Average Inner Blog

I don't get angry like I am supposed to. I can't run. I have facial recognition problems My social interaction is shot. I can't push myself I can't challenge myself I don't feel the need to worship anything. Proverbs is right. Sometimes you need to set aside your personal understanding And trust in God. It bothers me that I don't know what the original timeline was. I saw a small child given a game, And he was told,"You have one chance, and if things go south, go south." I want that small boy to make it back home. Run with it. I must admit, he looks nothing like Oj Simpson. I guess the meme likes being stolen. "Something in the water does not compute." It is probably the cycle, not the water itself. I guess the role does too. I don't do the math, The math does me. Apparently so  do a number of others. Jesus was crucified for saying "I am" His divinity is the central issue to why ...

There are a lot of sad people out there. We can't write them all off for being stupid. There is no pass or fail. It is all about how far you can take it. No one was supposed to get hurt. It was a funhouse. It wasn't meant to have a solution. It wasn't meant to be solved. Do dominoes fall? Only if you set them up. Miracles happen when they need to. Supernatural  Divine  Intervention You shouldn't call for it unless you are ready for it. Winning and solving may be anthropic  What I consider is aliens may not think that way You are right I can't just make statements  I must consider being able to defend them. It is considered just because we haven't learned anything. The more we focus on winning and solving the worse it gets. "You didn't have to be so nice. I would have loved you anyway." End stage renal disease. I like the idea of someone listening to the same stream I am. Addictive Pr...

Too dumb to smash it with a hammer. I pleaded with her to stop. She was ready to launch. I wonder what was so special about Bill Cosby's house. I am a good guy. I don't deserve this shit. She couldn't cover me. It's not my fault. I tried to tell her something was wrong. I am in the way. I am an obstacle to who she wants to be. I don't know exactly what American women feel entitled to. I am a man. I don't have the right to be in the way. I guess I can't debate common sense. The democrats sneezed and the republicans caught the flu. Delusions are generally the simple explanation. They are an explanation to something the individual is experiencing. I don't know what the Internet has to do with the Big Bang. If we are being compressed, it will develop flaws. I would go farther, but I hate drum machines. Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us? Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us? That's what buddies are for. If you can follow it, you are me. I can...

I get words I get pictures I don't always know what they mean. Scientific minds don't always have that luxury. I think it scares them. I don't think they are ready to think that way. Just because I allow myself to think that way, Doesn't mean I am mad or delusional. I believe there is a bizarro world, And I don't think they have a high opinion of us. I wanted to be schizophrenic  I thought it was cool A lot of the fears I deal with are hers. If something cannot be compressed, will that cause errors? I need to become accustomed to the idea I am not right about everything. His ways are not my ways. My thoughts are not his thoughts. When the rocks start falling, I am going to be praying like everyone else. Smile and be predictable. Why do things quantize to begin with? I shouldn't be expected to prove myself. I couldn't use it if I created one anyway. I shouldn't be expected to prove my own existence. That is wrong. I have been taught the futility of it. Be...

What is cheating sex? A pedestrian stepped on a butterfly. All the music of 77 is just really special for some reason. It reminds me of lying in front of the console with my Mom, And going to see Star Wars with my Dad. Radical Islam will never rule the world in peace. How do you know something is wrong if it has always been that way? Here I am bitching about lead, And vinyl records have lead. I must have been born  desperate. A championship in many other places, Would be just another championship. At VCU it would be much more than that. How about Styx at the super bowl in Chicago? Matt and the harmonics  I don't remember there being 93 different versions no. Of the coverup, By the coverup, For the coverup.

I understand the John 1:1 debate I understand the revelation 1:11 debate God let the GNB be written. There is a tradition of parsing surrounding the KJV that outsiders do not understand. That I admittedly do not understand. For me it is an issue of new wine and old wine

,Nobody wants to be king of the mountain. It costs too much, and you can't stay there I may not recognize the truth, But I am not meaning to deceive anyone. That there is no magic, That there is no alchemy, That is the lie. There is a difference between resorting to magic to explain something, And acknowledging it is there Telling you the truth Without ushering in the dark ages  One thing seems certain, They ain't listening to the carpenters. The second amendment is about the people's right to revolt, Not the right to shoot up elementary schools. I don't think it is understood what would have to be done. It's not just a 1984 thing It is a 1963 thing It makes me hope I am delusional. That I am making up the absurdity  E I want the words to flow I want my parrot to talk, Nobody sees the value in It It's ok to show because he is Palestinian?ff I don't recall any one else gunned down on television. In the beginning ...

What is the "yet" operation? .gov is for tourists I understand why she wanted her own server It's not .mil That is the sort of thing you would do in Nobunaga What is a fantasy fugue? I don't think they ever took into account what might happen if someone actually did rewire themselves. I create too many questions, And I don't answer any. Did she really have to do it? Has it really kept me out of trouble? I don't remember much about 1983. I tried to become another person but I failed Beyond the realm of any possibility. I won't get an accurate portrayal if leave out the ugly parts. Have they ever said "poo" on American television? Someone who is always right is not high on my desirable list. One percent happens Everyday Psychiatry doesn't think one percent should change the way they treat people. They talk about the brain making new connections, but aren't ready when it actually happens. I have rewired myself, and I don't know if it...

You can experience it, But I don't think you will ever have proof. I am not the way I see myself am I. Did Jesus really tell them the rocks would talk? I hate the term "High functioning" It makes it sound I could be better if I tried harder. If you have an event that needs to happen, You will have a whole line of things that need to happen, And some of those things may be in cyberspace Just as they might in a dream Which gets down to what dreams are Just because it sounds bizarre, Doesn't mean its irrational. They are two separate things. We are like gasoline Nobody has found a use for us yet. I spend a lot of energy staying rational. "Lithium is believed to have been created by the Big Bang" Hence "stitched to the bang" You give lithium to those who are holographic It's a dose of reality Relax I am only half kidding When you try to understand it, It gets bizarre. It...

I know why the wall still stands. And so do they. Well suspect anyway. People feel like they can't talk That they can't make any real decisions. We are hanging by a thread, And God has the scissors. Winners can't begin to understand the rest of us. I did not consider radio communications  was an advanced class in psychology. I think I have "theory of mind" impairment. If left to their own devices, People will readily kill one another. Cognitively I am fine. It is interaction with other people I have problems with. America is torn. America does not believe in itself. America cannot defend its own interests. Someone else must stand. It was the cosmopolitan thing to do She has something she feels needs to be accomplished and she won't compromise. It would be better if I never said anything. Why are we so celebrated? What did we do? Why were you looking for someone like me to begin with? It is scary to have conversations with someon...

It isthe firewall. It makes the difference between what's possible and what's not. Any reasonably bright person would run afoul of it sooner or later. The only way to know its a firewall is what happens when you do away with it. Here and there doesn't mean anything without then and now. It's all about the boundaries. It begins with a boundary. It ends with a boundary. Self is a boundary Place is a boundary Life as we know it is a boundary Sometime you let anger get the best of you and you cross a boundary you didn't mean to cross. You can't get it back and you are left with a life you cannot fix What is game impairment? Part of me doesn't understand the radio is not another person. That's different from thinking everyone is out to get you. I thought you were kidding when you said I was autistic. They were trying to sweep up trouble makers, and I got caught in the net. Some just cant make what causality does to odds People don't appreciate how debilit...

Why do I have insight and restraint when other psychos don't? What is Cardinal Fatigue? The things that are important can deteriorate. The brick at the bottom has more stress on it than the brick at the top. But they are still bricks. God did not tell Adam and Eve they were going to live happily ever after. What is a device or media with an obscene amount of information? The girls just want to dash me on the rocks. Fine don't believe in reverse speech and magic squares. I will use them and I will have an advantage you won't use. Belief in God may start because something is biased and partial about the universe. Let's be clear. The phrase "average inner thought" came from reverse speech analysis of something I wrote. I don't know why other people can't get the results I do. I think it is something that doesn't easily lend itself to scientific study. That doesn't mean it should be called pseudo science. Just because you can't get your parro...

Dark time is easy. Dark time is events that haven't happened If object permanence is a skill Then reality is something you must learn. Reality is a skill I am lacking in. Why was that so easy to find now? It wasn't like that before Anything that sets you apart is a psychiatric condition. If everything is about sex then why are we here? We minus well be fruit flies or something. What a relief. I thought it was membranes colliding in my head. I have never seen a more crazy ending in my life! I didn't do anything immoral or illegal. I simply expressed my desire for my team to win In a bizarre superstitious way Today is national give somebody a truck day. The biggest symptom of time travel is confusion. Malcolm XLIX It is just a way to remember Malcolm Butler's name I want to make a comment about the "cheating" But I can't I have never been officially exonerated But I did graduate basic If bad was thought of me That wo...

i envy the ability to move on. I feel like I am stuck. I feel like I don't have that ability. I mean how am I supposed to move on. I guess singlemindedness is good with some things. For other things it is a disaster 1 + 8 = 9 8 + 16 = 24 24 + 8 = 32 24 + 25 = 49 Math is a good way to jam. It's not a perfect sequence. It beats around the bush. I want to play railroad tycoon with my iPad Also present, as in  Tutankhamun's tomb , were decorative designs featuring the representation of the twelve monkeys, symbolizing the night hours on one of the burial chamber walls. Totally unique to any royal tomb are beautiful bird hunting scenes. The tomb was discovered by Belzoni in 1816. Read more:  http://www.touregypt.net/featurestories/ay.htm#ixzz3P2zJAefk Please forgive me about what is going on with jasmine I am not strong enough to confront her and stop her I do not agree with what she posts http://www.svabhinava.org/reviews/12monkeys/default-FAQ.php They represent dark time I felt...

We shouldn't have "wiped our assess with it" I won't do that again. I apologize What is a second? How do you pictograph time? The universe expands because time is slowing down? How would we know? How can there be a universe without universal time? It's not dark matter It's universal time? Recently I have wondered why Relativity doesn't shatter everything. I guess you don't need it if you don't have problems with it. Call it dark time Would it still perform the same function? Things are not as fragile as it seems they should be. It's like the universe has bubble wrap. If this is lucky, I would hate to see what cursed is like. I think they should call it The Obama Bowl. I don't mean to treat the language poorly. I write this way because of a vision I had. I guess if I got away with it, everyone would start doing it, and there would be a domino effect, and the language itself would suffer. 1 + 8 = 9 9 + 16 = 25 25 + 24 = 49 49 + 32 = 81 What i...

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Nobody  asks if Oklahoma City is small. I think they do it to piss me off. I am not sure what I am trying to be right about. If there is a 12 by 2, and a 3 by 8, there should be a 4 by 6. I have always said I am not here to be happy, But if you don't love the world Everything goes to shit I know it's a Hail Mary but it ain't on me. I consider they generally degenerate if not maintained. Like I said, if you don't love the world it goes to shit. It may seem simple to you, but it's not to me, And that doesn't make me a bad person A train wreck is coming and I can't stop it They are going to go all in. They think it would be stupid not to. I am worried it is going to turn into a financial thing And that it's going to evaporate. Why do you know so much? I want to know what you know. It's a thrown away Bible for thrown away people. Psychiatry likes to shotgun. I care whether it's living or...

If it is a condition, it is not a lifestyle. If it is a lifestyle, it is not a condition. If it is not a disease You can't diagnose someone as having it. I didn't know. Just stick whatever you want in there, Because that is what I feel. Hide behind rules and labels. It feels it is smarter than us. It feels it should make decisions, not us. I guess initial conditions are important. I was mad at M for being mean to C. I have never felt it was a big deal. I guess it was. I asked God to take it away from me And I have never felt the same since. If they are going to make a lasting decision, It needs to come from congress I feel embarrassed and stupid You totally missed it. it was about why people say "you know" all the time.   I have earned my ignorance. They call you delusional Say you are hallucinating  Then get mad saying you stole something It's my head I need a place where it's ok for me to b...

I haven't led her on She is here because she wants to be here Set, grouping, whatever we call it, nature is going to decide what it is They think, if they make a game out of it, it will last longer. Channeling doesn't lend itself to challenging yourself. If I could make a real peice of music I would. This sleek polished stuff is exactly what I am afraid of. I feel people want me to be exactly what I am trying not to be. Human relations is scary  They are not going to rest until they have 120 percent of everybody. Dissent will be pathological. Half of them are trying to corner you And the other half are pissed you are getting away with it. I consider evolution may have mitochondrial assistance. nothing exists if you don't believe in it. they don't want you to know the voices can be pushed out. I wouldn't get angry if I didn't value your opinion. One day I am going to wake up and it's going to be too late. I feel h...

I wouldn't have the title if no one was reading it. What is digital glow? The same people who will accept they are only one person and cannot change anything, get upset if you tell them they don't matter. It is a legitimate grouping. I cannot force you to accept that. I don't know. It has some therapeutic value. What is heat psychology? Superstition is what happens when the floor drops out. Until you have been at the center of the whirlwind, I don't think you can fully understand. There is a difference between going viral and bleeding out. whenever I do get an idea of why it is dangerous it does not stay in my head very long I thought I was doing something bold and heroic. The crime rate went down because we stopped using leaded gasoline. If I thought I could write a novel I would.

I understand what they are trying to say but I have to learn things the way everyone else does the difference is in what i decided to learn It is not that I want to be in control. I just don't like being out of control. Nothing ever goes as planned and the blame is endless it is not an office building the whole wall has to be replaced if we cant get together what hope is there for anyone else? I am sorry for ruining your night I thought i could sit way in the back and watch something is wrong with me I may stop all this what is fractal relativity? I thought we were tight. I felt we were special. I felt like I lost my family It means nobody likes me

I dont think my life would have had a positive outcome if it wasn't for my father what is the best way to combat internet addiction because the winner is the one who gets stuck with it there has been a lot of tricksters that is how they play it was congress who created these hyper republican districts its not just a nuclear option it is a hydrogen option and I think they are prepared to use it Washington DC IS Area 51 I wanted a home run so bad I lost the game over it. I think it is the districts too but it is racist to say anything about it there are no rules it doesn't make sense and it isn't fair Two super massive black holes? Three?

it means "barking dog" self defense doesn't make you judge jury and executioner the rights of life liberty and pursuit of happiness trumps everything else. If he didn't deserve it, it was a violation of his civil rights they are trying to make a right side wrong side issue out of this if there is nothing left to calculate if you are fully known you minus well be dead 2 is to 5 as 4 is to 24 the worst thing you can do to a loved one is disappear it is an act of violence to disappear on someone if we would only live 5 years without them, is it our civilization or theirs? The beginnings get lost and no one can ever identify them. there are some things known only to God. and even that knowledge will attempt to pluralize itself nations were baptized by fire one by one some took longer than others 51 37 25 18 21 27 it is just an identifier don't worry about it I haven't played a full game in a long time I have been getting around...

they do not want a formal decision people are like meercats and i just don't belong the question is Why is it normal in the first place? there is some sort of catalyst that affects monkey text I guess this is the 90's Just because it is not true, doesn't mean it is delusional. I don't see as a hypothesis a farm hypothesis any better or worse than a zoo hypothesis I dont need your negativity I dont need someone who thinks the worst of me all the time. If nothing is real where is the reality to argue about? you cant say nothing is real and then argue as to which history is real or not it is not democratic i am sorry

if you know where you are going, go there. Do not get lost over me. My name is Clozaril I revive the wicked I had exposure to what I wasn't prepared for. it is a legitimate grouping and they don't want to accept it they are frames not variables yes it does matter why go to the wizard when you don't know what you want? I guess I am here for the fragrance. you need a big target? shoot the moon Id give anything to see david 17 and happy even if it wasn't me. it cannot be rationally explained the more you theorize the worse it gets. there is a difference between accidents and accidentals you dont use it to compute yourself a universe an infinity of those are already there you just need to twist or jump. there are plenty of naturals out there and they are far superior to anything contrived they call it cowbirding or wildcating but it works that way personal property doesn't evolve well if you no longer share frame of reference ...

I think Obama faced more than Carter or Reagan I like obsolete stuff. We could have ten dollar computers if someone would support obsolete stuff The sad irony is that he interferes and that he is determined to interfere He isn't going to find hydrogen and pull the plug wow I didnt know my computer could do that! What would you do with someone who knew too much of what he need not know to begin with? if we adopt string theory do we have to through away the adam? This aint Star Trek. you are watching too much television things aint always solved in an hour you dont recognize it because it represents a pair I dont know what to say about that. If you have a time machine and the time machine causes the big bang you are stuck with your time machine

the praying one is Jesus He is trying to get John to pray

I could never push a wave this big aND i CANT STOP IT EITHER

They tell me I am causing it, then tell me I am delusional for thinking I am causing it. you don't sit on a wall you hang on a wall It is not about electromagnetism. It is about whether it matters or not. Are human events Quantum events? How are human events different  from Quantum events? Why are they different? They ask these things I am sure. It sounds like snake oil so they stay away from it. I don't know what will fix the economy, but superstition aint going to fix it. We need to put cycles into the economy. What happens to physiology when time stops? Just another evolutionary hurdle. Time is saturated, time is regular one hiccup and time freezes Gold is pink I told you Anton it is a chronomally they are real like rouge waves At least they got rid of the tube it doesn't due to wear it on your head either If there is no reality Then who cares about the dinosaurs Its like trash in the DNA why are you asking for the consent of a ch...

if I don't come across as legit no body else is going to being a chronomally doesn't make me a superhero. Fear and intimidation is not respect. If I have spoken out of turn, let Christ speak. It does not matter what you think, it is the significance you give it that makes it delusional just because you are in front, does not mean you have learned anything when things matter, they collide. cats are from andromeda Your world is not big enough for me. It was over before it started. I need to admit it to myself. I don't fit into the world they believe in, so they are trying to force it I have had something world changing happen to me and synchronicity is freaking me out. It is the bitter end of a huge knot. I couldn't get you out of my head, but I wasn't going to jail over you Why should I go out of my way to make him disappointed with me?

I have had information burn I no longer think the same as everyone else If God has a problem with lies there are plenty of instances of word verification he can throw at me Crowning achievements don't last very long. I guess it qualifies as being less than momentous. Evolution occurs because cosmological uncertainty forces mistakes. there is a reason for that. It has to do with the time reversal They borrowed the same index cards. when you solve your problem you put it on an index card That way when you have the same problem you know what to do time insists on my mortality a factor of the mind is involved in the cognition of pink. it is difficult everything pink touches turns pink I can see how it would become this massive force you were trying to stop. I guess it is good that there is someone up there who cares what is said and whats not. I got bit by an ostrich It means I am an honorary chimpanzee I am tenured also I was more i...

Without purpose, Life is an irrational dead end. Procreation provides the illusion we are going somewhere. Have your babies and get it over with. At least you won't win the Darwin award.   I appreciate when there are few demands on my time. Maybe I could belong somewhere if I could keep my mouth shut. Someone else may need to discover it one day this type of paradox is called A First Church Paradox for one it is the first for the other the second Draw something plausible, Present it as fact. UFOlogy does it all the time and they make millions The door is wide open. If you could comprehend how wide open it was, you might understand. I believe in the event field it motivates me It was there at the beginning It will be there at the end anyone who doesn't get out before the end of it all sorry She is in it for the transmitters She is 456 if you are making mistakes, it is working. that is what it does. as little as possible trying to live a ...

as things chill the useful bandwidth will become wider and wider saturation will get stronger until things are fully saturated even if it does take a dive at the beginning. somewhere in the apple is a seed that can produce a whole new tree I don't think he was to deny us anything, just most are wise to leave that tree alone. Leave something for everybody else. It is distressing to feel it has all been written before. If nothing is real, energy should be free. The definition of real must involve energy. If we are abused, we live lives that are ineffective and redundant It stands for Gray White and Red. May I love you. I thought she could help me relocate It is a small city. We will meet somewhere else. If you know your way, go there. Don't lose your way over me.

this is what happens when you fight it. It ends up on the other side of yourself I can't say who she is. I can't say where she comes from. She minus well be an angel. You cannot win a war with your subconscious. Because in the end you will lose. If you do win, You are your subconscious. If you are winning all of the time, You are not real. Only losers are real. Winners are imagined. It is called Win Theory or The Blue Collision. If we keep going with this Win Theory the little people are going to be fighting wars for us in cyberspace. When you have everything you want, the real you has nothing. The silly games we play have a strong impact on what we consider real. Reality was open to be defined If you pick a fight with your subconscious, expect to be beat up. I didn't realize how trivial it was. They were grooming for y2k and I over reacted It was nothing. It was a chest x ray. It was no big deal. I don't know why I overreacted. ...

if i put enough of myself in here, they may be able to bring me up inside a computer one day I said that a long time ago Some people are too caught up in gang theory to understand that You put yourself into it. That is what the damn thing is for. Am I doing the wrong thing? It is not meant to be read as poetry. It is written for a computer to compile my personality. It is construct. and it is very good construct.

If I do not protect and defend, I am a poor caretaker and none will be given to me Men fight. Men choose violence. Women choose magic. What do informed Gentlemen respond with? It isn't what you think, it is how you respond. Mental illness is in the response. This is what I am getting from television. I am just watching television. Ugliness compounds itself. In this day and age, a physicians blackout is an accomplishment. You are the one that wants evolution. Why should you be surprised about cow birding. Sooner or later, you stop playing the game to win.  I guess I am just not lead role material. It was more than just chat. It was a real thing to me. I vaguely remember something about you being at Kings Dominion. The word handyman came up several times today It is a mathmatical definition It is like saying you dont need zero If I am doing more harm than good, let this be finished. call it the app room I remember the 22nd I still don't t...

perform random acts of kindness share beautiful things I didn't come back from where I left Isn't it enough that somewhere there is a family whose loved one never returned? They want me to make time. They think time is going to end. There is no significance The question has been answered already There are benefits to loosing that are not richly understood. My mind went through a traumatic experience, so it created YZAX find someone who has one and pummel them to death If it aint safe for do nothings it aint safe for anybody We need to keep this excercise alive. What will happen if we need to start all over. You look like Anton Levay. The trick is getting Sunday to do it. time exists cause something was thrown away

How would you recognize the beginning? and what would happen if it didn't happen? They think they decide and they don't. They are forever giving us second chances and don't even know it. It would keep coming back and you would never know it. I aint going for the endless second chance. those are the effects of probability It doesn't have to be that way I have already been instructed in that arena. the truth makes people delusional Psychiatry is not about truth. Psychiatry is about law and order Anything good can wait I know it can't be had. I will settle for being a chronomaly If I can't have it for myself, maybe I can have it for somebody else. The choice is already mine and I need to give it to somebody. If there isn't a heaven, I will make one. It is called consolidation of choice. The universe would not work if choice had free reign. People lead structured dependent lives. You are really bucking the system if you don...

The only thing real about this life, is it doesn't stop when you want it to. Maybe she can change it, but she has to stop it first. Nothing it needs to settle out. I am spellbound I don't know. Needless to say she doesn't see the savior of western civilization. I know because I needed to know. Why were you hiding it from me? That type of stuff is being observed, and they are not getting away with it. Anyone can have a conversation with themselves, that they think is about themselves but its not. It is like wet liver. In schizophrenia it breaks down. You start acting out. If you are a single neuron in someones brain, the idea of a human being may be a little radical. The words want to live and grow. They don't care who wrote them. Our desire to pin it to someone is just another bottleneck. I represent our first world independence. That is what the monkeys had before they saw the obelisk. I am the last one to be cycled, and the syst...

Don't worry about who's system you are in. Feed the children. Deloris is right. We are spending thousands on frivolous stuff and the children aren't getting fed. I can see why law and order people have problems with this shit. I hope it need not happen again. He said he was on the other side of 2 nines. Radiohead says within a week. That or anonymous has an earthquake machine. Words are alive. Words are viral. We are completely different people than we would be without words. We can't fight words, they we given to us by our parents. There is a feral entity in all of us. They are stupid. They don't think right. All they had to do was play some nintendo. I thought they understood. They take advantage of every little loophole they can find. They think it is a brain contest. We are always at war. Peace is a bourgeois illusion. Hell with it. I will go to New Orleans by myself if I have to. This is what proof does. and this is the proof of it. In my mind this world needed...

because you can't get phrases like "average inner thought" the regular way He doesn't know he is moving the sun across the sky. To him its just a ball of dung. Not only is it a ball of dung, but he has it all wrong. How can you tell me it is no good? It is my whole life. People who fool around with reverse speech do not live happy normal lives I guess the odds are better I am not a real person I haven't accomplished anything. It's all fabricated. Take a wrong turn at every intersection and see where you end up You want action? Make a movie. The whole thing is going to turn into a flip flop and the whole thing is going to flip and flop. We need to work under the assumption it is already happening. You need to wait until things are extremely forgotten, then things will re write themselves I trust that time will flow through this circuit again someday. I am never going to believe it It is never going to happen for me. I don't know about that guy behind you. H...

He is letting me do this crazy stuff cause it is over, you stupid jerks Christ's message was not about winning. It was about empathy and tolerance. What do you want? A gold medal that says you are better than everyone else? She was in a groundhog day and didn't think there would be any consequence If you aren't part of the crowd mentality there is something wrong with you. I don't have to cross the Mississippi anymore I can do it right here. I am operating under the assumption we are being averaged. I feel it is my duty to give you headaches. I find it far more plausible that I caused the big bang than that I used to be a musician and can't remember because of ECT If we all got together and tied a big knot these spirits would leave us alone. That is what is going to happen anyway. Some people take great pride in the failure of an individual. The worst part about having schizophrenia is how offensive it is to other people. I shall mourn than. We are in a fight to sta...

I will let it be your choice generous. I must not feel happy. This is not the place for me to be happy. Why do you demand this of me? In the absence of divine authority, we have imprisoned ourselves. Only the damned show mercy. Forgetting is the key to the whole damn thing. You need to be now for it to work, and it isn't easy being now. I am giving the old tests to everybody. They think they are better because they understand and you don't. I would never want to be accused of hiding anything. They are not interested in the human condition. They think they are the karma police. You think you have a monopoly on that sort of thing? I submit that I had already taken a more stringent test and passed. What basis in reality does that test even have? Even if it did happen, and I can't confirm for myself that it did. That was Martin Luther's ghost scaring the shit out of you. There was a nest that was created, but someone came along and cowbirded the nest. The past was uncertain...