Average Inner Blog

Too dumb to smash it with a hammer. I pleaded with her to stop. She was ready to launch. I wonder what was so special about Bill Cosby's house. I am a good guy. I don't deserve this shit. She couldn't cover me. It's not my fault. I tried to tell her something was wrong. I am in the way. I am an obstacle to who she wants to be. I don't know exactly what American women feel entitled to. I am a man. I don't have the right to be in the way. I guess I can't debate common sense. The democrats sneezed and the republicans caught the flu. Delusions are generally the simple explanation. They are an explanation to something the individual is experiencing. I don't know what the Internet has to do with the Big Bang. If we are being compressed, it will develop flaws. I would go farther, but I hate drum machines. Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us? Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us? That's what buddies are for. If you can follow it, you are me. I can...

I get words I get pictures I don't always know what they mean. Scientific minds don't always have that luxury. I think it scares them. I don't think they are ready to think that way. Just because I allow myself to think that way, Doesn't mean I am mad or delusional. I believe there is a bizarro world, And I don't think they have a high opinion of us. I wanted to be schizophrenic  I thought it was cool A lot of the fears I deal with are hers. If something cannot be compressed, will that cause errors? I need to become accustomed to the idea I am not right about everything. His ways are not my ways. My thoughts are not his thoughts. When the rocks start falling, I am going to be praying like everyone else. Smile and be predictable. Why do things quantize to begin with? I shouldn't be expected to prove myself. I couldn't use it if I created one anyway. I shouldn't be expected to prove my own existence. That is wrong. I have been taught the futility of it. Be...

What is cheating sex? A pedestrian stepped on a butterfly. All the music of 77 is just really special for some reason. It reminds me of lying in front of the console with my Mom, And going to see Star Wars with my Dad. Radical Islam will never rule the world in peace. How do you know something is wrong if it has always been that way? Here I am bitching about lead, And vinyl records have lead. I must have been born  desperate. A championship in many other places, Would be just another championship. At VCU it would be much more than that. How about Styx at the super bowl in Chicago? Matt and the harmonics  I don't remember there being 93 different versions no. Of the coverup, By the coverup, For the coverup.

I understand the John 1:1 debate I understand the revelation 1:11 debate God let the GNB be written. There is a tradition of parsing surrounding the KJV that outsiders do not understand. That I admittedly do not understand. For me it is an issue of new wine and old wine

,Nobody wants to be king of the mountain. It costs too much, and you can't stay there I may not recognize the truth, But I am not meaning to deceive anyone. That there is no magic, That there is no alchemy, That is the lie. There is a difference between resorting to magic to explain something, And acknowledging it is there Telling you the truth Without ushering in the dark ages  One thing seems certain, They ain't listening to the carpenters. The second amendment is about the people's right to revolt, Not the right to shoot up elementary schools. I don't think it is understood what would have to be done. It's not just a 1984 thing It is a 1963 thing It makes me hope I am delusional. That I am making up the absurdity  E I want the words to flow I want my parrot to talk, Nobody sees the value in It It's ok to show because he is Palestinian?ff I don't recall any one else gunned down on television. In the beginning ...

What is the "yet" operation? .gov is for tourists I understand why she wanted her own server It's not .mil That is the sort of thing you would do in Nobunaga What is a fantasy fugue? I don't think they ever took into account what might happen if someone actually did rewire themselves. I create too many questions, And I don't answer any. Did she really have to do it? Has it really kept me out of trouble? I don't remember much about 1983. I tried to become another person but I failed Beyond the realm of any possibility. I won't get an accurate portrayal if leave out the ugly parts. Have they ever said "poo" on American television? Someone who is always right is not high on my desirable list. One percent happens Everyday Psychiatry doesn't think one percent should change the way they treat people. They talk about the brain making new connections, but aren't ready when it actually happens. I have rewired myself, and I don't know if it...

You can experience it, But I don't think you will ever have proof. I am not the way I see myself am I. Did Jesus really tell them the rocks would talk? I hate the term "High functioning" It makes it sound I could be better if I tried harder. If you have an event that needs to happen, You will have a whole line of things that need to happen, And some of those things may be in cyberspace Just as they might in a dream Which gets down to what dreams are Just because it sounds bizarre, Doesn't mean its irrational. They are two separate things. We are like gasoline Nobody has found a use for us yet. I spend a lot of energy staying rational. "Lithium is believed to have been created by the Big Bang" Hence "stitched to the bang" You give lithium to those who are holographic It's a dose of reality Relax I am only half kidding When you try to understand it, It gets bizarre. It...

I know why the wall still stands. And so do they. Well suspect anyway. People feel like they can't talk That they can't make any real decisions. We are hanging by a thread, And God has the scissors. Winners can't begin to understand the rest of us. I did not consider radio communications  was an advanced class in psychology. I think I have "theory of mind" impairment. If left to their own devices, People will readily kill one another. Cognitively I am fine. It is interaction with other people I have problems with. America is torn. America does not believe in itself. America cannot defend its own interests. Someone else must stand. It was the cosmopolitan thing to do She has something she feels needs to be accomplished and she won't compromise. It would be better if I never said anything. Why are we so celebrated? What did we do? Why were you looking for someone like me to begin with? It is scary to have conversations with someon...

It isthe firewall. It makes the difference between what's possible and what's not. Any reasonably bright person would run afoul of it sooner or later. The only way to know its a firewall is what happens when you do away with it. Here and there doesn't mean anything without then and now. It's all about the boundaries. It begins with a boundary. It ends with a boundary. Self is a boundary Place is a boundary Life as we know it is a boundary Sometime you let anger get the best of you and you cross a boundary you didn't mean to cross. You can't get it back and you are left with a life you cannot fix What is game impairment? Part of me doesn't understand the radio is not another person. That's different from thinking everyone is out to get you. I thought you were kidding when you said I was autistic. They were trying to sweep up trouble makers, and I got caught in the net. Some just cant make what causality does to odds People don't appreciate how debilit...

Why do I have insight and restraint when other psychos don't? What is Cardinal Fatigue? The things that are important can deteriorate. The brick at the bottom has more stress on it than the brick at the top. But they are still bricks. God did not tell Adam and Eve they were going to live happily ever after. What is a device or media with an obscene amount of information? The girls just want to dash me on the rocks. Fine don't believe in reverse speech and magic squares. I will use them and I will have an advantage you won't use. Belief in God may start because something is biased and partial about the universe. Let's be clear. The phrase "average inner thought" came from reverse speech analysis of something I wrote. I don't know why other people can't get the results I do. I think it is something that doesn't easily lend itself to scientific study. That doesn't mean it should be called pseudo science. Just because you can't get your parro...

Dark time is easy. Dark time is events that haven't happened If object permanence is a skill Then reality is something you must learn. Reality is a skill I am lacking in. Why was that so easy to find now? It wasn't like that before Anything that sets you apart is a psychiatric condition. If everything is about sex then why are we here? We minus well be fruit flies or something. What a relief. I thought it was membranes colliding in my head. I have never seen a more crazy ending in my life! I didn't do anything immoral or illegal. I simply expressed my desire for my team to win In a bizarre superstitious way Today is national give somebody a truck day. The biggest symptom of time travel is confusion. Malcolm XLIX It is just a way to remember Malcolm Butler's name I want to make a comment about the "cheating" But I can't I have never been officially exonerated But I did graduate basic If bad was thought of me That wo...

i envy the ability to move on. I feel like I am stuck. I feel like I don't have that ability. I mean how am I supposed to move on. I guess singlemindedness is good with some things. For other things it is a disaster 1 + 8 = 9 8 + 16 = 24 24 + 8 = 32 24 + 25 = 49 Math is a good way to jam. It's not a perfect sequence. It beats around the bush. I want to play railroad tycoon with my iPad Also present, as in  Tutankhamun's tomb , were decorative designs featuring the representation of the twelve monkeys, symbolizing the night hours on one of the burial chamber walls. Totally unique to any royal tomb are beautiful bird hunting scenes. The tomb was discovered by Belzoni in 1816. Read more:  http://www.touregypt.net/featurestories/ay.htm#ixzz3P2zJAefk Please forgive me about what is going on with jasmine I am not strong enough to confront her and stop her I do not agree with what she posts http://www.svabhinava.org/reviews/12monkeys/default-FAQ.php They represent dark time I felt...

We shouldn't have "wiped our assess with it" I won't do that again. I apologize What is a second? How do you pictograph time? The universe expands because time is slowing down? How would we know? How can there be a universe without universal time? It's not dark matter It's universal time? Recently I have wondered why Relativity doesn't shatter everything. I guess you don't need it if you don't have problems with it. Call it dark time Would it still perform the same function? Things are not as fragile as it seems they should be. It's like the universe has bubble wrap. If this is lucky, I would hate to see what cursed is like. I think they should call it The Obama Bowl. I don't mean to treat the language poorly. I write this way because of a vision I had. I guess if I got away with it, everyone would start doing it, and there would be a domino effect, and the language itself would suffer. 1 + 8 = 9 9 + 16 = 25 25 + 24 = 49 49 + 32 = 81 What i...

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Nobody  asks if Oklahoma City is small. I think they do it to piss me off. I am not sure what I am trying to be right about. If there is a 12 by 2, and a 3 by 8, there should be a 4 by 6. I have always said I am not here to be happy, But if you don't love the world Everything goes to shit I know it's a Hail Mary but it ain't on me. I consider they generally degenerate if not maintained. Like I said, if you don't love the world it goes to shit. It may seem simple to you, but it's not to me, And that doesn't make me a bad person A train wreck is coming and I can't stop it They are going to go all in. They think it would be stupid not to. I am worried it is going to turn into a financial thing And that it's going to evaporate. Why do you know so much? I want to know what you know. It's a thrown away Bible for thrown away people. Psychiatry likes to shotgun. I care whether it's living or...

If it is a condition, it is not a lifestyle. If it is a lifestyle, it is not a condition. If it is not a disease You can't diagnose someone as having it. I didn't know. Just stick whatever you want in there, Because that is what I feel. Hide behind rules and labels. It feels it is smarter than us. It feels it should make decisions, not us. I guess initial conditions are important. I was mad at M for being mean to C. I have never felt it was a big deal. I guess it was. I asked God to take it away from me And I have never felt the same since. If they are going to make a lasting decision, It needs to come from congress I feel embarrassed and stupid You totally missed it. it was about why people say "you know" all the time.   I have earned my ignorance. They call you delusional Say you are hallucinating  Then get mad saying you stole something It's my head I need a place where it's ok for me to b...

I haven't led her on She is here because she wants to be here Set, grouping, whatever we call it, nature is going to decide what it is They think, if they make a game out of it, it will last longer. Channeling doesn't lend itself to challenging yourself. If I could make a real peice of music I would. This sleek polished stuff is exactly what I am afraid of. I feel people want me to be exactly what I am trying not to be. Human relations is scary  They are not going to rest until they have 120 percent of everybody. Dissent will be pathological. Half of them are trying to corner you And the other half are pissed you are getting away with it. I consider evolution may have mitochondrial assistance. nothing exists if you don't believe in it. they don't want you to know the voices can be pushed out. I wouldn't get angry if I didn't value your opinion. One day I am going to wake up and it's going to be too late. I feel h...

I wouldn't have the title if no one was reading it. What is digital glow? The same people who will accept they are only one person and cannot change anything, get upset if you tell them they don't matter. It is a legitimate grouping. I cannot force you to accept that. I don't know. It has some therapeutic value. What is heat psychology? Superstition is what happens when the floor drops out. Until you have been at the center of the whirlwind, I don't think you can fully understand. There is a difference between going viral and bleeding out. whenever I do get an idea of why it is dangerous it does not stay in my head very long I thought I was doing something bold and heroic. The crime rate went down because we stopped using leaded gasoline. If I thought I could write a novel I would.

I understand what they are trying to say but I have to learn things the way everyone else does the difference is in what i decided to learn It is not that I want to be in control. I just don't like being out of control. Nothing ever goes as planned and the blame is endless it is not an office building the whole wall has to be replaced if we cant get together what hope is there for anyone else? I am sorry for ruining your night I thought i could sit way in the back and watch something is wrong with me I may stop all this what is fractal relativity? I thought we were tight. I felt we were special. I felt like I lost my family It means nobody likes me

I dont think my life would have had a positive outcome if it wasn't for my father what is the best way to combat internet addiction because the winner is the one who gets stuck with it there has been a lot of tricksters that is how they play it was congress who created these hyper republican districts its not just a nuclear option it is a hydrogen option and I think they are prepared to use it Washington DC IS Area 51 I wanted a home run so bad I lost the game over it. I think it is the districts too but it is racist to say anything about it there are no rules it doesn't make sense and it isn't fair Two super massive black holes? Three?