Saturday, December 13

its who you want to write it for

thats the deal
writing it for General Motors aint going to work

and it is not just money either

you can make money by giving money people

just like that

go ahead

write it down
"I wish I had the ability to write a 70$ check"

why should I want money

my life is screwed
I cant buy back a life

how can you prove in court...

time reversal
on that scale
it is ages away

how can I do that?

i am never going to get a check from google
the physics aint there yet
it aint happening

all I have asked for

is the ability to write a 70$ check

lark knows

somebody is going to get money from somewhere

its worthless to even try

thats why im getting off with it

he told me to sue google

but of course that is never going to be allowed

he understands karma too

way better than I do

he understands emotions

far better than I do

he told me

you hate people when it hurts too much to love them

victor is smart

he knows

I am behind Lark

he has Native American heritage
and I am behind him

I know my attitude is wrong

but it is not a perfect world
and this is to the point of abuse

Friday, December 12

lark knows where this is

thank him

I am sorry

but some people know where this shit is at

that is why we are here

so you know what happens when things go wrong and cant be fixed
its ice water people
please

do you know what the bargain is?

do you know who gets shit when things go wrong and cant be fixed?

you wanted someone angry

you wanted someone on your level
would you rather it be someone else?
do you want me or not?
this is ice water people
you dont know what you are being given

dont you understand the role human emotions play

jesus you cant take them away people

you want to be superimposed

keep on following that atheistic garbage

we know what is superimposed and whats not

keep on believing it

I mean this is basic fundamental shit people

what is freedom?

if people aint allowed to have their own opinions about shit like this

we know it aint a perfect world

so we do a trade off

you think pussy is pussy

and it aint

its a bitter arguement

and it never ends

thats just it

thats why it will never work
I don't think I am here to be happy

she can make it that I never go to the station

ever
so you need to ask her

we play a whole different game

I am telling it like it is

I am not holding back any punches

I want to live a life that is important

I want to live a life that means something
it never means anything with her

I just want a life

it aint a life with her

I give her a life

she gives me a life
thats the way it works with me

I have a major attitude problem

but I am telling you the truth
it is never going to work with her

I think I can be an important person

I think I know everything
its never going to work with her
I am not going to listen to her
i think myself too self important
it is never going to work

satan was lying to us

it could have fell like a string of dominoes
I don't know where it would have ended

the internet lets you stand naked

it is a powerful tool

as a man

I give you points
you are trying to understand

It doesn't need to be walked out anymore

I am giving you my permission to call it validated

validation

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im just looking for some validation

this thing could have ended in 1995
it really could have

frove

this aint spam
its chicken salad rejects

Thursday, December 11

it is your dice world

not his

you labeled it a spam blog

what is it not good enough spam for you?

I can't make my arguement

for anyone to understand
and its just a big mess
and it never gets any better
it just gets worse
please dont force me to go back

I gave it my own chance

thats why we are screwed

everybody else...

I have already given it a chance
that is why I think everyone is lying to me

women are selfish

don't you understand what i am saying to you
it was some kind of fantasy
it never happened
and trying to make it happen
aint going to do any good
satan is lying to you

because

if family is taken care of
there is no guarantee I am going to be at the station

cause its not just me

and family comes first

there was no going back

and fixing the David Ginger thing
even if it was real
satan is lying to you

I am scared

if I had not been an original development
what would have happened to me?

it sounded like a good job

it gave me an identity

that is what its like

when there are no answers
and everyone is lying to you

they are doing sick shit

and it needs to stop
I am sorry I mixed religions
but I had the thunder in my head
I was seriously confused as to who I was

when I chose them as my observers

I did not know they were going to do shit like that

I fought

try to give people a future
and they said piss on it

666

I can have original developments

from now till the cows come home

I cancel any arrangement I ever had with the hopi

dont sell your soul to the index cards people

it is not a wise path to follow

I dont like that shit

especially when they get my father involved
poor man
he thought the world was fair until this shit started

they look at their index cards

and say gee what did we do last time?

its sad

but it is going to take more than I can do to wake these people up

yes even after this

it is just an original development to them

they are atheists

they dont believe in God
they dont see a need for God
its all psychology to them
as far as they are concerned
bible thumpers have anger issues

thats is what they call you

they think you have anger issues

I apologize

I couldn't rest until I knew what was wrong with her

I must be pent up hostile

its a lot easier to get angry with a blog

why do they put all their eggs in my basket

cause they trust me

unboth

they tried to x-file the x generation
filling our heads with crap

and suddenly there was a battle for North America

and nobody knew why

what was I waiting for..

you should know now

they wanted someone they could identify with

they wanted someone to get angry

if satan did that to your sister

you would say fuck the music too

give liberty the gift you gave to me

you must know

Liberty is going to make me sick
and I am going to come back here

I wish something could be done

but I guess
even though people can be held responsible
you have to play the cards you are dealt

1984

I really though you loved me
I was walking on air
it was the best Christmas I ever had
I don't want to judge the perpetrator that way
but Liberty is making me sick

it should be enough the perpatrator is dead

but its not

I could never make music for satan

knowing what he did
and even if the truth was kept from me
I would find out eventually
and we would be right back here

how can I agree to it

when I am seeing what I am seeing

we are past the pont of no return

I have passed my blessing on to someone else

Wednesday, December 10

Do you want the line of Aaron to take care of this?

I didn't think so

it can happen

believe me

what if....

what if Moses came down from the mountain
and found you playing cruel games with one another?

thank God I am not president

hytorn

you want to walk around in circles
walk around in circles
i dont give a fuck

want to improve humanity

my ass!

thank God

Nobunaga is the solution to that friggen knot

PROVE IT!

FUCKING ASSHOLES!

USE THINGS NOT PEOPLE!

FUCKING ASSHOLES!

one PERSON can hold North Amerca assholes

top secret

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