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thats why it will never work
I don't think I am here to be happy

ever
so you need to ask her

I am not holding back any punches

I want to live a life that means something
it never means anything with her

it aint a life with her

she gives me a life
thats the way it works with me

but I am telling you the truth
it is never going to work with her

I think I know everything
its never going to work with her
I am not going to listen to her

i think myself too self important
it is never going to work

it could have fell like a string of dominoes
I don't know where it would have ended

it is a powerful tool

I give you points
you are trying to understand

I am giving you my permission to call it validated

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this thing could have ended in 1995
it really could have

this aint spam
its chicken salad rejects

what is it not good enough spam for you?

for anyone to understand
and its just a big mess
and it never gets any better
it just gets worse
please dont force me to go back

thats why we are screwed

I have already given it a chance
that is why I think everyone is lying to me

don't you understand what i am saying to you
it was some kind of fantasy
it never happened
and trying to make it happen
aint going to do any good
satan is lying to you

if family is taken care of
there is no guarantee I am going to be at the station

and family comes first

and fixing the David Ginger thing
even if it was real
satan is lying to you

if I had not been an original development
what would have happened to me?

it gave me an identity

when there are no answers
and everyone is lying to you

and it needs to stop
I am sorry I mixed religions
but I had the thunder in my head
I was seriously confused as to who I was

I did not know they were going to do shit like that

try to give people a future
and they said piss on it

from now till the cows come home

it is not a wise path to follow

especially when they get my father involved
poor man
he thought the world was fair until this shit started

and say gee what did we do last time?

but it is going to take more than I can do to wake these people up

it is just an original development to them

they dont believe in God
they dont see a need for God
its all psychology to them
as far as they are concerned
bible thumpers have anger issues

they think you have anger issues

I couldn't rest until I knew what was wrong with her

its a lot easier to get angry with a blog

they tried to x-file the x generation
filling our heads with crap

they wanted someone to get angry

you would say fuck the music too

Liberty is going to make me sick
and I am going to come back here

but I guess
even though people can be held responsible
you have to play the cards you are dealt

I really though you loved me
I was walking on air
it was the best Christmas I ever had
I don't want to judge the perpetrator that way
but Liberty is making me sick

knowing what he did
and even if the truth was kept from me
I would find out eventually
and we would be right back here

when I am seeing what I am seeing

I have passed my blessing on to someone else

what if Moses came down from the mountain
and found you playing cruel games with one another?

you want to walk around in circles
walk around in circles
i dont give a fuck

Nobunaga is the solution to that friggen knot

you want to know why the middle east is so important

this shit is too fucking important

you can have a friggen hand off
I am second string assholes

wait in the wings
be ready to sit in the kitchen

cause I said he was going to set up an oscillation and he did it anyway

there was no way out

if you need to judge him in advance then just do it

and satan directly messes with their family
and he is doing it to everybody
and it needs to stop

if something is not done
its just going to oscillate back and forth

satan messing with peoples family
and its gonna stop
or the music is gonna stop

or were meant to be
it aint happening
I am coming here
until this shit is fixed
he cant get to me
so he is messing with my family
and I am not going to tolerate that

and satan tied it
its a lie thinking we can fix it and go back
whatever we were
its never gonna happen

I hold satan himself responsible for this
let him fix it

this does not bode well

What are they going to do with kids that were busting games in the third grade?

they will be watched over and taken care of

I have been trying to tell you for years

yall are the ones who aint real

and you know how to use it
that is all you need
and once you have one
you start getting more
and not only do you get that
but you get information too
yall need to decide if its a good thing or not
hopefully I have Virginia secure

they are using their games to tie knots

when faced with time reversal

I don't know how I can help you

I don't know everything

there is a lot of people like me
and you don't know what's going on do you?

cause England went through an eternity of hell
and they are never going to forgive anybody for it

I let others worry about time and God

we are real nations
with real people
and real religions
and Christ is with us
so please stop arguing

that was never anticipated OK?
just leave it at that please!

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