then east and west...

then east and west have to work together to go north

I told you ten years ago

you have to go south before you go north

nature goes south

its the go south philosophy

it drives everybody nuts

somebody got pissed

we were finding the light every time
and somebody did not like it

somehow I know

somehow I know its more than his retirement

i am going to keep talking....

just ignore me

people had tools

they knew how to use them

me and dad

I dont know where
it was a lot different

thats why I keep telling you

I cant tell you how to use stuff

just enought to make it work

I know you dont like it

but its part nature

it was the idea of a solution that caused it

it had nothing to do with my sex life

it was not an easy street

his kingdom is here

jehovah's witness is right

God is not going to allow it

ours works

theirs doesn't
why should we shut off something that works
even if it could be shut off

I fought for you to have a future

this is ice water

satan...

satan dont want you to know this history people
he wants you to live in the bad old days

it never really happened

dont worry about it

its tragic

but I can't unlearn it

what do you think now?

I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unwinable
I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unavoidable
what do you think now?

study your history

darwin and marx started world war two
God didnt

it only took about three weeks

and its done me good

an understanding

people struggle for an understanding
and if they just turned to God they would have one

I have shit...

I have shit people struggle their whole life for

she must be seeing all sorts of shit...

she must be seeing all sorts of shit that aint real
I dont know how to help

everybody does it to me

why should I single them out

I may be weak

but I am not worthless

I could not be a jarhead

not in a million years

he could be a jarhead if he wanted to

if he thought he needed to be

animals love my father

you try to be a good person
you try to do the right thing
and people have it in for you

I am not the person my father is...

but I am not a sociopath

my kitty is well adjusted

I have done my best not to traumatize him

satan...

satan is filling her head with a bunch of bullshit crap

she thinks...

she thinks she is the mother of humanity or something

yes

its like adam and eve were in splitsville

I wouldn't know how to do it if I tried

she has some sort of complex

I don't think I am here to have fun
I don't think I am here to be happy

why is it dangerous...

why is it dangerous when men can say no?
something is messed up with that
how can Adam be blamed if he cant say no

why would i do that?

I could have done that 10 15 25 years ago
this all would be for naught

you think i came here for nothing...

you think I came here 25 years into the future for nothing
I am not letting this go

I said no

now I know what they do to people who believe

we are having a knockdown drag out brawl

gasible

you have a christian with an attitude problem on you hands

I see things coming

and I will wait until the last moment

they want me to get mad and blame God

but I know better