Friday, October 27
information paradox
what role does meaning or significance play in prof hawkings "sum over history approach. if i burn a book, does the meaning or significance of the information play a role if the observability of burning it?
Wednesday, October 18
HS dropouts
If I had to take a test to graduate I would quit too. Why hang around and still have to take a test. Id just take the GED.
Monday, October 16
upgrading old macs
i like to fool around with the old pci bus "beige box" macs. the best thing you can do to upgrade them is a ibm hardrive. they really did make the best back then.
Sunday, September 24
Friday, September 22
Americans Get Quizzed On World Affairs
A guy walks the streets of America and asks random people some pretty easy questions. A couple of these answers actually had me laughing out loud. |
Wednesday, September 13
Sunday, September 3
Friday, August 18
what i feel
i feel like the person who is supposed to be on my side, the person who is supposed to be trying to help me, is totally blowing me off
Monday, July 24
Wednesday, July 19
Monday, July 10
Tuesday, June 27
Friday, June 2
i guess you cant talk
ive been looking for you for like a decade and a half and now you cant talk. I hope their isnt some conspiracy. Im really mad at her. I feel like she could have stopped all this.
Saturday, April 15
Friday, March 17
Tuesday, February 28
Monday, February 27
a statement
no one knows the original event history. I suspect I was exposed to several singularities indirectly. that there were others involved. that this was an accident.
Wednesday, December 14
Sunday, December 11
idiom #1
that he is coming back, is probably the least important thing of the whole story. That they are still fighting over a peice of land since then is sad and pathetic
Friday, October 28
Thursday, October 27
Sunday, September 4
paradigm shift
the paradigm shift of money is about to change. It happens, not because I want it to, but because it must. Right now, the dollar is 300% energy. We know energy can neither be created or destroyed. I would suggest, if necessary, everyone buy a lottery ticket and burn it
Sunday, August 28
Monday, August 22
what the future of computing might look like
desktops will go the way of ghetto blasters. everyone is going to carry their OS, Applications, and Documents on portable media. This is going to be driven by kids trying to work their way around parental controls. people will boot from the media, do what they need to do, then go. CPU id's will be useless. home computers are going to look more the like of commodore 64's and such. For a lot of us there may not be a "hardrive" as such. Browsing without a hardrive is going to be quite common. Any successfull OS is going to have to handle several binaries. the move by apple to X86, if it's going to happen, will allow people for the first time to fairly test the "flavor" of the PowerPC. It may turn out like the Coke 2 debacle. except apple is not coke.
Friday, August 5
Wednesday, August 3
computer fun
I’ve spent the last couple days immersed in technical bullshit. The imac started acting up so I had to revert to the original hard drive. I hate fixing things now, but it was not worth the money to have fixed by somebody else. Anyway we got the old one running and I had fun downloading the essential files I need to do the music thing, luckily everything worked out, except I have this osx partition I cant access and don’t really need. When I eventually figured I couldn’t do anything with it, the vaio started calling me. I’ve been meaning to check out linux for a while so I looked it up in google and went to town. It seems every time I start on this linux thing I start running around in circles. Too many hoops to jump through to get it working right. They got this new thing though called “live”. There’s all sorts of different “compilations” but basically you boot the OS from your cd drive, and everything is up there in your memory. I cant really recommend one without at least trying one other one, I like MEPIS but I tried UBUNTU first. UBUNTU didn’t like my video and would only do 480. This seems to be common with UBUNTU. Somewhere I found a link for MEPIS and downloaded that. The way this works is you download whats called an “iso” from the web. You download another program like “Burn4free” and you take the “iso” and burn a disk with it. Like burning an mp3. I had to fool around with my monitor a bit but MEPIS loaded just fine. It came with mozilla and it would really be useful if something happened to your hardrive and you needed to get on the net for tech support. Its like having another computer.
file that i burned and ran is called
SimplyMEPIS-2004.04.iso
file that i burned and ran is called
SimplyMEPIS-2004.04.iso
Monday, July 11
cosmological uncertainty video and definition
http://fazit.tv/mpi01/start_vid.html
cosmological uncertainty is the observation that quantum fluxuations leave their patterns on matter distribution and trigger formation of the largest structures known.
paraphrase m.turner chicago
cosmological uncertainty is the observation that quantum fluxuations leave their patterns on matter distribution and trigger formation of the largest structures known.
paraphrase m.turner chicago
Monday, May 2
falsification
It is the power we give falsification that makes our world what it is.
Falsification is the phenomenon we are here to experience.
We are waiting on the falsification of falsification.
Who will survive the coming of the lord.
Falsification is the phenomenon we are here to experience.
We are waiting on the falsification of falsification.
Who will survive the coming of the lord.
Monday, March 14
what's going on
the people who need to know, know. My opinion is, Yes the people are being placated. I think the higher, higher ups feel it was an accident that got blown out of proportion, that i am not a bad guy, and that if they keep this quiet long enough it will go away. I hope it will go away as well. I don't think people would accept my theory of events anyway. obviously something ahead of me went terribly wrong. Perhaps several things went wrong
Thursday, January 13
weighing in
I think people who use darwin to say god does not exist are not
considering everything. there is uncertainty, entanglement, relativity.
I don't think they fully apreciate the implications.
considering everything. there is uncertainty, entanglement, relativity.
I don't think they fully apreciate the implications.
Saturday, December 25
merry christmas
they say moses was a nutcase that got lucky. they say so many people go around saying the sky is going to fall, that its only a matter of time that one schizo gets it right. Last time it changed the world and monotheism of took root. Science and religion are both ment to protect us from different but similar flames. The ruin of self delusion or the turbulence of an unbalanced mind. we need science. we need religion. we need to understand both better.
thank you for being my observers and
merry christmas
David
thank you for being my observers and
merry christmas
David
Monday, December 13
Thursday, December 2
Friday, November 12
Sunday, November 7
Friday, October 15
Sunday, October 3
Friday, October 1
Monday, September 27
Wednesday, September 15
Tuesday, September 7
Thursday, August 26
Uncertainty Principle (Werner Heisenberg)
Uncertainty Principle (Werner Heisenberg): "are different interpretations of the same phenomena"
Wednesday, August 25
Monday, August 23
Wednesday, August 11
shun him
how certain is certain? and what is the nature of certainty? and what does the possession of certainty entail?
Tuesday, August 3
Wednesday, July 28
we all need someone to shine on
just to keep us alive
you dont have to do it anymore
if you dont want to
you dont have to do it anymore
if you dont want to
Tuesday, June 29
Sunday, June 27
Friday, June 25
Wednesday, June 23
postulation #9
in order for there to be so much difficulty as to who is entitled to do what
it must not have been taken into account in the original equation
it must not have been taken into account in the original equation
Tuesday, June 22
Sunday, June 20
Welcome to the library
be peaceful and quiet and you will have a place to visit if you end up going to hell
Thursday, June 17
cosmological uncertainty
there is little direct exposure as they do not radiate in the visible spectrum
Saturday, June 12
Friday, June 11
no thanks
the worst thing that can happen in the afterlife is responsibility. I respectively decline.
im slow
you guys have made american pie out of this whole thing havent you? How many thousands of years has it been? I am not remembered very well am I? I am glad for you. I am worried about myself. Please do not pass judgement on me. I am a relic from a bygone era. I will never understand your world. As you will never understand mine. We have truly evolved. In completely opposite directions.
Thursday, June 10
to the one I love
I felt very conflicted. I did not like the way i was feeling. The paranoia. The sexual arousal. The anxiety. It was also very traumatic to learn that my perceptions were not correct and that they disturbed you. I felt out of control. I was scared. I didn't understand what was going on. I wanted it to stop. I wanted desperately to gain control over my life. It took several years to come out of the fugue, but by then it was too late. The trauma had led me to chose a carrer I was not well suited for. The constant stress eventually pushed me over the edge. Over the past ten years events have brought things into sharper and sharper focus, however, with each revelation, I relive the trauma all over again. I feel you have been there waiting for me to end this fiasco. Perhaps it will one day. I certainly hope so. I wish I had been a better friend. That I had not felt the need to push. Somewhere in my mind there is a memory of a poem I wrote that you asked me for and I gave it too you. I hope you would print this out and keep it and remember others to me so that this mistake might not happen again.
love david
love david
how it works
he knows im not supposed to be here anyway, so he starts doubling me up, hoping that when you finally do hit the real thing you wont recognize it, have a "miscalculation", and end up in a blind alley.
another rambling
I know you are unsatisfied with what has transpired. I am sorry I did not live up to your expectations. I agree that my interests, motivations, and obsessions have led me down the wrong road. You should not however be lulled into a false sense of security through repition, this is a favorite trick of the adversary. Please be careful, the alternative may find you in a completely blind alley.
another rambling
I know you are unsatisfied with what has transpired. I am sorry I did not live up to your expectations. I agree that my interests, motivations, and obsessions have led me down the wrong road. You should not however be lulled into a false sense of security through repition, this is a favorite trick of the adversary. Please be careful, the alternative may find you in a completely blind alley.
Tuesday, June 8
boot code?
to base the whole success or failure of the universe on whether it is observed or not thats just plain genius
ok here goes
this is the hypothesis
because these things have a greater propensity to hit each other, uncertainty pushes them apart.
you may want to know what makes me think this. You may or may not be aware of the website i generated several years ago. we'll after developing the "black hole" website i noticed that i could hit the "singularity" of the "official" black hole website fairly regular. I don't know if these web "expiriments" have anything to do with the real thing.
because these things have a greater propensity to hit each other, uncertainty pushes them apart.
you may want to know what makes me think this. You may or may not be aware of the website i generated several years ago. we'll after developing the "black hole" website i noticed that i could hit the "singularity" of the "official" black hole website fairly regular. I don't know if these web "expiriments" have anything to do with the real thing.
probability mass
if you are a singularity the chances of you hitting a singularity are much much greater. in fact its probably inevitable. the universe may be expanding because these damn things are "chasing" each other.
nash
most people see "A Beautiful Mind" and dont really get the issue. Information is a lot deeper than we think. whether it be the "equal distant letter skip" phenomenon, used in "decoding" the bible, or the reverse speech phenomenon all the rock stars are accused of, there are strange juxtapositions of words and outright whole sentences that seemingly appear out of nowhere.
I dont want to get into a math lecture but I will say this for those of you who aren't so into it. Ive read that the funny thing about information content and how it is measured is the random numbers or data have the most. Its a real problem of course. How can random be informative?
What I've said, and what's probably driven me mad, is that "no information" and "saturation" can be the same thing. The keep phrase there is "can be". It's not empirical. It does not happen all the time. Which is probably why our ancestors, who may have recognized the phenomenon perhaps in their own way, chose to attribute it, when it occured, to greater beings.
Of Course no one ever is going to come forward and say their sacred texts were written through the use of a random process, and its probably my paranoia to even suggest such a thing. Some people though may have more "control" over it. Or lack of depending on how you look at it.
So what we got is one schizo saying another isn't nuts
I dont want to get into a math lecture but I will say this for those of you who aren't so into it. Ive read that the funny thing about information content and how it is measured is the random numbers or data have the most. Its a real problem of course. How can random be informative?
What I've said, and what's probably driven me mad, is that "no information" and "saturation" can be the same thing. The keep phrase there is "can be". It's not empirical. It does not happen all the time. Which is probably why our ancestors, who may have recognized the phenomenon perhaps in their own way, chose to attribute it, when it occured, to greater beings.
Of Course no one ever is going to come forward and say their sacred texts were written through the use of a random process, and its probably my paranoia to even suggest such a thing. Some people though may have more "control" over it. Or lack of depending on how you look at it.
So what we got is one schizo saying another isn't nuts
The First Chapter
I dont write as much as I used too. Some of the medicines are really bad for that. This is something I started several months ago. It seems now Im constantly starting things and never continuing on with them.
I takes constant effort for things to go well. Perhaps that is what praying is about. Even then you can still get into trouble. They prey on you. A lost soul is more precious to them than diamonds. There’s all sorts of traps just waiting to be sprung. A movie, a book, the television, or even the constant barrage of punch drunk love songs on the radio.. Maybe they won’t get you now, but one day you are going to make a mistake. The door will open. The opportunity will be theirs.
I suffer from one of possibly several different diseases labeled “schizophrenia”. Possibly more articulate than most. Certainly more dangerous. That’s why they keep you all doped up you know, so you don’t start talking to a burning bush, so you don’t cause any “trouble”.
This isn’t a novel. It’s not a scientific paper. Of course you wouldn’t expect an advice book from somebody like me. It’s just a testament. To get it all down. To get it all out. The perspective of it all. The twisted, horrid, pathetic totality of it.
I don’t remember when it started. For a while I had convinced myself it had always been there. The thunder was a secret. Something I would share with someone I truly cared about. A lot of things happened from then to there, and I don’t want to skip anything.
There were two times I remember being very sick as a child. Once was with chickenpox. The other was with some sort of severe allergy complex. The two get sort of twisted in my mind, and I can’t remember exact details. I do remember, while at home for being sick, standing in the corner of my room. It seems like it started then. For all intents and purposes though, I’ve always had it. I was born with it.
At some point during that period, on a dare, I threw a rock through a church window. What happened next is still within the deep recesses of my mind. The children, when I broke the window, proceeded to enter the church. They stole I don’t know what, and I remember it being a big scandal. I remember being very upset. Some say trauma starts these things. Ritual abuse. Chronic separation. Others say you dig this stuff up. It really didn’t happen. Or it wasn’t as bad as you perceive it to be. I had really buried this stuff. I remember running. I remember being very upset. And perhaps even shouting. Shouting in my head.
Had God forsaken me in elementary school? I don’t think so. At least I didn’t then. I remember being very concerned about salvation. The salvation of the world. I knew as early as first grade that the world sat on the brink of armageddon. I was the kind of kid that worried about stuff like that. I think back now. I think why couldn’t I just be a kid. Why did I have to carry the world on my shoulders. I think I knew
I takes constant effort for things to go well. Perhaps that is what praying is about. Even then you can still get into trouble. They prey on you. A lost soul is more precious to them than diamonds. There’s all sorts of traps just waiting to be sprung. A movie, a book, the television, or even the constant barrage of punch drunk love songs on the radio.. Maybe they won’t get you now, but one day you are going to make a mistake. The door will open. The opportunity will be theirs.
I suffer from one of possibly several different diseases labeled “schizophrenia”. Possibly more articulate than most. Certainly more dangerous. That’s why they keep you all doped up you know, so you don’t start talking to a burning bush, so you don’t cause any “trouble”.
This isn’t a novel. It’s not a scientific paper. Of course you wouldn’t expect an advice book from somebody like me. It’s just a testament. To get it all down. To get it all out. The perspective of it all. The twisted, horrid, pathetic totality of it.
I don’t remember when it started. For a while I had convinced myself it had always been there. The thunder was a secret. Something I would share with someone I truly cared about. A lot of things happened from then to there, and I don’t want to skip anything.
There were two times I remember being very sick as a child. Once was with chickenpox. The other was with some sort of severe allergy complex. The two get sort of twisted in my mind, and I can’t remember exact details. I do remember, while at home for being sick, standing in the corner of my room. It seems like it started then. For all intents and purposes though, I’ve always had it. I was born with it.
At some point during that period, on a dare, I threw a rock through a church window. What happened next is still within the deep recesses of my mind. The children, when I broke the window, proceeded to enter the church. They stole I don’t know what, and I remember it being a big scandal. I remember being very upset. Some say trauma starts these things. Ritual abuse. Chronic separation. Others say you dig this stuff up. It really didn’t happen. Or it wasn’t as bad as you perceive it to be. I had really buried this stuff. I remember running. I remember being very upset. And perhaps even shouting. Shouting in my head.
Had God forsaken me in elementary school? I don’t think so. At least I didn’t then. I remember being very concerned about salvation. The salvation of the world. I knew as early as first grade that the world sat on the brink of armageddon. I was the kind of kid that worried about stuff like that. I think back now. I think why couldn’t I just be a kid. Why did I have to carry the world on my shoulders. I think I knew
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If I had to take a test to graduate I would quit too. Why hang around and still have to take a test. Id just take the GED.