I guess I am a bicyclist and I need to play for the team. If it means I have to break the wind for the big guy, I guess that’s what I have to do. Somebody has to back my word. I can’t keep saying stuff and it not happening.
I’m telling you. I don’t want to be the beast. I am very reluctant about it, but a cruel April fools day joke was played on both me and Jesus, and it’s not going to stop by itself. Words are not going to fix it
Action is needed and it is needed now. Somebody needs to step up. This is not about my salvation. It’s not going to stop at 123, it’s going to keep going. The universe will be one big joke.
I need someone to back me up. I’m not playing for personal glory, but I don’t understand the hesitation and the cause right now. I see the kingdom, it’s in the corner of my eye for a week or two, and then it stops. Maybe I need to be the beast and have my own team. I love Jesus. I really respect his name. I understand his needs to be and remain the highest. I really don’t want to do that, but someone needs to start making proclamations and it needs to happen now.
Somebody did already take you on. Jasmine did it until she was a walking twilight zone. Why do I need to do it? I saw it with my own two eyes. To believe in anything else would be complete denial
IT IS EITHER JUST A BOOK OR IT ISN’T AND YOU NEED TO STOP LYING ABOUT IT!
I’m frustrated. On one hand they are telling me it’s just a book, but on the other they are medicating me because I burnt the damn thing. If it is just a book then why the heck are they medicating me. Someone should have told me before I took psychiatric medication it was a permanent thing. And no matter what nobody says no one should be forced to keep the lights on and the door open so others can kick the can down the road GOSH DARN IT
IT WAS AN EASY SOLUTION JUST SAY I WAS A THIRD DARN HEAD GOSH DARN IT
Good had a head
Evil had a head
And somewhere was a third head
And the other two got in a effing argument
You are looking for comprehensive winning arguments. It’s a humanistic thing. It is not the path to glory.
What if you were the first and you never saw it and nobody ever told you or you kept slamming the door in their face.
Because only the first would be so stubborn to do that.
Yes you keep slamming the door in my face and I’m left wondering whether I should try again or not and people are blaming me.
I’m just about ready to say f the whole damn thing.
Then divorce this thunder from who ever this David Mallory person wants to be
If you were with me you saw it too. I feel like Spock in the radiation room. Or Data trying to keep the secret.
Someone is escalating this shit and it’s not me
Give it to him when he is older. When he can appreciate it.
I’m sorry third heads have a hard time
He is your son, but please don’t have him suffer over and over again because you want some second chance for me. I could never live with myself.
Please promise me you will take it all away from me before that happens
People talk about me like I’m not even there, they say “he was born that way” and I don’t even know what they are talking about.
I mourn in my sleep. I have phantom chest pains over it. People think I’m stupid and crazy. They are giving up on you. They just adjust the speed and do what they want to anyway. I tried speed bumps. I’ve tried scaring the shit out of them. Nothing works. Only the originals would be so stubborn. They cannot comprehend winning is a losing argument. I take a dive over over over over and over again to get it through their thick heads. No wonder they are in Hotel California. This whole damn universe is in Hotel California. Well guess what? I’m not.
When I arrive, I will have it, I promise.
When we arrive, we will have it, we promise.
Like I’ve said before, some beloved unlucky man had a cruel April fool’s joke played on him.
They think that is what should happen to solipsistic assholes. I don’t think they appreciate that’s where the service comes from. It’s like a stupid computer attacking its own boot sector.
They won’t last long and they will blame me.
They need to be scared that the whole damn thing is going to collapse and they need to be scared now.
The solipsistic asshole they are doing it to is the boot sector
Make me feel it
If I am in danger of burning in hell than make me feel it. It’s preferable to the emotional pain I’ve been through, and when I did burn I actually liked it.
I told you damnit it’s not a game. I am telling you Jasmine already did what you are asking me to do. It defeats my whole purpose. I minus well switch sides
It’s about keeping the ball in play, winning is secondary.
I’m done with it. I can’t do it anymore. Please don’t use me to kick the can down the road again. No matter what my philosophy is.
Where would you go if you completely gave up? That is where you will find the answer. If you have gotten down on your knees and moved heavy objects what else can you do? I’m sorry I don’t have the faith anymore. This is too much for me.
Jesus prayed until he bled. Was it enough for him?
I guess if the issue is separation from God this is exactly what you would expect to happen.
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