Average Inner Blog

Why are we singling out Russia? Other nations have artists that sing about it from 20 years ago. It seems one witch hunt just leads to another witch hunt Progress gets made and roadblocks are put up I was wanting to say something, But I felt it would be offensive. Mounted pedestrians? Swiss guard? I am having a windows nightmare. I haven't seen a machine this sick since 1998 Apparently Intel and Microsoft are at odds over antivirus utilities  Mcafee was telling me nothing was wrong and it was fighting me Obviously something was wrong Machines don't get that sick and nothing is wrong  I just wanted it to do a scan for Pete's sake It should be able to do a scan on command Mcafee wouldn't do a scan And it wouldn't let defender do a scan I got to get control of this machine Some people believe what the computer is telling them Some people don't I wrote one time that it was sad we spend hundreds a month on technology While there are people starving in Africa, And I t...

BFIt's harder for things to evolve if you try to own them. That's my opinion anyway. I don't remember why I came to have that opinion. If I did I would be trying to own it. It is augmented. My perp said he would cut off my nookie supply if I ever fingered him. Imagine that. Occam's razor says lead. The closest thing to victim a schizophrenic is ever going to get. Schizophrenic = Perpetrator Giving new meaning to the word watergate. I did not start out on the right. Now that I know what left and right is about, I am glad to be on the right. It seems some looked into my ravings and profited. I warned my dad that was going to happen. I give my shit away for free, Because I am on somebody's shit list, And I am getting blackballed. I have the right to exist and I am defending myself. They make deals with the devil And when they can't deliver or fall short They blame republicans  I am defending myself  I don't have the luxury of an opinion. I saw a sign between th...

If they are going to stitch people to it, They should at least know what the Big Bang is. I have pissed somebody off. This is ridiculous. If you don't think about sex every eight seconds, Something is wrong with you. It was never even an option for me. The people spreading those rumors had their own motivation. There are people out there whose issue is gay or not gay. I am never going to convince those people. I think we need to come to terms with the fact, I am not fitting into the formula. "I don't like it anymore than you do..." Be thankful you don't live in a place, Where it's racist to love your hometown. Oh my goodness can you believe it! Oh my gosh I have never seen a game like this! Go Patriots! Thanks for the response, I appreciate it.

V It's thought Christ is a pansy. It's thought love is in hell. It's thought Christ is not going to physically do anything. It's thought he needs to finish what he started, Do what he promised. This is not radical. Millions of people believe this. Democracy is not the real experiment. The real experiment is whether we can live together or not. Whether we can recognize reality or not. Whether we are his or not. Yzax is a discovery  If it is not assimilated it my never be discovered again I may have been crazy to think one of my posts might cause wwiii, But we are in the center of it snow aren't we. I know I have foreshadowed things before. I hope I am wrong about this one. Is there an x they have anything good to say about? It looks like the manna machine. Lithium = dose of reality = stitched to the bang What are tunneling led's She got angry She fought I am afraid to play my Nintendo Sometimes I realize people are trying to get a reaction out of me, So I try and...

It's not worth my sanity. It is considered creepy and stalking If they admit to what is happening in the polls, It will make their situation worse. I have no problem with it. They lie and hide from the people, Let the people hide and lie to them. If states had rights You wouldn't have to worry about your marriage Or reproductive rights If California wants to do one thing And New Jersey wants to do something else To a certain extent They should be able to do that Unfortunately it becomes a race issue and doesn't work. It is the last hoorah of the silent majority. Enjoy it while it lasts. Issues can always be hijacked by people who want to do the wrong thing I decided to see if my vote mattered or not. Actually I felt the party I voted for would have an unfair advantage. They have four years to prove to the rest of us they are right. A bunch of tricksters who want to play mind games on the public Is not a demographic I want to be a part of. I think the real question is whethe...

Is saturation real? Or is it what you decide it to be? What is universal saturation? Mine is the same as yours, is the same as his... Or, Mine is mine, yours is yours, his is his In a scramble nothing is substituted  If I gave every line its own page, it would cause a mess. It is less spambolic that way. The bizzarro people like that I leave it open like that. It's like reality, you never know when the door is going to close. You put it on the bus, and it just bounces around in there until you ask for it again. They are bringing packets back from the dead. States may resign and become dysfunctional.

Happy birthday I am not cut out for radio generous, I need to leave. If I could go back to that day I walked out I would leave White people have lived with lead for thousands of years His body, His blood, If he is risen, It is his decision. If one lone gunman versus Kennedy doesn't balance out, The crucifixion for 144000 elite individuals doesn't balance out. Clean air matters Clean water matters Parsley sage rosemary and lead It is just another part of the recipe Are you doing what needs to be done? Or are you doing what you want to do to somebody? I was in the chat room or something, And they asked me what I do it for And I said "I am in it for the lulls" Meaning quiet restful moments And they just really thought that was funny I don't know if they admire me, Or if they just like watching me lose my mind. It's like everything else, Did it really happen? I don't know. I am a failure. My ego is not doing its job How can the electoral college do its job as ...

I don't get angry like I am supposed to. I can't run. I have facial recognition problems My social interaction is shot. I can't push myself I can't challenge myself I don't feel the need to worship anything. Proverbs is right. Sometimes you need to set aside your personal understanding And trust in God. It bothers me that I don't know what the original timeline was. I saw a small child given a game, And he was told,"You have one chance, and if things go south, go south." I want that small boy to make it back home. Run with it. I must admit, he looks nothing like Oj Simpson. I guess the meme likes being stolen. "Something in the water does not compute." It is probably the cycle, not the water itself. I guess the role does too. I don't do the math, The math does me. Apparently so  do a number of others. Jesus was crucified for saying "I am" His divinity is the central issue to why ...

There are a lot of sad people out there. We can't write them all off for being stupid. There is no pass or fail. It is all about how far you can take it. No one was supposed to get hurt. It was a funhouse. It wasn't meant to have a solution. It wasn't meant to be solved. Do dominoes fall? Only if you set them up. Miracles happen when they need to. Supernatural  Divine  Intervention You shouldn't call for it unless you are ready for it. Winning and solving may be anthropic  What I consider is aliens may not think that way You are right I can't just make statements  I must consider being able to defend them. It is considered just because we haven't learned anything. The more we focus on winning and solving the worse it gets. "You didn't have to be so nice. I would have loved you anyway." End stage renal disease. I like the idea of someone listening to the same stream I am. Addictive Pr...

Too dumb to smash it with a hammer. I pleaded with her to stop. She was ready to launch. I wonder what was so special about Bill Cosby's house. I am a good guy. I don't deserve this shit. She couldn't cover me. It's not my fault. I tried to tell her something was wrong. I am in the way. I am an obstacle to who she wants to be. I don't know exactly what American women feel entitled to. I am a man. I don't have the right to be in the way. I guess I can't debate common sense. The democrats sneezed and the republicans caught the flu. Delusions are generally the simple explanation. They are an explanation to something the individual is experiencing. I don't know what the Internet has to do with the Big Bang. If we are being compressed, it will develop flaws. I would go farther, but I hate drum machines. Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us? Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us? That's what buddies are for. If you can follow it, you are me. I can...

I get words I get pictures I don't always know what they mean. Scientific minds don't always have that luxury. I think it scares them. I don't think they are ready to think that way. Just because I allow myself to think that way, Doesn't mean I am mad or delusional. I believe there is a bizarro world, And I don't think they have a high opinion of us. I wanted to be schizophrenic  I thought it was cool A lot of the fears I deal with are hers. If something cannot be compressed, will that cause errors? I need to become accustomed to the idea I am not right about everything. His ways are not my ways. My thoughts are not his thoughts. When the rocks start falling, I am going to be praying like everyone else. Smile and be predictable. Why do things quantize to begin with? I shouldn't be expected to prove myself. I couldn't use it if I created one anyway. I shouldn't be expected to prove my own existence. That is wrong. I have been taught the futility of it. Be...

What is cheating sex? A pedestrian stepped on a butterfly. All the music of 77 is just really special for some reason. It reminds me of lying in front of the console with my Mom, And going to see Star Wars with my Dad. Radical Islam will never rule the world in peace. How do you know something is wrong if it has always been that way? Here I am bitching about lead, And vinyl records have lead. I must have been born  desperate. A championship in many other places, Would be just another championship. At VCU it would be much more than that. How about Styx at the super bowl in Chicago? Matt and the harmonics  I don't remember there being 93 different versions no. Of the coverup, By the coverup, For the coverup.

I understand the John 1:1 debate I understand the revelation 1:11 debate God let the GNB be written. There is a tradition of parsing surrounding the KJV that outsiders do not understand. That I admittedly do not understand. For me it is an issue of new wine and old wine

,Nobody wants to be king of the mountain. It costs too much, and you can't stay there I may not recognize the truth, But I am not meaning to deceive anyone. That there is no magic, That there is no alchemy, That is the lie. There is a difference between resorting to magic to explain something, And acknowledging it is there Telling you the truth Without ushering in the dark ages  One thing seems certain, They ain't listening to the carpenters. The second amendment is about the people's right to revolt, Not the right to shoot up elementary schools. I don't think it is understood what would have to be done. It's not just a 1984 thing It is a 1963 thing It makes me hope I am delusional. That I am making up the absurdity  E I want the words to flow I want my parrot to talk, Nobody sees the value in It It's ok to show because he is Palestinian?ff I don't recall any one else gunned down on television. In the beginning ...

What is the "yet" operation? .gov is for tourists I understand why she wanted her own server It's not .mil That is the sort of thing you would do in Nobunaga What is a fantasy fugue? I don't think they ever took into account what might happen if someone actually did rewire themselves. I create too many questions, And I don't answer any. Did she really have to do it? Has it really kept me out of trouble? I don't remember much about 1983. I tried to become another person but I failed Beyond the realm of any possibility. I won't get an accurate portrayal if leave out the ugly parts. Have they ever said "poo" on American television? Someone who is always right is not high on my desirable list. One percent happens Everyday Psychiatry doesn't think one percent should change the way they treat people. They talk about the brain making new connections, but aren't ready when it actually happens. I have rewired myself, and I don't know if it...

You can experience it, But I don't think you will ever have proof. I am not the way I see myself am I. Did Jesus really tell them the rocks would talk? I hate the term "High functioning" It makes it sound I could be better if I tried harder. If you have an event that needs to happen, You will have a whole line of things that need to happen, And some of those things may be in cyberspace Just as they might in a dream Which gets down to what dreams are Just because it sounds bizarre, Doesn't mean its irrational. They are two separate things. We are like gasoline Nobody has found a use for us yet. I spend a lot of energy staying rational. "Lithium is believed to have been created by the Big Bang" Hence "stitched to the bang" You give lithium to those who are holographic It's a dose of reality Relax I am only half kidding When you try to understand it, It gets bizarre. It...

I know why the wall still stands. And so do they. Well suspect anyway. People feel like they can't talk That they can't make any real decisions. We are hanging by a thread, And God has the scissors. Winners can't begin to understand the rest of us. I did not consider radio communications  was an advanced class in psychology. I think I have "theory of mind" impairment. If left to their own devices, People will readily kill one another. Cognitively I am fine. It is interaction with other people I have problems with. America is torn. America does not believe in itself. America cannot defend its own interests. Someone else must stand. It was the cosmopolitan thing to do She has something she feels needs to be accomplished and she won't compromise. It would be better if I never said anything. Why are we so celebrated? What did we do? Why were you looking for someone like me to begin with? It is scary to have conversations with someon...

It isthe firewall. It makes the difference between what's possible and what's not. Any reasonably bright person would run afoul of it sooner or later. The only way to know its a firewall is what happens when you do away with it. Here and there doesn't mean anything without then and now. It's all about the boundaries. It begins with a boundary. It ends with a boundary. Self is a boundary Place is a boundary Life as we know it is a boundary Sometime you let anger get the best of you and you cross a boundary you didn't mean to cross. You can't get it back and you are left with a life you cannot fix What is game impairment? Part of me doesn't understand the radio is not another person. That's different from thinking everyone is out to get you. I thought you were kidding when you said I was autistic. They were trying to sweep up trouble makers, and I got caught in the net. Some just cant make what causality does to odds People don't appreciate how debilit...

Why do I have insight and restraint when other psychos don't? What is Cardinal Fatigue? The things that are important can deteriorate. The brick at the bottom has more stress on it than the brick at the top. But they are still bricks. God did not tell Adam and Eve they were going to live happily ever after. What is a device or media with an obscene amount of information? The girls just want to dash me on the rocks. Fine don't believe in reverse speech and magic squares. I will use them and I will have an advantage you won't use. Belief in God may start because something is biased and partial about the universe. Let's be clear. The phrase "average inner thought" came from reverse speech analysis of something I wrote. I don't know why other people can't get the results I do. I think it is something that doesn't easily lend itself to scientific study. That doesn't mean it should be called pseudo science. Just because you can't get your parro...

Dark time is easy. Dark time is events that haven't happened If object permanence is a skill Then reality is something you must learn. Reality is a skill I am lacking in. Why was that so easy to find now? It wasn't like that before Anything that sets you apart is a psychiatric condition. If everything is about sex then why are we here? We minus well be fruit flies or something. What a relief. I thought it was membranes colliding in my head. I have never seen a more crazy ending in my life! I didn't do anything immoral or illegal. I simply expressed my desire for my team to win In a bizarre superstitious way Today is national give somebody a truck day. The biggest symptom of time travel is confusion. Malcolm XLIX It is just a way to remember Malcolm Butler's name I want to make a comment about the "cheating" But I can't I have never been officially exonerated But I did graduate basic If bad was thought of me That wo...