karmic dead end

you back me into a karmic dead end
and then bitch I aint giving enough
it would take Michael Jackson Madonna and Elvis for this shit

sitting on bottlenecks

this is not fun and its not funny
don't try this anymore

I just wanted to go out

I didnt mean to fall so hard

what I did wasnt nice

What is to be done with me?

Do I have any redeeming qualities at all?

we are not on tour

it has always been this way

tragic and sad

I am tragic and sad
this is tragic and sad
welcome to the garden of tragic and sad

it is like silly putty

it is conducive to being stretched

chicken salad

it is just me treading water
it is just me staying afloat

it is about what can be factored in and what cant

you have to look at it as a piece of software
and treat it as its already running

getting across

is there another schizo that even tries?
probably not cause they see me and know it doesn't do any good

be prepared

I am a harbinger of things to come

the spirit world...

the spirit world turns all of our values inside out

some people

oh no God has lost!
oh no God is Dead!
no people
he didn't have an adversary to begin with

lose the game

save the people

we couldn't have used time travel....

we couldn't have used time travel to fix y2k
if there wasn't a legitimate solution already there

I am like Titor to them

our event histories are opposed
I don't know how it is going to work out

for anyone who may not know already

some have serious issues with whether I am real or not
they think I am an actor, or a computer, or a robot

why do you want to believe that?

why do you want to believe I am a robot?
that I am running a program
can you tell a robot in his dreams he is a robot?
why won't you accept me?

this means something to somebody

somebody is not going to let this go

how do you put information in the past?

information will work

but it needs to be in the past

can we peacefully build a divide?

becaue if it were events

you would have to have wars between worlds just to have peace

some type of divide that isnt physical

spiritual mental

you couldnt live in a world where it had to be an event

is information enough?

information itself is not enough

it is the event that matters

that is my job

the garbage in between

information division is the proper way

else everybody would be arguing over who had the right to do it

and thats what I do elegantly

it is not garbage in garbage out

it is garbage between

it is such an information divide

you can say it all started when

creation

creation is information division

it is an information divide

He sets it up that way
He knows you are going to need something big and old one day

creation is type 1

you get it?

yall are the scientists and mathmaticians

I am a sad tragic accident

why does it work?

because it does something unallowed

911

you dont need to crash the twin towers
just put a loaf of bread in the microwave

believe me

waking up in purgatory is better than that ufology bull crap
and it is never too late to put some math under your ass

if you are bold enough not to believe in God
you are bold enough to believe in Him

I apologize

I apologize for cursing Islam

that is what is wrong with ufology

a lot of them are dreamers fooling around with shit that is going to burn them

I dont know why

I mix shit together and burn myself
it is nobody's fault
it was bound to happen

I know

I know I am not one of you
and I am never going to be one of you

but I have it
and it aint going away

I know

dreamers need to stay away

I was told not to do this shit

that I would burn
but I did not listen

now I am telling you

use it as an sos

a distress call

still dont want to listen

loaf of bread in the microwave

if you believe

you don't need something old
but if you don't
it helps

God knows why

it is a thankless job at times

thank lark's family

this could have been disastrous

I took you on as my responsibility

I adopted the atheists and agnostics

I am here for you

take shelter now

find something big and old
and read it

it is not a philosophy anymore

it is a shelter

you need to grab on to something old people

before it is too late
foristay

I am not asking you to follow it

I am asking you to read it

dont be sorry ten years from now

if we have that long

I did not want to read it either

but it is the best option

dont read the ufology stuff

it is not good for you
big head game that ended with the flood

to all of you

you have to have some math underneath your ass right now
read something big and old

it is about old stuff too

just like I said

it is not just me

it is like I said 10 years ago
there is a big shell game going on

I apologize

I dont know why I have these chicken salad breakdowns

thanks for 16 cents

I wish I could get more of that

it is not about being in front

it is about having something underneath

I am not a wizard like you...

you gotta put some math under your self woman

you need a floor...

just read the bible
it will put math underneath your self

I just dont see what yall see

I guess

just keep ignoring me

I am not the one that makes those decisions

this is an oasis

in the world of crazy and worthless

just help some undeserving slob and be done with it

I know it is crazy and worthless out here

but these people need me
they aint got nobody else

I know you want the real one

and I am messing you over
cause I don't like you anymore

nobody said it was easy

and I am not here to have fun

its just like I said

it is a bitter friggen argument that never friggen ends
you want one of them
choose one

I have gone into lockdown mode

cause you are playing around with me

you want me to feel

but I am not going to waste my emotions on somebody that doesn't love me

you dont care if she actually loves me or not

I do

I felt the competition

my selflessness was genuine

I am the phony

I never really was in competition with the others

justin told me

for general goodwill

deal solitaire 9 times

I understand now

I dont get ahead of them

I shut them out

how to use info set

clear browser history
refresh
click on links until you reach a page where all links are visited

what is happening

is some kind of natural reaction to time reversal

big words

to use a big word in the wrong way means you are talking to somebody

they rejected me

and we got doubled

they took something I said the wrong way

I am the second one

he did not curse the church
but that is ok

I was actually on the road

I was on the road the whole time

I was saved by Japan

that doesn't mean I didn't walk here

thats a transliteration

its not actually true

I have walked 25 years into the future

and I don't feel it for you anymore

I was feeling so good

I was feeling so much better
I had gotten to the point where I didnt think of her for days

either I am abnormal or I am not

you would not do this to someone autistic
or with alzheimers
why are you doing it to me?

there is emotional ability sweetheart

just like everything else

how would you like it if I forced you to take calculus

I am just not good at it

the cat is fine

it is the people outside who are screwed