Average Inner Blog

I know why the wall still stands. And so do they. Well suspect anyway. People feel like they can't talk That they can't make any real decisions. We are hanging by a thread, And God has the scissors. Winners can't begin to understand the rest of us. I did not consider radio communications  was an advanced class in psychology. I think I have "theory of mind" impairment. If left to their own devices, People will readily kill one another. Cognitively I am fine. It is interaction with other people I have problems with. America is torn. America does not believe in itself. America cannot defend its own interests. Someone else must stand. It was the cosmopolitan thing to do She has something she feels needs to be accomplished and she won't compromise. It would be better if I never said anything. Why are we so celebrated? What did we do? Why were you looking for someone like me to begin with? It is scary to have conversations with someon...

It isthe firewall. It makes the difference between what's possible and what's not. Any reasonably bright person would run afoul of it sooner or later. The only way to know its a firewall is what happens when you do away with it. Here and there doesn't mean anything without then and now. It's all about the boundaries. It begins with a boundary. It ends with a boundary. Self is a boundary Place is a boundary Life as we know it is a boundary Sometime you let anger get the best of you and you cross a boundary you didn't mean to cross. You can't get it back and you are left with a life you cannot fix What is game impairment? Part of me doesn't understand the radio is not another person. That's different from thinking everyone is out to get you. I thought you were kidding when you said I was autistic. They were trying to sweep up trouble makers, and I got caught in the net. Some just cant make what causality does to odds People don't appreciate how debilit...

Why do I have insight and restraint when other psychos don't? What is Cardinal Fatigue? The things that are important can deteriorate. The brick at the bottom has more stress on it than the brick at the top. But they are still bricks. God did not tell Adam and Eve they were going to live happily ever after. What is a device or media with an obscene amount of information? The girls just want to dash me on the rocks. Fine don't believe in reverse speech and magic squares. I will use them and I will have an advantage you won't use. Belief in God may start because something is biased and partial about the universe. Let's be clear. The phrase "average inner thought" came from reverse speech analysis of something I wrote. I don't know why other people can't get the results I do. I think it is something that doesn't easily lend itself to scientific study. That doesn't mean it should be called pseudo science. Just because you can't get your parro...

Dark time is easy. Dark time is events that haven't happened If object permanence is a skill Then reality is something you must learn. Reality is a skill I am lacking in. Why was that so easy to find now? It wasn't like that before Anything that sets you apart is a psychiatric condition. If everything is about sex then why are we here? We minus well be fruit flies or something. What a relief. I thought it was membranes colliding in my head. I have never seen a more crazy ending in my life! I didn't do anything immoral or illegal. I simply expressed my desire for my team to win In a bizarre superstitious way Today is national give somebody a truck day. The biggest symptom of time travel is confusion. Malcolm XLIX It is just a way to remember Malcolm Butler's name I want to make a comment about the "cheating" But I can't I have never been officially exonerated But I did graduate basic If bad was thought of me That wo...

i envy the ability to move on. I feel like I am stuck. I feel like I don't have that ability. I mean how am I supposed to move on. I guess singlemindedness is good with some things. For other things it is a disaster 1 + 8 = 9 8 + 16 = 24 24 + 8 = 32 24 + 25 = 49 Math is a good way to jam. It's not a perfect sequence. It beats around the bush. I want to play railroad tycoon with my iPad Also present, as in  Tutankhamun's tomb , were decorative designs featuring the representation of the twelve monkeys, symbolizing the night hours on one of the burial chamber walls. Totally unique to any royal tomb are beautiful bird hunting scenes. The tomb was discovered by Belzoni in 1816. Read more:  http://www.touregypt.net/featurestories/ay.htm#ixzz3P2zJAefk Please forgive me about what is going on with jasmine I am not strong enough to confront her and stop her I do not agree with what she posts http://www.svabhinava.org/reviews/12monkeys/default-FAQ.php They represent dark time I felt...

We shouldn't have "wiped our assess with it" I won't do that again. I apologize What is a second? How do you pictograph time? The universe expands because time is slowing down? How would we know? How can there be a universe without universal time? It's not dark matter It's universal time? Recently I have wondered why Relativity doesn't shatter everything. I guess you don't need it if you don't have problems with it. Call it dark time Would it still perform the same function? Things are not as fragile as it seems they should be. It's like the universe has bubble wrap. If this is lucky, I would hate to see what cursed is like. I think they should call it The Obama Bowl. I don't mean to treat the language poorly. I write this way because of a vision I had. I guess if I got away with it, everyone would start doing it, and there would be a domino effect, and the language itself would suffer. 1 + 8 = 9 9 + 16 = 25 25 + 24 = 49 49 + 32 = 81 What i...

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Nobody  asks if Oklahoma City is small. I think they do it to piss me off. I am not sure what I am trying to be right about. If there is a 12 by 2, and a 3 by 8, there should be a 4 by 6. I have always said I am not here to be happy, But if you don't love the world Everything goes to shit I know it's a Hail Mary but it ain't on me. I consider they generally degenerate if not maintained. Like I said, if you don't love the world it goes to shit. It may seem simple to you, but it's not to me, And that doesn't make me a bad person A train wreck is coming and I can't stop it They are going to go all in. They think it would be stupid not to. I am worried it is going to turn into a financial thing And that it's going to evaporate. Why do you know so much? I want to know what you know. It's a thrown away Bible for thrown away people. Psychiatry likes to shotgun. I care whether it's living or...

If it is a condition, it is not a lifestyle. If it is a lifestyle, it is not a condition. If it is not a disease You can't diagnose someone as having it. I didn't know. Just stick whatever you want in there, Because that is what I feel. Hide behind rules and labels. It feels it is smarter than us. It feels it should make decisions, not us. I guess initial conditions are important. I was mad at M for being mean to C. I have never felt it was a big deal. I guess it was. I asked God to take it away from me And I have never felt the same since. If they are going to make a lasting decision, It needs to come from congress I feel embarrassed and stupid You totally missed it. it was about why people say "you know" all the time.   I have earned my ignorance. They call you delusional Say you are hallucinating  Then get mad saying you stole something It's my head I need a place where it's ok for me to b...

I haven't led her on She is here because she wants to be here Set, grouping, whatever we call it, nature is going to decide what it is They think, if they make a game out of it, it will last longer. Channeling doesn't lend itself to challenging yourself. If I could make a real peice of music I would. This sleek polished stuff is exactly what I am afraid of. I feel people want me to be exactly what I am trying not to be. Human relations is scary  They are not going to rest until they have 120 percent of everybody. Dissent will be pathological. Half of them are trying to corner you And the other half are pissed you are getting away with it. I consider evolution may have mitochondrial assistance. nothing exists if you don't believe in it. they don't want you to know the voices can be pushed out. I wouldn't get angry if I didn't value your opinion. One day I am going to wake up and it's going to be too late. I feel h...

I wouldn't have the title if no one was reading it. What is digital glow? The same people who will accept they are only one person and cannot change anything, get upset if you tell them they don't matter. It is a legitimate grouping. I cannot force you to accept that. I don't know. It has some therapeutic value. What is heat psychology? Superstition is what happens when the floor drops out. Until you have been at the center of the whirlwind, I don't think you can fully understand. There is a difference between going viral and bleeding out. whenever I do get an idea of why it is dangerous it does not stay in my head very long I thought I was doing something bold and heroic. The crime rate went down because we stopped using leaded gasoline. If I thought I could write a novel I would.

I understand what they are trying to say but I have to learn things the way everyone else does the difference is in what i decided to learn It is not that I want to be in control. I just don't like being out of control. Nothing ever goes as planned and the blame is endless it is not an office building the whole wall has to be replaced if we cant get together what hope is there for anyone else? I am sorry for ruining your night I thought i could sit way in the back and watch something is wrong with me I may stop all this what is fractal relativity? I thought we were tight. I felt we were special. I felt like I lost my family It means nobody likes me

I dont think my life would have had a positive outcome if it wasn't for my father what is the best way to combat internet addiction because the winner is the one who gets stuck with it there has been a lot of tricksters that is how they play it was congress who created these hyper republican districts its not just a nuclear option it is a hydrogen option and I think they are prepared to use it Washington DC IS Area 51 I wanted a home run so bad I lost the game over it. I think it is the districts too but it is racist to say anything about it there are no rules it doesn't make sense and it isn't fair Two super massive black holes? Three?

it means "barking dog" self defense doesn't make you judge jury and executioner the rights of life liberty and pursuit of happiness trumps everything else. If he didn't deserve it, it was a violation of his civil rights they are trying to make a right side wrong side issue out of this if there is nothing left to calculate if you are fully known you minus well be dead 2 is to 5 as 4 is to 24 the worst thing you can do to a loved one is disappear it is an act of violence to disappear on someone if we would only live 5 years without them, is it our civilization or theirs? The beginnings get lost and no one can ever identify them. there are some things known only to God. and even that knowledge will attempt to pluralize itself nations were baptized by fire one by one some took longer than others 51 37 25 18 21 27 it is just an identifier don't worry about it I haven't played a full game in a long time I have been getting around...

they do not want a formal decision people are like meercats and i just don't belong the question is Why is it normal in the first place? there is some sort of catalyst that affects monkey text I guess this is the 90's Just because it is not true, doesn't mean it is delusional. I don't see as a hypothesis a farm hypothesis any better or worse than a zoo hypothesis I dont need your negativity I dont need someone who thinks the worst of me all the time. If nothing is real where is the reality to argue about? you cant say nothing is real and then argue as to which history is real or not it is not democratic i am sorry

if you know where you are going, go there. Do not get lost over me. My name is Clozaril I revive the wicked I had exposure to what I wasn't prepared for. it is a legitimate grouping and they don't want to accept it they are frames not variables yes it does matter why go to the wizard when you don't know what you want? I guess I am here for the fragrance. you need a big target? shoot the moon Id give anything to see david 17 and happy even if it wasn't me. it cannot be rationally explained the more you theorize the worse it gets. there is a difference between accidents and accidentals you dont use it to compute yourself a universe an infinity of those are already there you just need to twist or jump. there are plenty of naturals out there and they are far superior to anything contrived they call it cowbirding or wildcating but it works that way personal property doesn't evolve well if you no longer share frame of reference ...

I think Obama faced more than Carter or Reagan I like obsolete stuff. We could have ten dollar computers if someone would support obsolete stuff The sad irony is that he interferes and that he is determined to interfere He isn't going to find hydrogen and pull the plug wow I didnt know my computer could do that! What would you do with someone who knew too much of what he need not know to begin with? if we adopt string theory do we have to through away the adam? This aint Star Trek. you are watching too much television things aint always solved in an hour you dont recognize it because it represents a pair I dont know what to say about that. If you have a time machine and the time machine causes the big bang you are stuck with your time machine

the praying one is Jesus He is trying to get John to pray

I could never push a wave this big aND i CANT STOP IT EITHER

They tell me I am causing it, then tell me I am delusional for thinking I am causing it. you don't sit on a wall you hang on a wall It is not about electromagnetism. It is about whether it matters or not. Are human events Quantum events? How are human events different  from Quantum events? Why are they different? They ask these things I am sure. It sounds like snake oil so they stay away from it. I don't know what will fix the economy, but superstition aint going to fix it. We need to put cycles into the economy. What happens to physiology when time stops? Just another evolutionary hurdle. Time is saturated, time is regular one hiccup and time freezes Gold is pink I told you Anton it is a chronomally they are real like rouge waves At least they got rid of the tube it doesn't due to wear it on your head either If there is no reality Then who cares about the dinosaurs Its like trash in the DNA why are you asking for the consent of a ch...