I know better now

I know that its better to pop than snort now
that doesn't mean I am going to stop snorting tomorrow
I dont know how to pop

what do I think?

I think its been done like this in a lot of places
coming in from the future
they don't realize who's way it is

the more I feel bothered

the deeper and deeper I go

just because

they are deep philosophical questions for me

why cant I feel good?

why can't I feel good about myself?
I can't answer these questions

I feel I am stealing from the ether
I don't feel I am communicating, controlled by spirits
or running a program

I am not calling anybody

its bad enough that I am in everybody's dreams
and that i am talking to the radio

oink oink

it just aint my thing
I never did really like it
I started out with the bends

ive had enough

you have already given me a major episode
I have had enough for now
I can sandwich my posts at any time

I know

I know what is superimposed
and what is not
and so do a lot of other people

keep it up

you keep up this word verification
and i am going to keep sandwiching my posts
you dont want to know what i think

me and henry...

me and henry we arent like other people
we get lost on purpose
I am lost out in goochland somewhere

love wants me...

love wants me to plan and think about the future

?

what does love want me to do?

they were self deluded

they were self deluded and totally wrong about me
if thats my fault I accept responsibility

I told you

I told you not to hurt my father again
but you did it anyway didnt you?
more than twice didnt you?

you know I am an evergreen
you know what evergreens are

dont play stupid with me

dont they already have one?

they are idiots

the whole thing is going to end up as a big head game where the rules dont apply and thats where they want to go
i dont want to go there
its better to pop than snort

I know you think it is witchcraft

but its not
it is an extraction
and its never gonna die
please use it
for else this

please forgive my father

I don't want him to "die" because of me
I don't understand
I thought people sinned sinned sinned and sinned until they died
I don't know why I seem to be confused about something
everybody else knows

its your decision

either it was my idea
or I stole it from the ether

one thing I do know

its better to pop than to snort

I steal things from the ether

that's the way it is with me

it was my idea

I did not learn the lesson I was supposed too
paths and gardens were my idea
I take responsibility for it

ok so now we are back

now we are not only hung up on divine
now we are hung up on sacred

naming the path

this is the path to the garden of Joy and Gladness

I am in the wrong

I am doing things backwards
I need to leave
but I don't know how

no future

apparently that is the assigned punishment for people who use sorcery or magic
but now its so ubiquitous innocent people are getting hurt

apparently

If not me

if it hadn't been me
somebody else would have had to read it in
lots of people all they got
and they believe in it
whether the translation has serious problems or not

who is she?

who is she to make me jump her hoops
to heck with her
I mean its gotten so pathetic and sad
it just doesnt happen anymore
and the deal is
it didnt need to happen from the begining

info set?

So what is this "info set"
sometimes people are a little superstitious
about the way they shut stuff down
or start stuff up
that is what it is for

I cant tell you

I cant tell you how to use it
It wont work as well if I tell you

thats why

I dont care

for me

the machine aint working if there aint ghosts in it

steal

steal
the floor

I don't understand

what are the mechanics of that?
how does that happen?
How is that possible?

I know it

God is going to put me in charge of something

validity of The Good News Bible

its better than zecharia sitchin
and its therapeutic to plow through it

I am all loved out

I aint got nothin no more

"my" world

they keep it
and they fight over it

its a whole new ballgame

when someone never punches in

you are being selfish

people need me
they think they got it all figured out
and they dont

dont you want to be there for other people?

dont you care?
wouldnt you help them if you could?
how could you walk away from them when they needed you?

its punk

thats the way punk is
dont you understand punk?
being a stubborn asshole
about trying to be abstract

the future?

If nothing changes
I am eventually live long enough to forget her
and then everything is going to repeat itself

what they do

they send you on a big ego trip
then erase your ass
dont say I didnt warn you

I have been in wards

I have been in wards where they have never heard of Jamestown
or the United States
so shape up before it happens to US

dragons

they use you in warp drives
put you in prison ships and shit

I can't

you can't ride the dragon if you have questions about it
and it is never going to change
so get over it

we have deep philosophical differences

I am dark side to her
I am not real to her
she thinks I am running a program

not this thanksgiving

I will wait ten years
(I have been doing that my whole life)
Why should I stop now?

please forgive me

we did not have a fully welcome encounter
I apologize

this is very important

please choose The Good News Bible

im not concerned about the music right now

I have destroyed Revelations in three Bibles so far
and the only Bibles I had on hand that I didn't touch
were basically new testament only versions
so I think maybe I am looking for the right book
I don't know why
so I went to the thrift store a few times
and now I have one new testament only Good News
and two Good News Bibles
and I am reading one now

dont worry

I see holes everywhere
its not just you

you dont see holes?

we are talking about a Bible called
the King James version
and you are worried about the translation?

you should know

if you are the one trying to fix everything
you should know by now
if God wants to take it away
let him take it away

I am sick of it

this has been going on for over 20 years
if I can see and hear who is she to take it away from me

post 471

I did a horrible thing
more than once
and I know
God could strike me dead right now
so I am assured
he has a purpose for me

how did I get away with it?

I guess I am the dumb ass that threw him off three times

lesson 468

check out the last page
if it says "The End"
you can suck it
its Halloween candy

lesson 467

Im doing the only thing I can do
I am reading

lesson 466

you do not want to get caught in a bad situation with a chidren's bible

its a mess

I think we have a big kudos for Good News
but even admins from the same party can differ

so damned determined

so damned determined to find something
they hit a damn water main

the L thing

that came from the knot they tried to tie ten years ago

I apologize

I know in the past few weeks I have said some stuff that wasnt nice
but people cant read my mind you know
everything was going fine till it came the last day to register
then the "voices" started fighting over me
I don't know why they do that
I apologize
I felt it my duty to fight them
so they wont do it to somebody else

damn

yall must have understood it
I was sure I was gonna get flamed for that

well...

I am a moron
and nobody needs me either!

what else he said

he said he was a moron and nobody needed him anymore

maybe

maybe he says that about a lot of people

he said

God this is awful
he said
he said as far as he was concerned
I was him

game burn

its like when you have been swimming all day
and when you lay down to sleep
you still feel like you are swimming
its like that

hiding from God

You keep hiding from God
and you are going to end up
in a place
where your money is not going to work

Jesus scares the heck out of me

He is like a drill Sergeant from Beta Zed

what I got

I got music going on
I got math going on
I got Good News going on
I get legitimate information
I am not like these other bozo's
and all of it was over her
and she doesn't appreciate any of it

yzax

normally you would get a computer to pick a number between 1 and 0
then multiply that out for the range of numbers you want
here the computer is making a binary decision to pick a frame labeled with four characters left for you to interpret

50-50

all random numbers generated by a computer lean on 50-50
thats why 50-50 would be the most random
it narrows the set to its natural binary size

?

01000100 01100001 01110110 01101001 01100100 00100000 01001101 01100001 01101100 01101100 01101111 01110010 01111001

I imagine

I imagine there are thousands of us ready to read at any moment

congrats

Congratulations to President Elect Barack Obama.
I never thought I would see it in my lifetime.
I pray now we are all on the same page.

African-Americans

African-Americans have always been good to me.
I am proud that we will have an African-American President.

I know it sounds crazy but...

not everyone can read "Good News"

rogue wave

rouge wave

freak waves

what a mess

my music hurts people
Good News turns people into WTZ's
I will be surprised if we make it to thanksgiving

conterac

I feel I have made significant progress
I feel I have discovered true phenomenon,
but I am being stonewalled
for not being traditional

thats what happens

when you take on 90% of everybody

I understand

I understand why it was done

does it work?

was that a tool or a superstition?

deal with it

deal solitaire 9 times

yall

yall arguing over John
and the darn thing
dont even belong bound in the same book!

if they want to say,,

if they want to say John the Apostle wrote it
Why don't they just say it?

you know im different

you know i got shit the others aint got
you just dont want to admit it

sheer frustration and anger

They dug too deep
hit a water main or something

God is never your adversary

If you feel God is your adversary
you are your own adversary

I know from where blessings flow

If God is your adversary
something is wrong with you

84/99

I have been an ass my whole life
please forgive me
its your life too

please Jesus

either let them give me a settlement
or let me go back to work

My name is David

I never was John