Average Inner Blog

but these people need me they aint got nobody else

and I am messing you over cause I don't like you anymore

and I am not here to have fun

it is a bitter friggen argument that never friggen ends you want one of them choose one

cause you are playing around with me

but I am not going to waste my emotions on somebody that doesn't love me

I do

my selflessness was genuine

I never really was in competition with the others

deal solitaire 9 times

I shut them out

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is some kind of natural reaction to time reversal

to use a big word in the wrong way means you are talking to somebody

and we got doubled

he did not curse the church but that is ok

I was on the road the whole time

that doesn't mean I didn't walk here

its not actually true

and I don't feel it for you anymore

I was feeling so much better I had gotten to the point where I didnt think of her for days

you would not do this to someone autistic or with alzheimers why are you doing it to me?

just like everything else

I am just not good at it

it is the people outside who are screwed

I feel the medication is taking me places I could not otherwise go but thats something else I am never going to be able to win

any halfway schizo would have went crazy

it is whether we need the box or not

but the question is whether it is naturally like that or not

it is all about whether God exists in the end

please stop running that movie in my head I am going to get new developments to the cows come home

you got it he is going to make you quit else this

they aint gonna quit

at least they don't pay for their own traps

I am sorry

you don't know why

I don't know why

I am trying to hold things from getting worse

to make things go right you need to cooperate