Average Inner Blog

I guess I am a bicyclist and I need to play for the team.  If it means I have to break the wind for the big guy, I guess that’s what I have to do.  Somebody has to back my word.  I can’t keep saying stuff and it not happening.   I’m telling you.  I don’t want to be the beast. I am very reluctant about it, but a cruel April fools day joke was played on both me and Jesus, and it’s not going to stop by itself.  Words are not going to fix it Action is needed and it is needed now.  Somebody needs to step up.  This is not about my salvation.  It’s not going to stop at 123, it’s going to keep going. The universe will be one big joke. I need someone to back me up.  I’m not playing for personal glory, but I don’t understand the hesitation and the cause right now.  I see the kingdom, it’s in the corner of my eye for a week or two, and then it stops. Maybe I need to be the beast and have my own team.  I love Jesus.  I really res...

 I don’t know why he lets me say this heresy.  I think he is angry, he knows I am being medicated to keep the lights on and the door open. She is the one with her Mr Roboto shit that brought “time travel” into the equation, and that is the problem.  She is the only one who can fix it.  Is it not enough that children are born with original sin, that they be born in darkness too? If she thinks some David Mallory from the future is persecuting her, she needs to get help. I could believe a lot of things.  Some things need to be rejected no matter how true they are. It is in your world once you have accepted it. Some things can seem perfectly true, but if you allow yourself to believe it, you will never see the real truth. It doesn’t matter who that forsaken casualty loop pops out.  It doesn’t mean they are God.  I’ve told you it’s a name game.  Jesus is more than just a name. You have the choice.  Once you have accepted it.  It’s in the lexi...