I just care about people

I let others worry about time and God

it is not a game

we are real nations
with real people
and real religions
and Christ is with us
so please stop arguing

I did something with the pull the plug scenario

that was never anticipated OK?
just leave it at that please!

please forgive them

I can understand why they did not ask you
this somehow has become too important

they called me delusional and schizoprenic

so i just went with it
what am I supposed to do
get all upset over the music I thought was about me
and end up in the hospital
In my case
I feel no information and saturation became the same thing

this is crazy

This shit IS bananas
I can't believe that shit actually happened
please tell me that shit didn't happen
in my delusional state
MIT and the Catholic Church wiped me clean

I don't think they are ever going to trust me...

but if what happened inside my delusional mind really happened
I can understand why
I feel I have been wiped clean
I feel its been over with for a decade

I feel they dont like it...

I feel they don't like it when I make announcements as fact
which I have no way of knowing from their perspective I guess

I feel there is a massive dark side...

I feel there is a massive dark side that has already been taken care of from my perspective

I guess they keep the dark side at bay

they must have took it as their job
I don't believe they are wicked and evil

the whole world could be under this umbrella

but they wont accept it because they don't know where it came from

that is why christ gets so much grief

its not that there is no outside

its that if there is one
nobody knows where it is
and some get freaked out about that

I wish these people no bad will

but I have problems with their
safety in numbers, one man can't do anything attitude

its hard to spam with a dictionary

how about prevalent
you know what I was trying to say

endemic

common to
systemic

why?

cause they were trying to bankrupt the church
over something that was endemic to american society

it used to be like that

it used to be sin sin sin until you die
its not like that anymore

you wanted to say it was endemic to the church

and it wasn't
all of American society was messed up

you having problems people

go sit in the kitchen