I don't understand

why does this go on and on if i don't make a decision?
it shouldn't be that way.
something is wrong.

I don't deserve a twinkie

I was out of line
I apologize
I must be scaring the living crap out of everybody

for me

for me it was either a false hell or the real thing
and you dont matriculate in a false hell

i apologize

I guess it's a job I gave myself

poor people

they feel I'm the only one that ever goes down there
they feel I'm the only one that cares about them

every time

every time i go down there people are using voting machines and shit and it aint funny im not happy about it

sick perversion

it is a sick perversion and im not happy about it

if i cant hold the center

if i cant hold the center
i am going to hold it long enough that people remember it

what I saw

I'm tired of walls coming down and people saying "You don't care about us, why should we care about you?" I care about everybody ok?

you are messing up

the key word there is "MY"

DAMN IT!

they used her in the codec its not me

lay off of it

why do you ask me to take responsibility for it and then get mad at me?

its my responsibility

i didnt know how to forgive
or what to forgive
please forgive me

my future

my future belongs to everybody ok?
If I have a future everybody has a future
Im sorry that people didn't have a future that's horrible

i dont get it

dont we all have a future together?
dont we all share the future?
i dont understand

I'm confused

doesn't everybody have a future?
why don't people have a future?

I don't understand

I don't understand how what I do determines whether people have a future or not.

i understand

im caustic
im hurting people
im some kind of walking twilight zone

they are not happy

they are talking about a permanent split

crisis

there was some kind of crisis they felt only women could solve

i dont care

if i didnt care why would i say anything

humpty dumpty

you fell asleep on a cloud

venus and mars

these venus and mars people think they can do whatever they want and they cant

if

its over

they attacked the president its over

i know

i know what you tried to do to the president and im not happy about it

we are the meek

why doesn't anybody understand that?

thats just a lesson

thats just a lesson i learned from warcraft
it doesnt mean im choosing anything

warcraft

you need to take the offensive fast and early
or they are going to bleed you to death and leave you with a dead cos

im sorry

i think im the "boot cycle" im afraid to stop

what kind of world do we live in?

I JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE DOING IT ANYMORE JESUS CHRIST!

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what the hell is on and off?

im sorry

it doesn't work as well if i know what I'm doing

im sorry

they got bored and went on a Easter egg hunt

im insulted

everyone is living in superstition land
do you want to live in the real world or not?

the proof is in the pudding

the game is the proof
and thats the game
and it aint a fuckin game anymore
you fucking morons
and we have the xrays to prove it
the book is dead
square down

meglodave

i cannot prove anything

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they need an explanation
we dont

many world interpretation

its wrong
it turns into a big head game where rules dont work

im sorry

I fell for the floor

thank you

thank you mr president
im definately leaning republican

we have a floor

we have a floor thats all i care about

sad and tragic

im not going to let you take the floor away
the universe is sad and tragic without a floor

men and women

women do not understand this shit
they think they are all the same and they arent

death taxes and bottlenecks

either tell them to fuck off
or tell me to fuck off

as a matter of fact

we are ALL innocent!

who do i think i am?

an innocent man thats what i think i am

were not playing

we aren't playing head market games anymore
too many innocent people get hurt

merry christmas

we are in the light
and so is the whole milky way

who to bang

you don't dig a planet on the bang
you bang a planet on the bang

dig me?

i dont think that is a good idea
im caustic

i apologize

i apologize to those who are upset because i didn't ask
i hope you understand why that didnt happen

dont be scared

dig means opening up alternative history's
although mine cannot change
dont worry its the same time every time

and cornelia

gosh so many letters ginger this ginger that
how did you put up with it all
maybe you could give them to her if you still have them

thank yous

thank you allison for being my only wife and being with me and going along with my crazy ideas
thank you ginger apparently you took some real hell
thank you kim you know what you are thanked for

thank you those that have been in my life
especially Allison Ginger Kim
hopefully you will have a better life now
and maybe God can assist us to make things easier

the spirit world is angry

you cant dig a planet that is on the bang

decisions descisions

ill take my chances

cancer or mitosis? The post that started it all

its the bottleneck bottleneck bottleneck people
vs the oversight oversight oversight people

the facts

the only way out of this
is for us to convince ourselves
the many worlds interpretation is wrong
for if its not
i am a bottleneck
i am going to stay a bottleneck
and nothing is going to fix this bottleneck
that is the facts
and if that sounds to big headed
im sorry

burn

if i have to burn so that others may have freedom from religion thats my job

888

externalize
God does not want you in his head forever.
That's what he wants you to do.

i feel sorry

i feel sorry for these people
they dont believe in God
they dont believe in science
i dont know what they believe in
except themselves

and...

and if they cant fix it
they are going to take advantage of it
as much as they can
I forgive these people
but its not me they are going to have to answer to

as if that wasnt enough

as if that wasnt bottleneck enough
they are going to try and fix the damn thing

sweetheart

sweetheart anyone can write a true story
a true story is just one somebody has lived
and anyone can live a lie

bottleneck

i guess they didnt account for a latent bottleneck with a huge imagination

to everybody

i apologize
my mind is not getting enough exercise
and im making stuff up
i understand why yall think im an automaton

keys

keys are bad karma
keys hurt people

problems

they all have problems
the only thing you can do
is avoid having the same problems

why you are mad

you are mad because you know it is wrong, yet i am satisfied with it

y2k -- what happened?

i cant be certain
i gave the disk away
and schizo always make claims like this
but i may have wrote a legitimate fix to y2k
back in 1985

please help the children

im upset that Delores is mad at me about the children

what im concerned about

it is the observation of the higgs boson itself im worried about

the god particle

if you can't write on a piece of paper
"the God Particle"
and burn it
then maybe you should think twice

hey it worked!

ive never been one to ask for a lot

schrodinger particles

you are going to discover Schrodinger particles
particles that only exist under direct observation

non zero worldlines

all these non zero worldlines are very close
and there is no guarantee its going to be isolated to one worldline

foolish

i was foolish irresponsible and stupid
the whole thing has been a foolish irresponsible and stupid mess

let me guess

you have someone else over there and you are afraid I'll collapse his worldline
which by the way is probably what he is trying to do to me
AND THERE ARE A LOT OF INNOCENT BYSTANDERS

this isnt about me

this isnt about me
it never was

dave plays gene dixon

McCain will win
and there will be another cold war

what you feel

what you feel is "quantum death"
link

what they don't want you to believe in

1. write down what you need assistance with.
ie I need help with math.
or I need help finding a job

2. rest on Saturday

3. give generously

this stuff works!
it really does!

literally true but purposefully unclear

i saw an aura once
i wouldnt want to see them all the time
that would be a little freaky for me

where is the code now?

in the dsmv of course

volitonal experiences

i feel the need to label what i have because i cant find any information on it
i have "volitional" audible hallucinations

active schizo

as i define it i have active experiences as opposed to passive experiences

schizophrenia

I have active schizophrenia
as opposed to dormant
or passive schizophrenia

problems with many worlds

if there are many worlds
there could be countless worlds
where the only thing different
is whats going on inside your head

follow nature

the best time is after a bottleneck

symbiotic?

the bible doesn't say symbiotic relationship
the bible says enmity
the bible says dust

emd

electro magnetic drift

many world interpretation

if you accept the many worlds interpretation
and thats a big if
you must recognize
that just because it aint happening here
doesnt mean it aint happening

cern

I feel the spirits are calling out for me to get them to stop
but there is nothing else I can do
they dont understand their own laws
it is in god's hands now

ok

ok maybe thats a little extreme, but i feel something catalytic is going on.

what is it?

the "frames experiment" isn't a theory
it isn't an equation nor does it represent anything physical
its a creation like a game
which somehow has an effect on probability
making things or people "smarter"

something has gone horribly wrong

i feel like you want me to use poor judgement
and i dont understand why

cosmological lensing

out of focus?

simplest explanation

the big bang was not the "logical" beginning. Or a beginning as we think of it.