Monday, October 20

i felt like

I felt like I might be harrassing her
Im reading too much cosmo
I had doubts

please stop

i feel everyone is forcing me into a confrontation
im 41 years old
please stop

i apologize

why would she think i would molest anybody
its making me upset

thank you for being on top

oh god

i dont know how to fix it

mrs brown

excuse me

please

just tell mrs brooks about it
she knows what to do
my 2nd grade teacher

speak to mrs brown

i cant do anything about it its already done

digging up roots and shit

building a bypass around a tree

im a child playing in the dirt

i dont know what im doing

boy george is right

love is never asking why

its all messed up

love is in hell

now i understand

now i understand why cats lick plastic

if you have any problems with it

take it up with them

my mirror was shattered

im not the real thing ok?

it needed to be said

nobody should have to bear the burden of proof
its not right

Henrico

if you dont want me
give me to somebody else!

all this shit

all this shit over henrico friggin county
God what a mess

jesus christ

just give me twinkies and leave me alone

cant you see the warning signs?

something this big isnt somebody's mother or sister or wife or girlfriend

permanent split people

permanent split

DAMN IT!

they are counting backwards and wonder whats going wrong

321

321 brothers 321

i tried to tell them

these damn couch people dont understand
i told them the longer they hold on to whats real and whats not the worse it gets
but they wont listen

they are breaking down

they are breaking down
i dont understand whats going on in there

im a traumatized child

im afraid of voting machines

if we keep up this shit

if we keep up this shit
there is going to be a permanent split
between the old testament
and the new testament

Sunday, October 19

that is just it

Jesus didn't write a book

what i read

I read Narnia
I read the whole thing

my verdict

if you dont want to follow it
dont read it

im on the couch

im on the couch people ok
dont freak out about it

this is sad

how can people be happy?
how can they smile?
walls go up and both sides lose
Jesus approves of that?

this is sad

i guess there is something wrong with us
i guess we can't be truly free

I don't understand

How can we have fair elections if people are forced to being polarized?

reality check machine

I must be some reality check machine or something

I don't understand

why does this go on and on if i don't make a decision?
it shouldn't be that way.
something is wrong.

I don't deserve a twinkie

I was out of line
I apologize
I must be scaring the living crap out of everybody

for me

for me it was either a false hell or the real thing
and you dont matriculate in a false hell

i apologize

I guess it's a job I gave myself

poor people

they feel I'm the only one that ever goes down there
they feel I'm the only one that cares about them

every time

every time i go down there people are using voting machines and shit and it aint funny im not happy about it

sick perversion

it is a sick perversion and im not happy about it

if i cant hold the center

if i cant hold the center
i am going to hold it long enough that people remember it

what I saw

I'm tired of walls coming down and people saying "You don't care about us, why should we care about you?" I care about everybody ok?

you are messing up

the key word there is "MY"

DAMN IT!

they used her in the codec its not me

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