Things Meaningful yet Subjective

You can experience it,

But I don't think you will ever have proof.

I am not the way I see myself am I.

Did Jesus really tell them the rocks would talk?

I hate the term "High functioning"

It makes it sound I could be better if I tried harder.

If you have an event that needs to happen,

You will have a whole line of things that need to happen,

And some of those things may be in cyberspace

Just as they might in a dream

Which gets down to what dreams are

Just because it sounds bizarre,

Doesn't mean its irrational.

They are two separate things.

We are like gasoline

Nobody has found a use for us yet.

I spend a lot of energy staying rational.

"Lithium is believed to have been created by the Big Bang"

Hence "stitched to the bang"

You give lithium to those who are holographic

It's a dose of reality

Relax

I am only half kidding

When you try to understand it,

It gets bizarre.

It's like a warning to stay on your own turf.

God is angry

Somebody needs to step up.

I was in the middle of a vision and they tackled me and didn't let me have it.

You are stupid.

You think you can do a better job?

Responsibility is the worst thing that can happen to you.

Now what are you responsible for?

Sometimes you are better off with the lemons.

You can't fix things anyway.

It takes generations for things to get fixed.

The cosmopolitan thing to do

I know why the wall still stands.

And so do they.

Well suspect anyway.

People feel like they can't talk

That they can't make any real decisions.

We are hanging by a thread,

And God has the scissors.

Winners can't begin to understand the rest of us.

I did not consider radio communications 

was an advanced class in psychology.

I think I have "theory of mind" impairment.

If left to their own devices,

People will readily kill one another.

Cognitively I am fine.

It is interaction with other people I have problems with.

America is torn.

America does not believe in itself.

America cannot defend its own interests.

Someone else must stand.

It was the cosmopolitan thing to do

She has something she feels needs to be accomplished and she won't compromise. It would be better if I never said anything.

Why are we so celebrated?

What did we do?

Why were you looking for someone like me to begin with?

It is scary to have conversations with someone who obviously has gaps in their memory.

I am supposed to love all women,

Not just one.

And I am not supposed to go down a list.

I don't know if the music is a blessing or a curse.

You get one shot 

If things go south, go south.

Don't go for the endless second chance.

It never works.

I have to sail through.

I can't let the sirens stop me.

Because mankind has been judged before, and they were unable to tell we had already been given a second chance.

They made the mistake in thinking they would be able to tell.

You don't get any brownie points for backing off,

And ten years is not a long time.

I don't know how long it was.

I just woke up one day and I wasn't brushing my teeth anymore.

Broadcasting energy messed up their atmosphere?

Game impairment

It isthe firewall.

It makes the difference between what's possible and what's not.

Any reasonably bright person would run afoul of it sooner or later.

The only way to know its a firewall is what happens when you do away with it.

Here and there doesn't mean anything without then and now.

It's all about the boundaries.

It begins with a boundary.

It ends with a boundary.

Self is a boundary

Place is a boundary

Life as we know it is a boundary

Sometime you let anger get the best of you and you cross a boundary you didn't mean to cross.

You can't get it back and you are left with a life you cannot fix

What is game impairment?

Part of me doesn't understand the radio is not another person.

That's different from thinking everyone is out to get you.

I thought you were kidding when you said I was autistic.

They were trying to sweep up trouble makers, and I got caught in the net.

Some just cant make what causality does to odds

People don't appreciate how debilitating a game impairment can be.

They record people at atm machines that doesn't get used till someone is robbed.

He comes from nowhere.

He can make himself exist.

I don't know why.

I am just struggling to survive.

What is collective dreaming?

It's probably better chances the brain is simulating reality than a computer simulating a brain

Cardinal Fatigue

Why do I have insight and restraint when other psychos don't?

What is Cardinal Fatigue?

The things that are important can deteriorate.

The brick at the bottom has more stress on it than the brick at the top.

But they are still bricks.

God did not tell Adam and Eve they were going to live happily ever after.

What is a device or media with an obscene amount of information?

The girls just want to dash me on the rocks.

Fine don't believe in reverse speech and magic squares.

I will use them and I will have an advantage you won't use.

Belief in God may start because something is biased and partial about the universe.

Let's be clear.

The phrase "average inner thought" came from reverse speech analysis of something I wrote.

I don't know why other people can't get the results I do.

I think it is something that doesn't easily lend itself to scientific study.

That doesn't mean it should be called pseudo science.

Just because you can't get your parrot to talk,

Doesn't mean parrot's don't talk.

 

Call it parrot talk, I don't mind.

I am going to win out

The parrots don't like trademarks and such.

Toys don't stay at the North Pole forever

I know you don't like me,

But do you have to erase me from history?

I am a real person

I have a real history

I am not trying to break anyone apart

This is who I am

I tried to make this an adult blog, but it did not take.

I was trying to not be the antichrist.

Method for gridlock

Drew Bledsoe was a key player

VCU is a good school

They deserve to be successful 

I want VCU to be successful

I could easily get addicted to basketball 

Maybe the parrots don't feel the need to talk.

It cannot be accepted by some that it is so simple

And that I am more than a normal guy.

He did more for VCU and Richmond than anyone in recent memory

I am sorry to see him leave