What grandmas are for

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I was willing to accept I was schizophrenic in 1985.

There are a lot of cousin Kevins out there who think it's funny.

I don't know what else I could have done.

Don't play with me like that.

It is a cousin Kevin

It's not doing any good.

Because I think, that's why.

I am sorry if that is a problem for you.

I was already in salvage mode.

It wasn't the phone call I planned to make.

You insist you can't do anything,

But it's your book,

You wrote it.

The whole future David Mallory thing is yours.

Ignore what you think you know

Treat it as the first time and it will be

It would be contrived 

It would be fake for me to respond in that manner.

Channel the anger.

Make the anger work for me.

People go through years of therapy to learn how to solve things without their fists.

If you are this way

They are going to want you that way

If you are that way

This way

In the end it's all about control

You can't win.

It's reductionist 

I don't buy it.

I know I am being difficult.

The way things are is not going to last.

Good people need to be rewarded.

I am trying to be more polite.

It doesn't help to blame somebody.

I don't think grandma likes what you are doing.

She must have had a reason.

what do I know?

Y'all are the ones having a tug of war.

I am just the rope.

And y'all are complaining about men.

It's checkmate

She has Sunday

There is nothing I can do.

Just because I don't have a black eye,

Doesn't mean I am not battered.

Caught between 2 terriers.

I need a good girl, like sunshine

We are being forcefully separated.

I was pushed full of this crap

When you knew nothing was wrong with me.

It's all being held together with bubble gum and voodoo.

I can't do anything.

She can kill me.

You just sift and find the nuggets.

I don't know where I get my information from.

Dreams conjecture 2+2=4

I want to know how can we live in the same world.

The world is fractured.

I don't understand what makes it work.

She said any woman could make me feel that way,

And if I wanted to feel that way,

She could provide

Dave the axe murderer

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It's like drinking the ocean

There is never more than a couple hours 

Before the stones start falling 

I've been down Broad St once.

It goes on forever.

When they start talking about me on CNN

That is the beginning of the end

Let's hope that never happens.

I feel like one of Harry Mudd's Robots 

She wants me to blow a circuit

I just want my sanity.

It wasn't what she wanted.

She would have found a reason to end it.

Why do I need you?

I caused the Big Bang.

You are always going to be expecting something.

It is never going to be enough with you.

If you don't want the same things

You let go, you move on

But you won't let me

You think you are saving the world from an axe murderer or something.

Time travel is always a desperate act.

So is listening to the radio.

It just feels foreign to me,

And it is.

You are into heavy metals.

I am not.

I don't see how they can diagnose people,

When they don't even know what normal is.

I'm just a GUY in this world

Cause that's all lead will let me be.

They know

They are so scared an undescended testicle will cause wwiii

That they don't care.

I admire Trump

He is so rich he doesn't have to put up with this shit.

That is the phenomenon,

That is why he is who he is.

They won't let people be Ghandi anymore.

You have no reason to be upset.

You are just being difficult.

It is some adolescent fantasy,

But he is the president 

Congratulations 

When you stop rewarding good people

That is what happens.

I thought you would be there

I really did.

Me me me me me

Ok I get it

I guess there were times when I should have been there too.

Voting for Dukakis

This I'm Don't 

Imagine the universe was a video game

And if you wanted to save your place

The system would give you a number.

How big would that number have to be 

To save everything?

I don't need proof to entertain something.

Just because I entertain something,

Doesn't mean I believe it.

Sometimes my understanding is like a jigsaw puzzle.

It's all important if it fits or not.

Baptize yourselves.

Don't fight over who is real and who is not.

I am always at the bottom,

And it's always my fault

Men suffer too.

Am I alone in my own skin?

I think they like my self deprecating personality.

I don't think they like people who are looking for a Nobel prize over this.

How much longer are things going to remain polite?

I expected something 

This was far beyond what I expected.

Actually Henrico county is at the forefront of community treatment.

You guys are reading this because we are out in the community.

There have always been people who are more paranoid than delusional.

They are good people 

This medicine is causing shit

But who is ever going to believe me?

Unfortunately 

The world is full of lofty ideals that don't work.

You get harassed till you quit

Because your boss doesn't want to pay unemployment insurance 

Nobody strives to be a bad employee.

I might vote

And I would probably vote democratic 

But I am still upset about seventh guest 

It was considered a joke 

And some sort of trap is not a joke to me.

Faith in an objective reality is like everything else.

I have written this too close to home.

I should have developed a character and a plot.

Men are never going to change.

It's like asking dogs not to alphafy.

Are we the parrots,

Or are they?

How did my genome survive this madness?

I consider people were tired of voting for the less of two evils.

Polling and voting is seen now as more of a form of societal control,

I consider Americans don't like that

I consider a lot of people who would have never imagined it,

Did not vote.

There are

Don't want a God

Don't need a God

Don't deserve a God people,

But there is no such thing as an atheist.

This is a pinko fag telling you this.

They say they are atheists 

Then they turn around and do something like seventh guest

I am sorry but I am still upset about it.

There are those that hide behind the word "proof",

And do nasty things to people.

I hated Reagan 

I voted for Dukakis 

Treat each other right

This wasn't right.

I was big headed and they took it to me.

I feel they must consider the medication can aggravate  the condition they are trying to treat.