Average Inner Blog

then east and west have to work together to go north

you have to go south before you go north

it drives everybody nuts

we were finding the light every time and somebody did not like it

somehow I know its more than his retirement

just ignore me

they knew how to use them

I dont know where it was a lot different

I cant tell you how to use stuff

but its part nature

it had nothing to do with my sex life

his kingdom is here

God is not going to allow it

theirs doesn't why should we shut off something that works even if it could be shut off

this is ice water

satan dont want you to know this history people he wants you to live in the bad old days

dont worry about it

but I can't unlearn it

I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unwinable I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unavoidable what do you think now?

darwin and marx started world war two God didnt

and its done me good

people struggle for an understanding and if they just turned to God they would have one

I have shit people struggle their whole life for

she must be seeing all sorts of shit that aint real I dont know how to help

why should I single them out

but I am not worthless

not in a million years

if he thought he needed to be

you try to be a good person you try to do the right thing and people have it in for you

but I am not a sociopath

I have done my best not to traumatize him

satan is filling her head with a bunch of bullshit crap

she thinks she is the mother of humanity or something

its like adam and eve were in splitsville

I don't think I am here to have fun I don't think I am here to be happy

why is it dangerous when men can say no? something is messed up with that how can Adam be blamed if he cant say no

I could have done that 10 15 25 years ago this all would be for naught

you think I came here 25 years into the future for nothing I am not letting this go

we are having a knockdown drag out brawl

you have a christian with an attitude problem on you hands

and I will wait until the last moment

but I know better