they going to let me go? I asked them to leave me alone!

the main reason for arguments and hatred is people aren't on the same page

I minus well do an extraction

"to he who has is given more..."

a Shinto rebellion has already started

i have had a serious break with reality

its hard to save the game and the people sometimes its the game or the people

I know that its better to pop than snort now that doesn't mean I am going to stop snorting tomorrow I dont know how to pop

I think its been done like this in a lot of places coming in from the future they don't realize who's way it is

the deeper and deeper I go

they are deep philosophical questions for me

why can't I feel good about myself? I can't answer these questions I feel I am stealing from the ether I don't feel I am communicating, controlled by spirits or running a program

its bad enough that I am in everybody's dreams and that i am talking to the radio

it just aint my thing I never did really like it I started out with the bends

you have already given me a major episode I have had enough for now I can sandwich my posts at any time

I know what is superimposed and what is not and so do a lot of other people

you keep up this word verification and i am going to keep sandwiching my posts you dont want to know what i think

me and henry we arent like other people we get lost on purpose I am lost out in goochland somewhere

love wants me to plan and think about the future

what does love want me to do?

they were self deluded and totally wrong about me if thats my fault I accept responsibility

I told you not to hurt my father again but you did it anyway didnt you? more than twice didnt you? you know I am an evergreen you know what evergreens are dont play stupid with me

the whole thing is going to end up as a big head game where the rules dont apply and thats where they want to go i dont want to go there its better to pop than snort

but its not it is an extraction and its never gonna die please use it for else this

I don't want him to "die" because of me I don't understand I thought people sinned sinned sinned and sinned until they died I don't know why I seem to be confused about something everybody else knows

either it was my idea or I stole it from the ether

its better to pop than to snort

that's the way it is with me

I did not learn the lesson I was supposed too paths and gardens were my idea I take responsibility for it

now we are not only hung up on divine now we are hung up on sacred

this is the path to the garden of Joy and Gladness

I am doing things backwards I need to leave but I don't know how

apparently that is the assigned punishment for people who use sorcery or magic but now its so ubiquitous innocent people are getting hurt

if it hadn't been me somebody else would have had to read it in lots of people all they got and they believe in it whether the translation has serious problems or not

who is she to make me jump her hoops to heck with her I mean its gotten so pathetic and sad it just doesnt happen anymore and the deal is it didnt need to happen from the begining

So what is this "info set" sometimes people are a little superstitious about the way they shut stuff down or start stuff up that is what it is for

I cant tell you how to use it It wont work as well if I tell you

I dont care

the machine aint working if there aint ghosts in it

steal the floor

what are the mechanics of that? how does that happen? How is that possible?

God is going to put me in charge of something

its better than zecharia sitchin and its therapeutic to plow through it

I aint got nothin no more

they keep it and they fight over it

when someone never punches in

people need me they think they got it all figured out and they dont

dont you care? wouldnt you help them if you could? how could you walk away from them when they needed you?

thats the way punk is dont you understand punk? being a stubborn asshole about trying to be abstract

If nothing changes I am eventually live long enough to forget her and then everything is going to repeat itself