reality check machine

I must be some reality check machine or something

I don't understand

why does this go on and on if i don't make a decision?
it shouldn't be that way.
something is wrong.

I don't deserve a twinkie

I was out of line
I apologize
I must be scaring the living crap out of everybody

for me

for me it was either a false hell or the real thing
and you dont matriculate in a false hell

i apologize

I guess it's a job I gave myself

poor people

they feel I'm the only one that ever goes down there
they feel I'm the only one that cares about them

every time

every time i go down there people are using voting machines and shit and it aint funny im not happy about it

sick perversion

it is a sick perversion and im not happy about it

if i cant hold the center

if i cant hold the center
i am going to hold it long enough that people remember it

what I saw

I'm tired of walls coming down and people saying "You don't care about us, why should we care about you?" I care about everybody ok?

you are messing up

the key word there is "MY"

DAMN IT!

they used her in the codec its not me

lay off of it

why do you ask me to take responsibility for it and then get mad at me?

its my responsibility

i didnt know how to forgive
or what to forgive
please forgive me

my future

my future belongs to everybody ok?
If I have a future everybody has a future
Im sorry that people didn't have a future that's horrible

i dont get it

dont we all have a future together?
dont we all share the future?
i dont understand

I'm confused

doesn't everybody have a future?
why don't people have a future?

I don't understand

I don't understand how what I do determines whether people have a future or not.

i understand

im caustic
im hurting people
im some kind of walking twilight zone

they are not happy

they are talking about a permanent split