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lucid absurdity

Nobody  asks if Oklahoma City is small. I think they do it to piss me off. I am not sure what I am trying to be right about. If there is a 12 by 2, and a 3 by 8, there should be a 4 by 6. I have always said I am not here to be happy, But if you don't love the world Everything goes to shit I know it's a Hail Mary but it ain't on me. I consider they generally degenerate if not maintained. Like I said, if you don't love the world it goes to shit. It may seem simple to you, but it's not to me, And that doesn't make me a bad person A train wreck is coming and I can't stop it They are going to go all in. They think it would be stupid not to. I am worried it is going to turn into a financial thing And that it's going to evaporate. Why do you know so much? I want to know what you know. It's a thrown away Bible for thrown away people. Psychiatry likes to shotgun. I care whether it's living or...

Stellar Mediocrity

If it is a condition, it is not a lifestyle. If it is a lifestyle, it is not a condition. If it is not a disease You can't diagnose someone as having it. I didn't know. Just stick whatever you want in there, Because that is what I feel. Hide behind rules and labels. It feels it is smarter than us. It feels it should make decisions, not us. I guess initial conditions are important. I was mad at M for being mean to C. I have never felt it was a big deal. I guess it was. I asked God to take it away from me And I have never felt the same since. If they are going to make a lasting decision, It needs to come from congress I feel embarrassed and stupid You totally missed it. it was about why people say "you know" all the time.   I have earned my ignorance. They call you delusional Say you are hallucinating  Then get mad saying you stole something It's my head I need a place where it's ok for me to b...

The Last Paradigm

I haven't led her on She is here because she wants to be here Set, grouping, whatever we call it, nature is going to decide what it is They think, if they make a game out of it, it will last longer. Channeling doesn't lend itself to challenging yourself. If I could make a real peice of music I would. This sleek polished stuff is exactly what I am afraid of. I feel people want me to be exactly what I am trying not to be. Human relations is scary  They are not going to rest until they have 120 percent of everybody. Dissent will be pathological. Half of them are trying to corner you And the other half are pissed you are getting away with it. I consider evolution may have mitochondrial assistance. nothing exists if you don't believe in it. they don't want you to know the voices can be pushed out. I wouldn't get angry if I didn't value your opinion. One day I am going to wake up and it's going to be too late. I feel h...

Nonsense microwaves

I wouldn't have the title if no one was reading it. What is digital glow? The same people who will accept they are only one person and cannot change anything, get upset if you tell them they don't matter. It is a legitimate grouping. I cannot force you to accept that. I don't know. It has some therapeutic value. What is heat psychology? Superstition is what happens when the floor drops out. Until you have been at the center of the whirlwind, I don't think you can fully understand. There is a difference between going viral and bleeding out. whenever I do get an idea of why it is dangerous it does not stay in my head very long I thought I was doing something bold and heroic. The crime rate went down because we stopped using leaded gasoline. If I thought I could write a novel I would.
I understand what they are trying to say but I have to learn things the way everyone else does the difference is in what i decided to learn It is not that I want to be in control. I just don't like being out of control. Nothing ever goes as planned and the blame is endless it is not an office building the whole wall has to be replaced if we cant get together what hope is there for anyone else? I am sorry for ruining your night I thought i could sit way in the back and watch something is wrong with me I may stop all this what is fractal relativity? I thought we were tight. I felt we were special. I felt like I lost my family It means nobody likes me

the hydrogen option

I dont think my life would have had a positive outcome if it wasn't for my father what is the best way to combat internet addiction because the winner is the one who gets stuck with it there has been a lot of tricksters that is how they play it was congress who created these hyper republican districts its not just a nuclear option it is a hydrogen option and I think they are prepared to use it Washington DC IS Area 51 I wanted a home run so bad I lost the game over it. I think it is the districts too but it is racist to say anything about it there are no rules it doesn't make sense and it isn't fair Two super massive black holes? Three?
it means "barking dog" self defense doesn't make you judge jury and executioner the rights of life liberty and pursuit of happiness trumps everything else. If he didn't deserve it, it was a violation of his civil rights they are trying to make a right side wrong side issue out of this if there is nothing left to calculate if you are fully known you minus well be dead 2 is to 5 as 4 is to 24 the worst thing you can do to a loved one is disappear it is an act of violence to disappear on someone if we would only live 5 years without them, is it our civilization or theirs? The beginnings get lost and no one can ever identify them. there are some things known only to God. and even that knowledge will attempt to pluralize itself nations were baptized by fire one by one some took longer than others 51 37 25 18 21 27 it is just an identifier don't worry about it I haven't played a full game in a long time I have been getting around...
they do not want a formal decision people are like meercats and i just don't belong the question is Why is it normal in the first place? there is some sort of catalyst that affects monkey text I guess this is the 90's Just because it is not true, doesn't mean it is delusional. I don't see as a hypothesis a farm hypothesis any better or worse than a zoo hypothesis I dont need your negativity I dont need someone who thinks the worst of me all the time. If nothing is real where is the reality to argue about? you cant say nothing is real and then argue as to which history is real or not it is not democratic i am sorry