Thursday, October 16

Wednesday, October 15

im insulted

everyone is living in superstition land
do you want to live in the real world or not?

Wednesday, October 8

the proof is in the pudding

the game is the proof
and thats the game
and it aint a fuckin game anymore
you fucking morons
and we have the xrays to prove it
the book is dead
square down

Sunday, October 5

Friday, October 3

as a matter of fact

we are ALL innocent!

who do i think i am?

an innocent man thats what i think i am

were not playing

we aren't playing head market games anymore
too many innocent people get hurt

merry christmas

we are in the light
and so is the whole milky way

who to bang

you don't dig a planet on the bang
you bang a planet on the bang

dig me?

i dont think that is a good idea
im caustic

i apologize

i apologize to those who are upset because i didn't ask
i hope you understand why that didnt happen

dont be scared

dig means opening up alternative history's
although mine cannot change
dont worry its the same time every time

and cornelia

gosh so many letters ginger this ginger that
how did you put up with it all
maybe you could give them to her if you still have them

thank yous

thank you allison for being my only wife and being with me and going along with my crazy ideas
thank you ginger apparently you took some real hell
thank you kim you know what you are thanked for
thank you those that have been in my life
especially Allison Ginger Kim
hopefully you will have a better life now
and maybe God can assist us to make things easier

the spirit world is angry

you cant dig a planet that is on the bang

decisions descisions

ill take my chances

Wednesday, October 1

Friday, September 26

the facts

the only way out of this
is for us to convince ourselves
the many worlds interpretation is wrong
for if its not
i am a bottleneck
i am going to stay a bottleneck
and nothing is going to fix this bottleneck
that is the facts
and if that sounds to big headed
im sorry

Wednesday, September 24

burn

if i have to burn so that others may have freedom from religion thats my job

888

externalize
God does not want you in his head forever.
That's what he wants you to do.

Sunday, September 21

i feel sorry

i feel sorry for these people
they dont believe in God
they dont believe in science
i dont know what they believe in
except themselves

and...

and if they cant fix it
they are going to take advantage of it
as much as they can
I forgive these people
but its not me they are going to have to answer to

Saturday, September 20

as if that wasnt enough

as if that wasnt bottleneck enough
they are going to try and fix the damn thing

sweetheart

sweetheart anyone can write a true story
a true story is just one somebody has lived
and anyone can live a lie

Friday, September 19

bottleneck

i guess they didnt account for a latent bottleneck with a huge imagination

Thursday, September 18

to everybody

i apologize
my mind is not getting enough exercise
and im making stuff up
i understand why yall think im an automaton

keys

keys are bad karma
keys hurt people

Monday, September 15

problems

they all have problems
the only thing you can do
is avoid having the same problems

Sunday, September 14

Saturday, September 13

y2k -- what happened?

i cant be certain
i gave the disk away
and schizo always make claims like this
but i may have wrote a legitimate fix to y2k
back in 1985

please help the children

im upset that Delores is mad at me about the children

Friday, September 12

what im concerned about

it is the observation of the higgs boson itself im worried about

the god particle

if you can't write on a piece of paper
"the God Particle"
and burn it
then maybe you should think twice

Tuesday, September 9

schrodinger particles

you are going to discover Schrodinger particles
particles that only exist under direct observation

non zero worldlines

all these non zero worldlines are very close
and there is no guarantee its going to be isolated to one worldline

Sunday, September 7

foolish

i was foolish irresponsible and stupid
the whole thing has been a foolish irresponsible and stupid mess

Saturday, September 6

let me guess

you have someone else over there and you are afraid I'll collapse his worldline
which by the way is probably what he is trying to do to me
AND THERE ARE A LOT OF INNOCENT BYSTANDERS

this isnt about me

this isnt about me
it never was

dave plays gene dixon

McCain will win
and there will be another cold war

Thursday, September 4

what you feel

what you feel is "quantum death"
link

what they don't want you to believe in

1. write down what you need assistance with.
ie I need help with math.
or I need help finding a job

2. rest on Saturday

3. give generously

this stuff works!
it really does!

Wednesday, September 3

Monday, September 1

schizophrenia

I have active schizophrenia
as opposed to dormant
or passive schizophrenia

Sunday, August 31

problems with many worlds

if there are many worlds
there could be countless worlds
where the only thing different
is whats going on inside your head

follow nature

the best time is after a bottleneck

Sunday, August 24

symbiotic?

the bible doesn't say symbiotic relationship
the bible says enmity
the bible says dust

Monday, August 11

many world interpretation

if you accept the many worlds interpretation
and thats a big if
you must recognize
that just because it aint happening here
doesnt mean it aint happening

Friday, August 8

cern

I feel the spirits are calling out for me to get them to stop
but there is nothing else I can do
they dont understand their own laws
it is in god's hands now

Friday, August 1

ok

ok maybe thats a little extreme, but i feel something catalytic is going on.

Thursday, July 31

what is it?

the "frames experiment" isn't a theory
it isn't an equation nor does it represent anything physical
its a creation like a game
which somehow has an effect on probability
making things or people "smarter"

Sunday, July 27

Tuesday, May 13

simplest explanation

the big bang was not the "logical" beginning. Or a beginning as we think of it.

Monday, March 31

am i making any sense?

im not sure i understand exactly what outcome infinity is

breaking it down

ok no fluff
lets say there are at least two types of infinity
"trial infinity"
and
"outcome infinity"
whats going on with the "frames experiment"
is the latter

outcome infinity

outcome infinity works against multiple or parallel universes?

trial infinity vs outcome infinity

trial infinity is what we are all used to. or the concept we understand. multiple or infinite trials to produce the desired outcome. outcome infinity is the opposite of trial infinity. multiple or infinite outcomes producing one trial

new phrase

outcome infinity

Sunday, March 30

Wednesday, March 12

plain english

i tried to pull my own plug and i messed up cause i didnt know what i was doing

OK?

Tuesday, March 11

Thursday, February 7

possible experiment

run the "frames experiment" on one core while playing an AI game on the other and see if the AI improves

Tuesday, January 22

absurd requests

i asked for an absurd thing for this itself is absurd. i shouldnt be able to do this. i should be dead.

why make singles?

why make singles?
Record everything
disect it
reassemble it
you have terrabytes now
why not?

Thursday, January 17

do mp3

if all that do mp3 stuff was about me i say thankyou

stitching

its about a boltzmann's brain becoming a "real" brain. when things aren't real historys compete and eventually one wins out

Sunday, January 13

Wednesday, January 9

how to

how to convert mp3 back to wave:
open file in winamp
in the winamp window right click on the name of the mp3
choose SEND TO and Format converter

Tuesday, January 8

about brittney

sound like she is having compliance issues. these new meds can do a whopper on you if you dont take them as prescribed. my compliance issues cause psychotic episodes that were worse than what led me to treatment to begin with

go ahead

go ahead and use it
they aint never gonna let me be nothing
im breaking too many rules

Sunday, January 6

why ive become a traitor

im on a budget number one. number too i cut and paste a lot and i really like sonicworx but its not supported and dying. Number three free pro tools doesnt render midi at all, forcing me to have one computer to do this and one to do that. and as if that isnt enought i got acid for christmas and im using it!

Wednesday, October 31

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