Average Inner Blog

You need to chase lemons. You need to tie knots. You need to bust the game. That shit belongs on the other side of the river. You got to cross the bridge before you get into that shit. I wouldn't say I was blameless, but the codec is the main thing that happened to her. Why do I worry about the real world? Nobody else does. In fact they seem to be in a head long rush to do away with it. They just say mine is different from everyone else's. They say I steal worlds and stitch them to the bang. It is like setting your watch. Isn't that what you are supposed to do? If it is to be mastered, they will master it. They will go on and off bang at will. I am trying to explain it to you. It is a natural reaction to time reversal. You gotta make sure time is going in the right direction. It is called "off the bang" because the arrow of history doesn't point to the bang. When it does point to the bang it is called "on the bang" The alternate realities should alre...

If I was doing my best and working for one dollar, and they drug me before congress, I'd tell them to go screw themselves. These are retention bonuses people. These are groups that AIG is shutting down. The only money these people are working for practically is the bonus. How else are they going to retain people in positions that are to be eliminated shortly? Market capitalism works on the job market too. I wouldn't tolerate this crap. I come out of retirement, and for the sake of my country take a job and a 1$ to do it, and now they are talking about criminal attorneys. This is why the government shouldn't run companies. People worry too much about other people's opinions. Let them get angry. Let them laugh at you. I am insensitive. All I think about is myself. They know the government is messing with me, so they are messing with the government. I think people underestimate what an IQ of 60 is capable of. My opinion? I think they let it happen to find out who our frien...

I used the same method to generate a list of prime numbers. I didn't realize I was doing such important stuff. God I probably could of got a scholarship to MIT for that. I set up flags for the basic rules then set up an array for the rest. You have my permission to do wendy's How was I supposed to know I was outdoing MIT? I was just fiddling around. I didn't know. I have no idea where that shit is now. that was in 88. Is there any doubt it is me? What am I supposed to do? please lets have a reunion I am sorry I am a fuckup Both of you have so much strength, confidence, and motivation. I am creative, but I lack those things. I guess I wanted her to take me under her wing, and take me places. I knew she was going somewhere, and I wanted to tag along. I didn't like radio. It made me nervous. I had to get away from it. I never had any radio ambition. I took the course cause they black balled me from the stage. I didn't expect the mike fright and the paranoia. I didn...

I am not a sexual predator. I don't know how to be one. I wouldn't want to be one anyway. I couldn't fill that role if I tried. Does that mean I had a bad mother? I didn't know this was a friggen mountain. I thought I was free to have it the way I wanted it. Everyone wants to make my mother out to be the antichrist. When it comes to mapping and polarization, damn right I am going to be obstructionist. You say too often I am the problem. You say this needs to be done. but its not my fault you are living with lemons. I don't care if it needed to be done or not. They were messing with me and they know it. I have been through the gauntlet. I don't have the energy to deal with this crap anymore. Y2K happened sweetheart. Us breaking up is a big deal to them. I cant stay here much longer. I am scaring the living crap out of everybody. I don't remember what I wrote. It is probably secret anyway. The effect is it calls itself, but it doesn't really do that. it fl...