I know you want the real one

and I am messing you over
cause I don't like you anymore

nobody said it was easy

and I am not here to have fun

its just like I said

it is a bitter friggen argument that never friggen ends
you want one of them
choose one

I have gone into lockdown mode

cause you are playing around with me

you want me to feel

but I am not going to waste my emotions on somebody that doesn't love me

you dont care if she actually loves me or not

I do

I felt the competition

my selflessness was genuine

I am the phony

I never really was in competition with the others

justin told me

for general goodwill

deal solitaire 9 times

I understand now

I dont get ahead of them

I shut them out

how to use info set

clear browser history
refresh
click on links until you reach a page where all links are visited

what is happening

is some kind of natural reaction to time reversal

big words

to use a big word in the wrong way means you are talking to somebody

they rejected me

and we got doubled

they took something I said the wrong way

I am the second one

he did not curse the church
but that is ok

I was actually on the road

I was on the road the whole time

I was saved by Japan

that doesn't mean I didn't walk here

thats a transliteration

its not actually true

I have walked 25 years into the future

and I don't feel it for you anymore

I was feeling so good

I was feeling so much better
I had gotten to the point where I didnt think of her for days

either I am abnormal or I am not

you would not do this to someone autistic
or with alzheimers
why are you doing it to me?

there is emotional ability sweetheart

just like everything else

how would you like it if I forced you to take calculus

I am just not good at it

the cat is fine

it is the people outside who are screwed

the medication

I feel the medication is taking me places I could not otherwise go
but thats something else I am never going to be able to win

it was just too much

any halfway schizo would have went crazy

we have all made strides

it is not about the cat

it is whether we need the box or not

there may be other david mallory's

but the question is whether it is naturally like that or not

damn thing

it is all about whether God exists in the end

why does it matter

please stop running that movie in my head
I am going to get new developments to the cows come home

you wanted proof

you got it
he is going to make you quit
else this

oh my God

they aint gonna quit

christ already told them basically the sme thing

we are dumber than roaches

at least they don't pay for their own traps

I love you

I am sorry

you just take the job

you don't know why

I know how to do it

I don't know why

things naturally go wrong

I am trying to hold things from getting worse

I am trying to secure the south

things naturally go wrong

to make things go right you need to cooperate

then east and west...

then east and west have to work together to go north

I told you ten years ago

you have to go south before you go north

nature goes south

its the go south philosophy

it drives everybody nuts

somebody got pissed

we were finding the light every time
and somebody did not like it

somehow I know

somehow I know its more than his retirement