Average Inner Blog

Happy birthday I am not cut out for radio generous, I need to leave. If I could go back to that day I walked out I would leave White people have lived with lead for thousands of years His body, His blood, If he is risen, It is his decision. If one lone gunman versus Kennedy doesn't balance out, The crucifixion for 144000 elite individuals doesn't balance out. Clean air matters Clean water matters Parsley sage rosemary and lead It is just another part of the recipe Are you doing what needs to be done? Or are you doing what you want to do to somebody? I was in the chat room or something, And they asked me what I do it for And I said "I am in it for the lulls" Meaning quiet restful moments And they just really thought that was funny I don't know if they admire me, Or if they just like watching me lose my mind. It's like everything else, Did it really happen? I don't know. I am a failure. My ego is not doing its job How can the electoral college do its job as ...

I don't get angry like I am supposed to. I can't run. I have facial recognition problems My social interaction is shot. I can't push myself I can't challenge myself I don't feel the need to worship anything. Proverbs is right. Sometimes you need to set aside your personal understanding And trust in God. It bothers me that I don't know what the original timeline was. I saw a small child given a game, And he was told,"You have one chance, and if things go south, go south." I want that small boy to make it back home. Run with it. I must admit, he looks nothing like Oj Simpson. I guess the meme likes being stolen. "Something in the water does not compute." It is probably the cycle, not the water itself. I guess the role does too. I don't do the math, The math does me. Apparently so  do a number of others. Jesus was crucified for saying "I am" His divinity is the central issue to why ...

There are a lot of sad people out there. We can't write them all off for being stupid. There is no pass or fail. It is all about how far you can take it. No one was supposed to get hurt. It was a funhouse. It wasn't meant to have a solution. It wasn't meant to be solved. Do dominoes fall? Only if you set them up. Miracles happen when they need to. Supernatural  Divine  Intervention You shouldn't call for it unless you are ready for it. Winning and solving may be anthropic  What I consider is aliens may not think that way You are right I can't just make statements  I must consider being able to defend them. It is considered just because we haven't learned anything. The more we focus on winning and solving the worse it gets. "You didn't have to be so nice. I would have loved you anyway." End stage renal disease. I like the idea of someone listening to the same stream I am. Addictive Pr...

Too dumb to smash it with a hammer. I pleaded with her to stop. She was ready to launch. I wonder what was so special about Bill Cosby's house. I am a good guy. I don't deserve this shit. She couldn't cover me. It's not my fault. I tried to tell her something was wrong. I am in the way. I am an obstacle to who she wants to be. I don't know exactly what American women feel entitled to. I am a man. I don't have the right to be in the way. I guess I can't debate common sense. The democrats sneezed and the republicans caught the flu. Delusions are generally the simple explanation. They are an explanation to something the individual is experiencing. I don't know what the Internet has to do with the Big Bang. If we are being compressed, it will develop flaws. I would go farther, but I hate drum machines. Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us? Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us? That's what buddies are for. If you can follow it, you are me. I can...

I get words I get pictures I don't always know what they mean. Scientific minds don't always have that luxury. I think it scares them. I don't think they are ready to think that way. Just because I allow myself to think that way, Doesn't mean I am mad or delusional. I believe there is a bizarro world, And I don't think they have a high opinion of us. I wanted to be schizophrenic  I thought it was cool A lot of the fears I deal with are hers. If something cannot be compressed, will that cause errors? I need to become accustomed to the idea I am not right about everything. His ways are not my ways. My thoughts are not his thoughts. When the rocks start falling, I am going to be praying like everyone else. Smile and be predictable. Why do things quantize to begin with? I shouldn't be expected to prove myself. I couldn't use it if I created one anyway. I shouldn't be expected to prove my own existence. That is wrong. I have been taught the futility of it. Be...