Average Inner Blog

I guess there is a difference between loving yourself, And being in love with yourself. I am confused about that Kansas ballot, I am not sure what yes or no means either. People may have played it safe and voted no. If I told you it represented quantum particles, Would you believe me? It is never perfect, There is always flaws, The trick is knowing what the flaws are. You can’t really call them flaws, Because if the flaws didn’t happen, We wouldn’t be here. They are certainly not just going to accept what I tell them, It will be decades or longer for them to understand this. I consider the knots may be tied locally, But together they form a blanket. Instead of stripping the information, And finding the fundamental laws, You start with no information to begin with. I guess there must be some that appreciate and understand. If we don’t come together and do something, Ain’t nobody going to have to worry about nothing. We will be extinct. The world is too effing small To worry about who is...

There really is one that keeps going And I am not sure I want to be that one anymore. It is going to keep me out of heaven. I guess I am still a kid. I may put $5 down once a month or so. It isn’t worth spending a lot of money. Some people see this meerkat stuff, and others  don’t. I am not going to force it. If it comes it comes. I have a rasp in my voice that comes from not using it. I guess I will just make music, and wait for the lyrics to come. I can see how people get addicted to this. If Willie Nelson can just talk, I guess I can too. It isn’t the ideal situation, but I can deal with it. I would be partners with someone who could write and sing. I have a hard time loving myself. It just doesn’t feel right to me. People get paid good money to come up with words and names and stuff. I guess I am a self absorbed person that hates himself. I wish I had more upper body strength, I wish I could run, I wish I wasn’t so fat, I would like to be a more virile person. Just a good airma...

Things changed when I stopped smoking. I have become more political. If this is what people are going to do, We would be better off if people smoked. Maybe everyone could take Prozac. I stopped smoking in 2008. I can’t believe I spend $100 for the privilege of watching CNN. If that is going to be all I watch, I need to get rid of it. He is sick, but he has money, so he gets away with it, And that makes him a hero to some people. The more he gets away with it, the bigger a hero he becomes. If you read this blog, you can tell when I stopped smoking, You can tell when I was watching FOX News, You can tell when I switched to CNN. You are probably going to be able to tell when they switched me to Sustenna.  You don’t have as much control over the final product, As you might have if you actually played. There are some things that are not for me, But I don’t feel the need to infringe on anyone. Plan b should definitely be legal. All embryos do not implant themselves in the womb. I think F...