choices

choices shouldn't polarize people
If I need to choose, I choose to be inclusive
I am welcoming to all who wish to be inclusive as well
earth for earth
to hell with these venus and mars people

I have given Satan an ego

he thinks if I can do it he can too
but you can't do it if you are trying to

I am a kept person

somebody kept me

I am a robot

you believe it cause it makes sense to you
its not true though
it is just an allegory
if everyone in saved a nobunaga's ambition game cause I told them to
in a sense I am kept
I am the precursor to the operation
the numbers will keep me while my natural self moves on
you can keep people without sand
sand is not the best method

you can make a fall back position

but you are never going to get a full copy

reverse Turing test

reverse Turing test
be careful this shit can mess you up
they are trying to sand you

the cold war did a number on me

I have a save the world mentality

you listen to abbey road

and as good as it is
you get frustrated
cause it is so much incomplete
could have been so much more you know
it is sad
it is a sad commentary

just because...

just because you didn't make it to mean anything
doesn't mean it doesn't mean anything

just because I say it means something you didn't mean it to mean
does not make me another chapman

Lincoln's farm came true
but I didn't write it to mean anything
it is what people made it mean

that is when you are a writer

you don't ask why
you find out why

more even

The 'MALLORY' that saw from side might be a 'FAILURE'

more side view

The 'oda' that saw from side might be a 'Sex'
The 'NOBUNAGA' that saw from side might be a 'GUIDANCE'.

beatles

The 'BEATLES' that saw from side might be a 'LESBIAN'.

from the side

The 'THE WHO' that saw from side might be a 'GAY BAR'.

we know you are right

we just don't see the need for another prophet
Jesus has already won
the game is over with
there never was a competition

we should take seriously

we should take seriously
the observation that
the bible has become corrupted
and Christianity has gone astray
that doesnt mean kazinsky is going to get off

it is conceivable

that the bible has become corrupted
and christians have gone astray

role reversal my ass

it is friggen causality reversal

its like that guy said

some people jump
and they get hurt so bad
they just dont jump anymore

we are chicken

we are trapped in our reptilian minds
we are too self important to let go

I know you want me to change

I dont understand why I push everything into tragedy

if you cant pass it

use it

turing test

when you start using the test as a tool
i think you have passed the test

ill annoy

I told them to name their worlds and move on

what people will do

"Subjects will mindlessly deliver pain to an innocent stranger as long as a dude in a lab coat says it's OK."

I like Abbey Road

I like the little snippets of could have been songs

the beatles

they are just magic
nothing like it before or since

there are some jams...

there are some jams smarts aint going to get you out of

the old macs are great for I tunes

they have RCA jacks on the back
the sound is great

some kind of perfect storn

the Hopi were looking for someone who was still a child
Japan was looking for someone who cared about people
the south wanted somebody on their level who got mad
the universe was old and failing and they needed stem cells
its a cosmic mess

they are beating themselves up over it

the cat is fine

I am not blaming them directly

but it was their mentality

it was over ten years ago

but nobody would listen
they thought they could steal it like everything else

if they do leave

if they do leave
pray they take me with them
the brakes are squealing already

nobody asks

I do not understand how something so simple that everybody knows
gets lost so easily

you are right

we are full of superstitious foolishness
but biological, chemical, and nuclear warfare is not la la land

I know you are right

but mother nature doesn't listen
and father time doesn't care

...

there were not blogs like this for us to communicate

yes

Christianity can peacefully separate

the technology wasnt there

the technology wasnt there for us to do this peacefully

it is not my action to take

it is his

what does that mean?

it means they are prepared to leave you here

it does not come in stages

Christianity is prepared to shut you out and move on
believe me

nobody asked

I know you would give your brother a home if he needed one

wake up and get your act together

there is so much more to life than Palestine
why cant you get along?

it is something that needs to be talked about

I don't know what the solution to that is going to be
definitely paper money and gasoline do not mix well

paper money...

is not going to last forever
we need to deal with it now

I like to sleep

I get angry when people forget about me and wake me up again

I don't care if it sounds self important

there is more to life than just us

what is my motivation

I am in high demand
and it is the only peace I ever get

it doesnt help to blame people either

I understand that as well
I played God
or maybe God played me
I cant take it away

playing God is not pretty

I understand that too

some people...

some are happy in their station
I understand that

intelligence does not matter

or not as much as some think it does

he is stuck

he is stuck in a "game" or "conflict" mentality

it is a station to him

and all he is interested in is keeping you there

Satan does not care about you

all he cares about is keeping humanity in its station

mother nature does not listen

and father time doesnt care

mother nature does not listen

and father time doesnt care

mother nature does not listen

and father time doesnt care

they dont care about the wars

they think it is crazy and worthless out here in 2009
but you got to play it where it lies

they dont care about the wars

they think it is crazy and worthless out here in 2009
but you got to play it where it lies

Jesus preached tolerance

above everything else
there are too many demons running around unchecked
you would have the same opinion about it if you were me

Jesus preached tolerance

above everything else
there are too many demons running around unchecked

satan was lying to you

he doesn't care about us

acting God

once you get that God thing going it is hard to stop

some say you choose this life

I feel this life chose me

Am I living wrong?

Am I living the right way or am I not?

they are insulted

they are insulted I call them a figment of my imagination
but what else should I call them?

figment of my imagination

I know "figment of my imagination" is insulting
but I couldn't see them in a million years
I couldn't see them if I tried

there is no forsaken

they are lost

I can't see them

I am never going to see them
they are fooling around with Davids that do not exist

mother nature does not need to listen

and father time doesn't care if he is imaginary or not

christianity

Christianity has the ability to shut you out and move on

they need to settle their arguement

we have the ability to shut them out and move on

intractable

You don't ask autistic people to grow up
either I am sick or I am not

time

time doesn't care if it is imaginary or not

this is not once a century

this is rogue

you wont let it out

you wont let it out cause it makes things difficult
you cant tell the real people from the demons anymore

How can anybody be happy?

I am serious.
I do not understand.
How can anybody be happy?

you are making it difficult

just like you think I am

what if...

What if you pull this string and the whole thing unravels?

do they?

is it?
how do you know?

what is wrong with things being important

nature is going to go south
nature is not going to listen or obey

nature will ignore

you can make lists of what can be done and what cant
draw lines in the sand
but nature is going to do what nature does
nature is going to ignore

I guess

I guess we feel too self important to let go.

they want me to be the first....

they want me to be the first schizo to do something or another
I just wish they would leave me alone

it is like this guy said

its time reversal
it is no way this guys fault
he is just keeping his head above water

dark figure

I am a dark figure in American history
nobody seems to understand me

my shit

drives out demons
and gives people headaches

music isnt dog dna

lateral reptitions

prince says there is joy in repetition

It is sad

I am going to purgatory
cause I will never trust God again

i do give

What I give nobody seems to want
if I got a dime every now and then I might be more professional about it

dedicated

dedicated to the fruitless efforts of fruitless minds
the dead end of all dead ends

karmic dead end

you back me into a karmic dead end
and then bitch I aint giving enough
it would take Michael Jackson Madonna and Elvis for this shit

sitting on bottlenecks

this is not fun and its not funny
don't try this anymore

I just wanted to go out

I didnt mean to fall so hard

what I did wasnt nice

What is to be done with me?

Do I have any redeeming qualities at all?

we are not on tour

it has always been this way