Average Inner Blog

Tuesday, December 9

I had to mutilate three bibles

this does not bode well

higher education is screwed

What are they going to do with kids that were busting games in the third grade?

the kids are alright

they will be watched over and taken care of

I can not believe yall didnt see this coming

I have been trying to tell you for years

they are busting game theory by tying knots

yall are the ones who aint real

and you know how to use it
that is all you need
and once you have one
you start getting more
and not only do you get that
but you get information too
yall need to decide if its a good thing or not
hopefully I have Virginia secure

yes

they are using their games to tie knots

it is some kind of natural instinct

when faced with time reversal

they are tying knots

small kids even

I am one of the oldest you can find aren't I

I don't know how I can help you

point taken

I don't know everything

there is a lot of people like me
and you don't know what's going on do you?

apparently the cruel jokes started at stonhenge

I don't know

why is everybody arguing?

cause England went through an eternity of hell
and they are never going to forgive anybody for it

I just care about people

I let others worry about time and God

it is not a game

we are real nations
with real people
and real religions
and Christ is with us
so please stop arguing

I did something with the pull the plug scenario

that was never anticipated OK?
just leave it at that please!

please forgive them

I can understand why they did not ask you
this somehow has become too important

Monday, December 8

they called me delusional and schizoprenic

so i just went with it
what am I supposed to do
get all upset over the music I thought was about me
and end up in the hospital
In my case
I feel no information and saturation became the same thing

this is crazy

This shit IS bananas
I can't believe that shit actually happened
please tell me that shit didn't happen
in my delusional state
MIT and the Catholic Church wiped me clean

I don't think they are ever going to trust me...

but if what happened inside my delusional mind really happened
I can understand why
I feel I have been wiped clean
I feel its been over with for a decade

I feel they dont like it...

I feel they don't like it when I make announcements as fact
which I have no way of knowing from their perspective I guess

I feel there is a massive dark side...

I feel there is a massive dark side that has already been taken care of from my perspective

I guess they keep the dark side at bay

they must have took it as their job
I don't believe they are wicked and evil

the whole world could be under this umbrella

but they wont accept it because they don't know where it came from

that is why christ gets so much grief

its not that there is no outside

its that if there is one
nobody knows where it is
and some get freaked out about that

I wish these people no bad will

but I have problems with their
safety in numbers, one man can't do anything attitude

its hard to spam with a dictionary

how about prevalent
you know what I was trying to say

endemic

common to
systemic

why?

cause they were trying to bankrupt the church
over something that was endemic to american society

it used to be like that

it used to be sin sin sin until you die
its not like that anymore

you wanted to say it was endemic to the church

and it wasn't
all of American society was messed up

you having problems people

go sit in the kitchen

there is no guarantee

there is no guarantee we are going to meet again
I am sorry

you want some relief?

then ask for it!

why?

cause they thought they were living in some kind of fantasy land
where they could do whatever they wanted
those times are over people
you want to hold people responsible
we can hold people responsible

I know how to use the kitchen now assholes

so fuck off!

that is one of the things I can do

gather information and lay bombs on people
so be careful

I was molested....

I was molested by 4 or 5 people
and none of them were priests
or regular Catholics
so back off!

you want to hold people responsible

we can hold people responsible

if something has happened to you...

you need to tell someone
no one can help you if you don't tell

the church can do things

please don't mess with the church

I have somewhat of an undertanding...

I have somewhat of an understanding what you have planned
but that must be taken care of first

something horrible happened in my family

and I am not happy about it

God bless the church

let nothing befall the church

I am like Pete to these kids

they are going to bring it back to me too

why...

why is another thing that will drive you crazy
you don't ask why
you find out why

proof is a game

you can free yourself from that kind of thinking

I dont want to play a proof game with them

but I dont feel its genetic

drive them crazy

rest until you lose

they wanted somebody angry

they wanted somebody on their level
well they got it

you wanted somebody angry

so you got somebody angry

prelite

I am serious
I am not kidding around
I am not the one that started this word verification business

tenth

is there safety in numbers?
can one man do anything?
what is your opinion now?

this shit was over before it started ginger

satan is lying to you
this shit aint about you anymore
it never was

from now on

her name is liberty assholes

I know what happened

they want me to offer it as proof and it is sick

I may be not quite born with it

but I cant go back and live in a world of lies

they dont think i am deserving

they dont think I am one of them

Sunday, December 7

real christians are walking twilight zones

thats just the way thing are

yes

the word verification gave me that shit

gated

nobody else asked you friggen morons

God came to our aid

cause I asked him too assholes

I dont care where I came from

its a real friggen government with real friggen people!

I dont want to work...

how would you like to live in a world of lies
you dont know what it feels like

why is it so important?

cause I was the only one to reach over and ask them you friggen morons
thats what its so important

why God?

game theory doesn't belong

it could have been over before it even started

some people just have a "game" mentality
you cant help these people

dont shoot the piano player

I knew they were playing around with sand
I knew the shit was coming
and I did the best I could

why?

cause I know what atheists do to each other thats why

Saturday, December 6

we may not agree on everything

but I am not going to allow people to fall into an atheist sand pit

whether you like it or not

this is too important for you to do
willy nilly whatever you want with me

you would do better...

you would do better to ask for something like that

I am sorry Carolina

you stepped into an atheist sinkpit
they do that shit to each other

theres a lot of people...

they think God doesn't see
but he does see
he sees everything

is this ok?

now is the time to ask

God doesn't speak to me

and it is not my decision

I am sorry

I know there is some good people out there
I feel like they are druging me up and turning me into someone I am not
or have false expectations about me
If this happens again in 2012
its not going to be pretty

you manufactured my ass people!

all of you!
its your fault!
God I hope this turns out ok

why?

cause I had been through enough already
and they put me through even more
I mean damn I was on clozaril
thats last line of defense people
now im on clozaril and geodon and a whole handfull
when are they going to let me go?
I asked them to leave me alone!