what am i supposed to let that shit happen?

what am i supposed to do?
im sorry

think i need a lesbian

well i found one assholes

the handwriting was on the wall

they knew i was having an identity crisis from the get go

please

you cant manufacture someone from the dust and try and give them a gift
it doesn't work that way

if i aint had no future

id be doing crazy shit too

love is never asking why

just let them have their thanks giving dinner and be done with it

i felt like

I felt like I might be harrassing her
Im reading too much cosmo
I had doubts

please stop

i feel everyone is forcing me into a confrontation
im 41 years old
please stop

i apologize

why would she think i would molest anybody
its making me upset

thank you for being on top

oh god

i dont know how to fix it

mrs brown

excuse me

please

just tell mrs brooks about it
she knows what to do
my 2nd grade teacher

speak to mrs brown

i cant do anything about it its already done

digging up roots and shit

building a bypass around a tree

im a child playing in the dirt

i dont know what im doing

boy george is right

love is never asking why

its all messed up

love is in hell

now i understand

now i understand why cats lick plastic

if you have any problems with it

take it up with them

my mirror was shattered

im not the real thing ok?

it needed to be said

nobody should have to bear the burden of proof
its not right

Henrico

if you dont want me
give me to somebody else!

all this shit

all this shit over henrico friggin county
God what a mess

jesus christ

just give me twinkies and leave me alone

cant you see the warning signs?

something this big isnt somebody's mother or sister or wife or girlfriend

permanent split people

permanent split

DAMN IT!

they are counting backwards and wonder whats going wrong

321

321 brothers 321

i tried to tell them

these damn couch people dont understand
i told them the longer they hold on to whats real and whats not the worse it gets
but they wont listen

they are breaking down

they are breaking down
i dont understand whats going on in there

im a traumatized child

im afraid of voting machines

if we keep up this shit

if we keep up this shit
there is going to be a permanent split
between the old testament
and the new testament

that is just it

Jesus didn't write a book

what i read

I read Narnia
I read the whole thing

my verdict

if you dont want to follow it
dont read it

im on the couch

im on the couch people ok
dont freak out about it

this is sad

how can people be happy?
how can they smile?
walls go up and both sides lose
Jesus approves of that?

this is sad

i guess there is something wrong with us
i guess we can't be truly free

I don't understand

How can we have fair elections if people are forced to being polarized?

reality check machine

I must be some reality check machine or something

I don't understand

why does this go on and on if i don't make a decision?
it shouldn't be that way.
something is wrong.

I don't deserve a twinkie

I was out of line
I apologize
I must be scaring the living crap out of everybody

for me

for me it was either a false hell or the real thing
and you dont matriculate in a false hell

i apologize

I guess it's a job I gave myself

poor people

they feel I'm the only one that ever goes down there
they feel I'm the only one that cares about them

every time

every time i go down there people are using voting machines and shit and it aint funny im not happy about it

sick perversion

it is a sick perversion and im not happy about it

if i cant hold the center

if i cant hold the center
i am going to hold it long enough that people remember it

what I saw

I'm tired of walls coming down and people saying "You don't care about us, why should we care about you?" I care about everybody ok?

you are messing up

the key word there is "MY"

DAMN IT!

they used her in the codec its not me

lay off of it

why do you ask me to take responsibility for it and then get mad at me?

its my responsibility

i didnt know how to forgive
or what to forgive
please forgive me

my future

my future belongs to everybody ok?
If I have a future everybody has a future
Im sorry that people didn't have a future that's horrible

i dont get it

dont we all have a future together?
dont we all share the future?
i dont understand

I'm confused

doesn't everybody have a future?
why don't people have a future?

I don't understand

I don't understand how what I do determines whether people have a future or not.

i understand

im caustic
im hurting people
im some kind of walking twilight zone

they are not happy

they are talking about a permanent split

crisis

there was some kind of crisis they felt only women could solve

i dont care

if i didnt care why would i say anything

humpty dumpty

you fell asleep on a cloud

venus and mars

these venus and mars people think they can do whatever they want and they cant

if

its over

they attacked the president its over

i know

i know what you tried to do to the president and im not happy about it

we are the meek

why doesn't anybody understand that?

thats just a lesson

thats just a lesson i learned from warcraft
it doesnt mean im choosing anything

warcraft

you need to take the offensive fast and early
or they are going to bleed you to death and leave you with a dead cos

im sorry

i think im the "boot cycle" im afraid to stop

what kind of world do we live in?

I JUST DIDNT FEEL LIKE DOING IT ANYMORE JESUS CHRIST!

?

what the hell is on and off?

im sorry

it doesn't work as well if i know what I'm doing

im sorry

they got bored and went on a Easter egg hunt

im insulted

everyone is living in superstition land
do you want to live in the real world or not?

the proof is in the pudding

the game is the proof
and thats the game
and it aint a fuckin game anymore
you fucking morons
and we have the xrays to prove it
the book is dead
square down

meglodave

i cannot prove anything

?

they need an explanation
we dont

many world interpretation

its wrong
it turns into a big head game where rules dont work

im sorry

I fell for the floor

thank you

thank you mr president
im definately leaning republican

we have a floor

we have a floor thats all i care about

sad and tragic

im not going to let you take the floor away
the universe is sad and tragic without a floor

men and women

women do not understand this shit
they think they are all the same and they arent

death taxes and bottlenecks

either tell them to fuck off
or tell me to fuck off

as a matter of fact

we are ALL innocent!

who do i think i am?

an innocent man thats what i think i am

were not playing

we aren't playing head market games anymore
too many innocent people get hurt

merry christmas

we are in the light
and so is the whole milky way

who to bang

you don't dig a planet on the bang
you bang a planet on the bang

dig me?

i dont think that is a good idea
im caustic

i apologize

i apologize to those who are upset because i didn't ask
i hope you understand why that didnt happen

dont be scared

dig means opening up alternative history's
although mine cannot change
dont worry its the same time every time

and cornelia

gosh so many letters ginger this ginger that
how did you put up with it all
maybe you could give them to her if you still have them

thank yous

thank you allison for being my only wife and being with me and going along with my crazy ideas
thank you ginger apparently you took some real hell
thank you kim you know what you are thanked for

thank you those that have been in my life
especially Allison Ginger Kim
hopefully you will have a better life now
and maybe God can assist us to make things easier

the spirit world is angry

you cant dig a planet that is on the bang

decisions descisions

ill take my chances

cancer or mitosis? The post that started it all

its the bottleneck bottleneck bottleneck people
vs the oversight oversight oversight people