I took you on as my responsibility

I adopted the atheists and agnostics

I am here for you

take shelter now

find something big and old
and read it

it is not a philosophy anymore

it is a shelter

you need to grab on to something old people

before it is too late
foristay

I am not asking you to follow it

I am asking you to read it

dont be sorry ten years from now

if we have that long

I did not want to read it either

but it is the best option

dont read the ufology stuff

it is not good for you
big head game that ended with the flood

to all of you

you have to have some math underneath your ass right now
read something big and old

it is about old stuff too

just like I said

it is not just me

it is like I said 10 years ago
there is a big shell game going on

I apologize

I dont know why I have these chicken salad breakdowns

thanks for 16 cents

I wish I could get more of that

it is not about being in front

it is about having something underneath

I am not a wizard like you...

you gotta put some math under your self woman

you need a floor...

just read the bible
it will put math underneath your self

I just dont see what yall see

I guess

just keep ignoring me

I am not the one that makes those decisions

this is an oasis

in the world of crazy and worthless

just help some undeserving slob and be done with it

I know it is crazy and worthless out here

but these people need me
they aint got nobody else

I know you want the real one

and I am messing you over
cause I don't like you anymore

nobody said it was easy

and I am not here to have fun

its just like I said

it is a bitter friggen argument that never friggen ends
you want one of them
choose one

I have gone into lockdown mode

cause you are playing around with me

you want me to feel

but I am not going to waste my emotions on somebody that doesn't love me

you dont care if she actually loves me or not

I do

I felt the competition

my selflessness was genuine

I am the phony

I never really was in competition with the others

justin told me

for general goodwill

deal solitaire 9 times

I understand now

I dont get ahead of them

I shut them out

how to use info set

clear browser history
refresh
click on links until you reach a page where all links are visited

what is happening

is some kind of natural reaction to time reversal

big words

to use a big word in the wrong way means you are talking to somebody

they rejected me

and we got doubled

they took something I said the wrong way

I am the second one

he did not curse the church
but that is ok

I was actually on the road

I was on the road the whole time

I was saved by Japan

that doesn't mean I didn't walk here

thats a transliteration

its not actually true

I have walked 25 years into the future

and I don't feel it for you anymore

I was feeling so good

I was feeling so much better
I had gotten to the point where I didnt think of her for days

either I am abnormal or I am not

you would not do this to someone autistic
or with alzheimers
why are you doing it to me?

there is emotional ability sweetheart

just like everything else

how would you like it if I forced you to take calculus

I am just not good at it

the cat is fine

it is the people outside who are screwed

the medication

I feel the medication is taking me places I could not otherwise go
but thats something else I am never going to be able to win

it was just too much

any halfway schizo would have went crazy

we have all made strides

it is not about the cat

it is whether we need the box or not

there may be other david mallory's

but the question is whether it is naturally like that or not

damn thing

it is all about whether God exists in the end

why does it matter

please stop running that movie in my head
I am going to get new developments to the cows come home

you wanted proof

you got it
he is going to make you quit
else this

oh my God

they aint gonna quit

christ already told them basically the sme thing

we are dumber than roaches

at least they don't pay for their own traps

I love you

I am sorry

you just take the job

you don't know why

I know how to do it

I don't know why

things naturally go wrong

I am trying to hold things from getting worse

I am trying to secure the south

things naturally go wrong

to make things go right you need to cooperate

then east and west...

then east and west have to work together to go north

I told you ten years ago

you have to go south before you go north

nature goes south

its the go south philosophy

it drives everybody nuts

somebody got pissed

we were finding the light every time
and somebody did not like it

somehow I know

somehow I know its more than his retirement

i am going to keep talking....

just ignore me

people had tools

they knew how to use them

me and dad

I dont know where
it was a lot different

thats why I keep telling you

I cant tell you how to use stuff

just enought to make it work

I know you dont like it

but its part nature

it was the idea of a solution that caused it

it had nothing to do with my sex life

it was not an easy street

his kingdom is here

jehovah's witness is right

God is not going to allow it

ours works

theirs doesn't
why should we shut off something that works
even if it could be shut off

I fought for you to have a future

this is ice water

satan...

satan dont want you to know this history people
he wants you to live in the bad old days

it never really happened

dont worry about it

its tragic

but I can't unlearn it

what do you think now?

I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unwinable
I was supposed to learn nuclear war was unavoidable
what do you think now?

study your history

darwin and marx started world war two
God didnt

it only took about three weeks

and its done me good

an understanding

people struggle for an understanding
and if they just turned to God they would have one

I have shit...

I have shit people struggle their whole life for

she must be seeing all sorts of shit...

she must be seeing all sorts of shit that aint real
I dont know how to help

everybody does it to me

why should I single them out

I may be weak

but I am not worthless

I could not be a jarhead

not in a million years

he could be a jarhead if he wanted to

if he thought he needed to be

animals love my father

you try to be a good person
you try to do the right thing
and people have it in for you

I am not the person my father is...

but I am not a sociopath

my kitty is well adjusted

I have done my best not to traumatize him

satan...

satan is filling her head with a bunch of bullshit crap