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I admit he is not that savory 

But I have to defend him

there were serious concerns 

about the security of our election systems 

A long time ago

And I don't know if anything was ever done about it

You didn't have to be Nostradamus to see that one coming.

Let's just say

It wasn't a snowfall in May

OK?

Welcome to hell?

What is up with that?

I guess chicken pox is a serious thing if you are older.

Fox News just has a gloss the others don't have.

It is sad.

They are fighting over which is the communist.

Holding information for political advantage.

It looks like a trump card they were waiting to play.

How long has this been an issue?

And this is coming out just now?

This is not in the spirit of how things should work.

There are those that want education

To be at the center of social and economic life.

I don't agree with that.

I don't consider it a cure all for making people happy.

People don't like Hillary Clinton.

I fail to see why we need a political meltdown over this.

That is just what Putin would want,

And he probably counted on it.

We are really being played.

Our own arrogance is going to sink us.

They are going to start hitting 

with stuff that can't be answered in 24 hours.

What is the use of me having a voice

If I don't use it.

People are day to day right now.

This is not a broadcast.

If you are here you came here.

This is my personal space that I am sharing with you,

Because I feel not to do so,

Would confer an advantage

To people are not in the know

Because some have access to eggs like me,

And some don't.

It maybe useful to someone studying psychology.

Daily America has no idea how deep this thing goes.

A little more than word salad.

A little less than tea leaves.

I know I have the condition,

But I can't stop it.

There is a reason people don't write this way.

There is no barrier between me and the material.

It is like a DMZ

You are wide open for anyone.

A DMZ is used for trouble shooting.

I guess when I loose myself sometimes 

It is considered broadcasting.

But that is the psychological definition.

Sometimes you sink into broadcasting

And you don't come back.

It all starts with broadcasting.

If you understand that

You have a leg up.

I am trying to be constructive with my broadcasting.

Just because you are in a legitimate loop,

Does make it less dangerous.

You should not inflate the ego

Of someone who has a broadcasting issue.

Call it a Sticky Gate

Four Seconds

It If I IBB

It goes backward until it arcs somewhere

Then you have a timeline 

I guess you could do it the right way 

And wait for someone to hit you

Women want babies

They don't care about timelines

They think they are all the same

They think it is stupid

What is the universe from the perspective of a sperm?

Isn't a man more than that?

It's not Christianity that's is making people's lives difficult 

It is the application of probability 

Sometimes things are difficult for a reason.

Applicate the applicators,

It's not the music, it's the charts.

You are deluded I can do anything about it.

It is too monolithic to be stupid chance.

The whole thing has become a probability circus.

I remember voting for Bill Clinton.

I took a lot of heat for it.

I took a lot of heat for just being a democrat back then.

It's better to be in a real hell than a false one.

We have a media medicine complex

I lied to James

It didn't even occur to me till I was in Florida.

What I meant to say is,

I think a part of me knew.

Most people don't see reality 

As something that can be lost

I took shit for appreciating Ghandi 

Either I don't remember,

Or that hasn't happened yet.

I need to leave the station

Nothing is ever going to work there.

Its like time zones 

They did not always exist

And our lives changed because of them

What is

The Cold Revolt?

If people did not die,

The whole equation for power would change.

It doesn't do good to feel bad about your country.

You need to divorce those sentiments from what's going on.

I guess they know more about ancient aliens.

I am the only one who has the time and the freedom to say anything.

If I had a job, I would probably get fired for doing this.

If I were in school I would probably be shunned.

As it is, Google gave me heat over what they called spam.

Now the president is doing it.

Imagine that.

It is my damn life

If that is the way I want to live it, that is my prerogative.

I am not going to base my life on sexual gratification.

The Cold War has screwed up people's heads.

It doesn't bother you 

That you can't have an original thought 

Unless you have paid your dues or done the math?

Freedom of purpose 

You are either doing it or you're not.

Did you give it any thought

As to what you would do if it didn't work?

There has got to be something more for me than this.

I wish this was a movie and I could walk out.

She needs to back off 

It is never going to happen 

She is ruining my life

What can I say?

I was surrounded by Mennonites and gay people.

I was waiting to meet the aliens

Until I became xenophobic.

They manipulated my Dna 

But I was rejected by the gene pool.

I guess I am just someone who doesn't.

I guess I need to be happy with that.

I can't go from 0 to 60 in four seconds.

Christmas Suprise

We NNT

If you have someone's memories

You have a universe

How do we know dna is static

Maybe it goes off like a volcano

It is a situational dance isn't it?

Of course I idolize my father.

Everything I do have is because of him.

I am more paranoid than delusional,

But where do the delusions start,

And the paranoid end.

The Jehovah's Witness don't vote either

Maybe they kept you out of office

I am waiting for someone to come forward about lead

I am convinced it is responsible for the ebb and flow of civilization.

If I knew what was good for me, I would probably be scared.

What use is the presidency,

If we keep putting them through investigations like this?

I am a living breathing talking walking person.

I don't want to be calculated by some machine.

What is Liberty if they know what you are going to do

For the next 30 years

Art Bell talked about the hacking of voting machines 20 years ago

The high witches pledged a coronation and didn't deliver.

Using people you could form a computer

Are you worried about being inside a computer?

Pick up a bible.

If it's an absolute emergency,

Burn the darn thing

I don't think he is talking about tapes from the White House

They act like they got blindsided by this Russia thing. 

That is simply not true.

Nobody cared about grandma  

Till she got run over by a reindeer 

What is going to happen if this traces back to the Gore campaign?

The only difference is

She is not Al Gore

And he is not George W Bush

Or should I say no one cared about Rudolf 

Nobody cared about Rudolf 

Till grandma got run over 

It was thought, if Kennedy could go out that way

We must be living in hell.

From our parents perspective,

We grew up in hell.

It means Christ dying for you personally

I think people that would sit by 

And watch the floor drop out

Are naive and stupid

Is it subversive to lie or decline to participate in polls?

This all started when he let a widow have a religious experience 

With her dead husband on national television 

Obstruction of Office

Why are we singling out Russia?

Other nations have artists that sing about it from 20 years ago.

It seems one witch hunt just leads to another witch hunt

Progress gets made and roadblocks are put up

I was wanting to say something,

But I felt it would be offensive.

Mounted pedestrians?

Swiss guard?

I am having a windows nightmare.

I haven't seen a machine this sick since 1998

Apparently Intel and Microsoft are at odds over antivirus utilities 

Mcafee was telling me nothing was wrong and it was fighting me

Obviously something was wrong

Machines don't get that sick and nothing is wrong 

I just wanted it to do a scan for Pete's sake

It should be able to do a scan on command

Mcafee wouldn't do a scan

And it wouldn't let defender do a scan

I got to get control of this machine

Some people believe what the computer is telling them

Some people don't

I wrote one time that it was sad we spend hundreds a month on technology

While there are people starving in Africa,

And I think Bill took it to heart

I have no problems with Bill 

I was talking about bill gates

I think it's great Apple has made those apps free

I don't know anything about o'reily

How is it

Someone of his background

Just happened to be working at the school book depsitory?

How often does the king come that close to you?

How often does he come that close, and you have a rifle?

What I am trying to say is...

Kennedy came to Oswald

Not Oswald to Kennedy

It is something that is easy to do forward

But difficult to do backward

They are going to drag me before congress

Before I get a Nobel prize

What is the office of the president going to look like

After we chase President Trump from office

Do we really want our president over a barrel

To the director of the FBI?

Schizophrenic = Perpetrator

BFIt's harder for things to evolve if you try to own them.

That's my opinion anyway.

I don't remember why I came to have that opinion.

If I did I would be trying to own it.

It is augmented.

My perp said he would cut off my nookie supply if I ever fingered him.

Imagine that.

Occam's razor says lead.

The closest thing to victim a schizophrenic is ever going to get.

Schizophrenic = Perpetrator

Giving new meaning to the word watergate.

I did not start out on the right.

Now that I know what left and right is about,

I am glad to be on the right.

It seems some looked into my ravings and profited.

I warned my dad that was going to happen.

I give my shit away for free,

Because I am on somebody's shit list,

And I am getting blackballed.

I have the right to exist and I am defending myself.

They make deals with the devil

And when they can't deliver or fall short

They blame republicans 

I am defending myself 

I don't have the luxury of an opinion.

I saw a sign between the bushes and I know I need to stop,

But I don't know if I can.

There is a better life out there that I can't have

If I keep doing what I am doing.

Go patriots

If they are going to stitch people to it,

They should at least know what the Big Bang is.

I have pissed somebody off.

This is ridiculous.

If you don't think about sex every eight seconds,

Something is wrong with you.

It was never even an option for me.

The people spreading those rumors had their own motivation.

There are people out there whose issue is gay or not gay.

I am never going to convince those people.

I think we need to come to terms with the fact,

I am not fitting into the formula.

"I don't like it anymore than you do..."

Be thankful you don't live in a place,

Where it's racist to love your hometown.

Oh my goodness can you believe it!

Oh my gosh I have never seen a game like this!

Go Patriots!

Thanks for the response,

I appreciate it.

Formulaic Pest Control

V

It's thought Christ is a pansy.

It's thought love is in hell.

It's thought Christ is not going to physically do anything.

It's thought he needs to finish what he started,

Do what he promised.

This is not radical.

Millions of people believe this.

Democracy is not the real experiment.

The real experiment is whether we can live together or not.

Whether we can recognize reality or not.

Whether we are his or not.

Yzax is a discovery 

If it is not assimilated it my never be discovered again

I may have been crazy to think one of my posts might cause wwiii,

But we are in the center of it snow aren't we.

I know I have foreshadowed things before.

I hope I am wrong about this one.

Is there an x they have anything good to say about?

It looks like the manna machine.

Lithium = dose of reality = stitched to the bang

What are tunneling led's

She got angry

She fought

I am afraid to play my Nintendo

Sometimes I realize people are trying to get a reaction out of me,

So I try and fake it,

But that doesn't work

And it hasn't worked before

So I end up doing nothing

She would drive me crazy going to the women's room,

But she wasn't afraid to be confrontational.

Happy birthday professor hawking.

How do you know this isn't the second chance?

I don't want to live this reality over and over again.

How does anyone know what normal is

When there is lead all over everything?

I am not going to jail over you.

The Dave Topology

It's not worth my sanity.

It is considered creepy and stalking

If they admit to what is happening in the polls,

It will make their situation worse.

I have no problem with it.

They lie and hide from the people,

Let the people hide and lie to them.

If states had rights

You wouldn't have to worry about your marriage

Or reproductive rights

If California wants to do one thing

And New Jersey wants to do something else

To a certain extent

They should be able to do that

Unfortunately it becomes a race issue and doesn't work.

It is the last hoorah of the silent majority.

Enjoy it while it lasts.

Issues can always be hijacked by people who want to do the wrong thing

I decided to see if my vote mattered or not.

Actually I felt the party I voted for would have an unfair advantage.

They have four years to prove to the rest of us they are right.

A bunch of tricksters who want to play mind games on the public

Is not a demographic I want to be a part of.

I think the real question is whether doing without is a viable alternative.

Just because you discovered fire doesn't mean it belongs to you.

It's my mind's topology now and there is nothing I can do about it.

You only need one anyway.

Universal Saturation

Is saturation real?

Or is it what you decide it to be?

What is universal saturation?

Mine is the same as yours, is the same as his...

Or, Mine is mine, yours is yours, his is his

In a scramble nothing is substituted 

If I gave every line its own page, it would cause a mess.

It is less spambolic that way.

The bizzarro people like that I leave it open like that.

It's like reality, you never know when the door is going to close.

You put it on the bus, and it just bounces around in there until you ask for it again.

They are bringing packets back from the dead.

States may resign and become dysfunctional.

Good People, Bad Air

Happy birthday

I am not cut out for radio generous,

I need to leave.

If I could go back to that day I walked out

I would leave

White people have lived with lead for thousands of years

His body,

His blood,

If he is risen,

It is his decision.

If one lone gunman versus Kennedy doesn't balance out,

The crucifixion for 144000 elite individuals doesn't balance out.

Clean air matters

Clean water matters

Parsley sage rosemary and lead

It is just another part of the recipe

Are you doing what needs to be done?

Or are you doing what you want to do to somebody?

I was in the chat room or something,

And they asked me what I do it for

And I said "I am in it for the lulls"

Meaning quiet restful moments

And they just really thought that was funny

I don't know if they admire me,

Or if they just like watching me lose my mind.

It's like everything else,

Did it really happen?

I don't know.

I am a failure.

My ego is not doing its job

How can the electoral college do its job as a firewall,

If electorals can't vote their conscience?

Would you rather have a child, or a zero day?

What is monopolife?

The secret is 45rpm

The other amoeba

I don't get angry like I am supposed to.

I can't run.

I have facial recognition problems

My social interaction is shot.

I can't push myself

I can't challenge myself

I don't feel the need to worship anything.

Proverbs is right.

Sometimes you need to set aside your personal understanding

And trust in God.

It bothers me that I don't know what the original timeline was.

I saw a small child given a game,

And he was told,"You have one chance, and if things go south, go south."

I want that small boy to make it back home.

Run with it.

I must admit, he looks nothing like Oj Simpson.

I guess the meme likes being stolen.

"Something in the water does not compute."

It is probably the cycle, not the water itself.

I guess the role does too.

I don't do the math,

The math does me.

Apparently so do a number of others.

Jesus was crucified for saying "I am"

His divinity is the central issue to why he was crucified.

Jesus was with God at the beginning

God was with Jesus through his lifetime

At the cross Jesus was God.

?

At the cross he was alone

Satan want us to play name games and go on big ego trips like it was tbefore the flood.

Sitchin was looking for a sucker to bring back the name game, and I fell for it.

They do it because it makes them burn and they like It

If an amoeba splits in two,

Which one is the real one.

Kraft Quality

There are a lot of sad people out there.

We can't write them all off for being stupid.

There is no pass or fail.

It is all about how far you can take it.

No one was supposed to get hurt.

It was a funhouse.

It wasn't meant to have a solution.

It wasn't meant to be solved.

Do dominoes fall?

Only if you set them up.

Miracles happen when they need to.

Supernatural 

Divine 

Intervention

You shouldn't call for it unless you are ready for it.

Winning and solving may be anthropic 

What I consider is aliens may not think that way

You are right

I can't just make statements 

I must consider being able to defend them.

It is considered just because we haven't learned anything.

The more we focus on winning and solving the worse it gets.

"You didn't have to be so nice.

I would have loved you anyway."

End stage renal disease.

I like the idea of someone listening to the same stream I am.

Addictive

Predatory

Behavior

I need to be careful.

I am almost always upside down or backwards.

I think it means distress.

You get to the top and realize you have been had.

Then your job is to have somebody else.

I am here to experience the argument,

But it isn't working.

That attitude developed because anyone could do anything better than me.

An "equation that works"?

I'll take it.

I guess that is good for an outsider.

How much information can our hard drive hold,

Even if we do last forever?

What can I say?

It was a bad career choice.

You Know

Too dumb to smash it with a hammer.

I pleaded with her to stop.

She was ready to launch.

I wonder what was so special about Bill Cosby's house.

I am a good guy.

I don't deserve this shit.

She couldn't cover me.

It's not my fault.

I tried to tell her something was wrong.

I am in the way.

I am an obstacle to who she wants to be.

I don't know exactly what American women feel entitled to.

I am a man.

I don't have the right to be in the way.

I guess I can't debate common sense.

The democrats sneezed and the republicans caught the flu.

Delusions are generally the simple explanation.

They are an explanation to something the individual is experiencing.

I don't know what the Internet has to do with the Big Bang.

If we are being compressed, it will develop flaws.

I would go farther, but I hate drum machines.

Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us?

Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us?

That's what buddies are for.

If you can follow it, you are me.

I can't say it was done on purpose,

But that is why it is written this way.

They are against football.

It means something to me.

I don't want people to be afraid of me.

It depends on how you define the end.

What is egolectic?

I think they want something to be wrong with my family.

The compression floor

I get words

I get pictures

I don't always know what they mean.

Scientific minds don't always have that luxury.

I think it scares them.

I don't think they are ready to think that way.

Just because I allow myself to think that way,

Doesn't mean I am mad or delusional.

I believe there is a bizarro world,

And I don't think they have a high opinion of us.

I wanted to be schizophrenic 

I thought it was cool

A lot of the fears I deal with are hers.

If something cannot be compressed,

will that cause errors?

I need to become accustomed to the idea I am not right about everything.

His ways are not my ways.

My thoughts are not his thoughts.

When the rocks start falling, I am going to be praying like everyone else.

Smile and be predictable.

Why do things quantize to begin with?

I shouldn't be expected to prove myself.

I couldn't use it if I created one anyway.

I shouldn't be expected to prove my own existence.

That is wrong.

I have been taught the futility of it.

Because mankind can't handle our own affairs.

It's sad but that's the truth of it.

I understand the argument,

But we can't even do without the bees.

How are we going to do without God?

Would you want a back door on your brain?

That's the whole reason you buy Apple 

It is an extension of yourself,

And should be protected

Making grey goo is not the answer

I am the enemy

Mine comes from math

I am not a music person

I am damaged goods

I have a lot of people who pin their anger at me.

The more they do that the worse it gets,

Cause I don't understand what they are angry about.

I was dealing with issues a lot bigger than if I was gay or not.

I underestimated how serious you were about that crap.

I want to be free to be who I want to be,

But I guess I am not.

It comes at a price.

I lost the simple.

I couldn't get it back.

I can't get it back sweetheart.

It was gone.

People don't get the chance to be Ghandi anymore.

That's nipped in the bud real quick.

You can buy it,

But no one wants it anyway.

We are all wasslers 

And we are supposed to be happy with it.

I am here to suck a big tit, and that's the end of it.

If I think anything different I am angry at women.

Well damnit I guess I am angry then.

I hit the compression floor that's all.

It means I don't mean a damn thing to anybody but myself.

Rationality and permanence

What is cheating sex?

A pedestrian stepped on a butterfly.

All the music of 77 is just really special for some reason.

It reminds me of lying in front of the console with my Mom,

And going to see Star Wars with my Dad.

Radical Islam will never rule the world in peace.

How do you know something is wrong if it has always been that way?

Here I am bitching about lead,

And vinyl records have lead.

I must have been born desperate.

A championship in many other places,

Would be just another championship.

At VCU it would be much more than that.

How about Styx at the super bowl in Chicago?

Matt and the harmonics 

I don't remember there being 93 different versions no.

Of the coverup,

By the coverup,

For the coverup.

Potassium permanganate

I understand the John 1:1 debate

I understand the revelation 1:11 debate

God let the GNB be written.

There is a tradition of parsing surrounding the KJV that outsiders do not understand.

That I admittedly do not understand.

For me it is an issue of new wine and old wine

A domain for the dead

,Nobody wants to be king of the mountain.

It costs too much, and you can't stay there

I may not recognize the truth,

But I am not meaning to deceive anyone.

That there is no magic,

That there is no alchemy,

That is the lie.

There is a difference between resorting to magic to explain something,

And acknowledging it is there

Telling you the truth

Without ushering in the dark ages 

One thing seems certain,

They ain't listening to the carpenters.

The second amendment is about the people's right to revolt,

Not the right to shoot up elementary schools.

I don't think it is understood what would have to be done.

It's not just a 1984 thing
It is a 1963 thing
It makes me hope I am delusional.
That I am making up the absurdity 

E

I want the words to flow

I want my parrot to talk,

Nobody sees the value in It

It's ok to show because he is Palestinian?ff

I don't recall any one else gunned down on television.

In the beginning everything runs in to a wall

And falls off a cliff.

Colorful Geometry

What is the "yet" operation?

.gov is for tourists

I understand why she wanted her own server

It's not .mil

That is the sort of thing you would do in Nobunaga

What is a fantasy fugue?

I don't think they ever took into account what might happen if someone actually did rewire themselves.

I create too many questions,

And I don't answer any.

Did she really have to do it?

Has it really kept me out of trouble?

I don't remember much about 1983.

I tried to become another person but I failed

Beyond the realm of any possibility.

I won't get an accurate portrayal if leave out the ugly parts.

Have they ever said "poo" on American television?

Someone who is always right is not high on my desirable list.

One percent happens

Everyday

Psychiatry doesn't think one percent should change the way they treat people.

They talk about the brain making new connections, but aren't ready when it actually happens.

I have rewired myself, and I don't know if it's for the good or bad.

I don't know that this wasn't the whole problem to begin with.

People go seeking help, but it breaks down their resistance and leads them to the dark side.

What is fourth geometry

What are no boundary vectors

We use imaginary numbers,

Why not fourth geometry

I don't think you can understand 3 until you understand 4

I think things start 4 then deteriorate to 3

What is dark geometry?

or maybe "unexpected geometry"

Or unestablished

Things Meaningful yet Subjective

You can experience it,

But I don't think you will ever have proof.

I am not the way I see myself am I.

Did Jesus really tell them the rocks would talk?

I hate the term "High functioning"

It makes it sound I could be better if I tried harder.

If you have an event that needs to happen,

You will have a whole line of things that need to happen,

And some of those things may be in cyberspace

Just as they might in a dream

Which gets down to what dreams are

Just because it sounds bizarre,

Doesn't mean its irrational.

They are two separate things.

We are like gasoline

Nobody has found a use for us yet.

I spend a lot of energy staying rational.

"Lithium is believed to have been created by the Big Bang"

Hence "stitched to the bang"

You give lithium to those who are holographic

It's a dose of reality

Relax

I am only half kidding

When you try to understand it,

It gets bizarre.

It's like a warning to stay on your own turf.

God is angry

Somebody needs to step up.

I was in the middle of a vision and they tackled me and didn't let me have it.

You are stupid.

You think you can do a better job?

Responsibility is the worst thing that can happen to you.

Now what are you responsible for?

Sometimes you are better off with the lemons.

You can't fix things anyway.

It takes generations for things to get fixed.

The cosmopolitan thing to do

I know why the wall still stands.

And so do they.

Well suspect anyway.

People feel like they can't talk

That they can't make any real decisions.

We are hanging by a thread,

And God has the scissors.

Winners can't begin to understand the rest of us.

I did not consider radio communications 

was an advanced class in psychology.

I think I have "theory of mind" impairment.

If left to their own devices,

People will readily kill one another.

Cognitively I am fine.

It is interaction with other people I have problems with.

America is torn.

America does not believe in itself.

America cannot defend its own interests.

Someone else must stand.

It was the cosmopolitan thing to do

She has something she feels needs to be accomplished and she won't compromise. It would be better if I never said anything.

Why are we so celebrated?

What did we do?

Why were you looking for someone like me to begin with?

It is scary to have conversations with someone who obviously has gaps in their memory.

I am supposed to love all women,

Not just one.

And I am not supposed to go down a list.

I don't know if the music is a blessing or a curse.

You get one shot 

If things go south, go south.

Don't go for the endless second chance.

It never works.

I have to sail through.

I can't let the sirens stop me.

Because mankind has been judged before, and they were unable to tell we had already been given a second chance.

They made the mistake in thinking they would be able to tell.

You don't get any brownie points for backing off,

And ten years is not a long time.

I don't know how long it was.

I just woke up one day and I wasn't brushing my teeth anymore.

Broadcasting energy messed up their atmosphere?

Game impairment

It isthe firewall.

It makes the difference between what's possible and what's not.

Any reasonably bright person would run afoul of it sooner or later.

The only way to know its a firewall is what happens when you do away with it.

Here and there doesn't mean anything without then and now.

It's all about the boundaries.

It begins with a boundary.

It ends with a boundary.

Self is a boundary

Place is a boundary

Life as we know it is a boundary

Sometime you let anger get the best of you and you cross a boundary you didn't mean to cross.

You can't get it back and you are left with a life you cannot fix

What is game impairment?

Part of me doesn't understand the radio is not another person.

That's different from thinking everyone is out to get you.

I thought you were kidding when you said I was autistic.

They were trying to sweep up trouble makers, and I got caught in the net.

Some just cant make what causality does to odds

People don't appreciate how debilitating a game impairment can be.

They record people at atm machines that doesn't get used till someone is robbed.

He comes from nowhere.

He can make himself exist.

I don't know why.

I am just struggling to survive.

What is collective dreaming?

It's probably better chances the brain is simulating reality than a computer simulating a brain

Cardinal Fatigue

Why do I have insight and restraint when other psychos don't?

What is Cardinal Fatigue?

The things that are important can deteriorate.

The brick at the bottom has more stress on it than the brick at the top.

But they are still bricks.

God did not tell Adam and Eve they were going to live happily ever after.

What is a device or media with an obscene amount of information?

The girls just want to dash me on the rocks.

Fine don't believe in reverse speech and magic squares.

I will use them and I will have an advantage you won't use.

Belief in God may start because something is biased and partial about the universe.

Let's be clear.

The phrase "average inner thought" came from reverse speech analysis of something I wrote.

I don't know why other people can't get the results I do.

I think it is something that doesn't easily lend itself to scientific study.

That doesn't mean it should be called pseudo science.

Just because you can't get your parrot to talk,

Doesn't mean parrot's don't talk.

 

Call it parrot talk, I don't mind.

I am going to win out

The parrots don't like trademarks and such.

Toys don't stay at the North Pole forever

I know you don't like me,

But do you have to erase me from history?

I am a real person

I have a real history

I am not trying to break anyone apart

This is who I am

I tried to make this an adult blog, but it did not take.

I was trying to not be the antichrist.

Method for gridlock

Drew Bledsoe was a key player

VCU is a good school

They deserve to be successful 

I want VCU to be successful

I could easily get addicted to basketball 

Maybe the parrots don't feel the need to talk.

It cannot be accepted by some that it is so simple

And that I am more than a normal guy.

He did more for VCU and Richmond than anyone in recent memory

I am sorry to see him leave

The 12th Planet

Dark time is easy.

Dark time is events that haven't happened

If object permanence is a skill

Then reality is something you must learn.

Reality is a skill I am lacking in.

Why was that so easy to find now?

It wasn't like that before

Anything that sets you apart is a psychiatric condition.

If everything is about sex then why are we here?

We minus well be fruit flies or something.

What a relief.

I thought it was membranes colliding in my head.

I have never seen a more crazy ending in my life!

I didn't do anything immoral or illegal.
I simply expressed my desire for my team to win
In a bizarre superstitious way

Today is national give somebody a truck day.

The biggest symptom of time travel is confusion.

Malcolm XLIX

It is just a way to remember Malcolm Butler's name

I want to make a comment about the "cheating"

But I can't

I have never been officially exonerated

But I did graduate basic

If bad was thought of me

That wouldn't have happened.

😱

It is pac man

It follows me everywhere

Well he won his first

That seems to be a key to future success

What is the one yard line if you can't get stuck on it.

I never wanted my team to win before,

I only wanted them not to lose.

Because people are going to want to know how I know, and saying somebody told me isn't going to be enough.

Riding in a Huey is scary

The one time I was in one I felt for sure I was going to fall out.

I don't consider people care what schizophrenics think.

It is the compulsion to do something that gets them in trouble.

I predicted these buggers

They are playing right into the hand of big brother

They are going to make it impossible to do anything meaningful on the net

The people who crash websites when their darlings don't win.

Reality is the challenge.

Anyone can live in a fantasy world.

They wait until African American history month to play "Birth of a Nation"?

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i envy the ability to move on.

I feel like I am stuck.

I feel like I don't have that ability.

I mean how am I supposed to move on.

I guess singlemindedness is good with some things.

For other things it is a disaster

1 + 8 = 9

8 + 16 = 24

24 + 8 = 32

24 + 25 = 49

Math is a good way to jam.

It's not a perfect sequence.

It beats around the bush.

I want to play railroad tycoon with my iPad

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Please forgive me about what is going on with jasmine

I am not strong enough to confront her and stop her

I do not agree with what she posts

http://www.svabhinava.org/reviews/12monkeys/default-FAQ.php

They represent dark time

I felt she did not want me in her life

And it was up to her

I felt something spooky was going on

And I felt she knew something

I don't want to get well

I have had enough

Nobody wants to work with me anyhow

You can't rely on what a person remembers and what they don't

It doesn't work

Hey at least I knew what the Big Bang was.

My doctor asked me if it was a good explosion or a bad one.

We are talking universal lethality,

I shouldn't even be here.

Playing around like that is not a good idea.

I don't know why I feel I have to reinvent the wheel.

Well I do but it's a long story.

I just sometimes feel the powers that be don't name things well.

It's the spelling

And the character development

And the dialog

And the adjectives

And do people on the net really want to read paragraphs anyway?

I wouldn't want to play Tom Brady when he is pissed.

I wonder if they count the counties and skip the cities thinking they are in the county.

Calling you paranoid

Is a bigger fly swatter

Fig leaves are one thing,

Lipstick is a whole different thing

Bubble Wrap

We shouldn't have "wiped our assess with it"

I won't do that again.

I apologize

What is a second?

How do you pictograph time?

The universe expands because time is slowing down?

How would we know?

How can there be a universe without universal time?

It's not dark matter

It's universal time?

Recently I have wondered why Relativity doesn't shatter everything.

I guess you don't need it if you don't have problems with it.

Call it dark time

Would it still perform the same function?

Things are not as fragile as it seems they should be.

It's like the universe has bubble wrap.

If this is lucky, I would hate to see what cursed is like.

I think they should call it The Obama Bowl.

I don't mean to treat the language poorly.

I write this way because of a vision I had.

I guess if I got away with it,

everyone would start doing it,

and there would be a domino effect,

and the language itself would suffer.

1 + 8 = 9

9 + 16 = 25

25 + 24 = 49

49 + 32 = 81

What is a magic ladder?

3 is an explosion,

4 is an implosion.

I can't have an answer for everything.

Sooner or later I had to face up to something.

1 square

Surrounded by 8 squares

Is a total of 9 squares

A Selfish Catalyst

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you are right
the original was wrong
i consider it developed mistakes

lucid absurdity

Nobody  asks if Oklahoma City is small.

I think they do it to piss me off.

I am not sure what I am trying to be right about.

If there is a 12 by 2, and a 3 by 8, there should be a 4 by 6.

I have always said I am not here to be happy,

But if you don't love the world

Everything goes to shit

I know it's a Hail Mary but it ain't on me.

I consider they generally degenerate if not maintained.

Like I said, if you don't love the world it goes to shit.

It may seem simple to you, but it's not to me,

And that doesn't make me a bad person

A train wreck is coming and I can't stop it

They are going to go all in.

They think it would be stupid not to.

I am worried it is going to turn into a financial thing

And that it's going to evaporate.

Why do you know so much?

I want to know what you know.

It's a thrown away Bible for thrown away people.

Psychiatry likes to shotgun.

I care whether it's living or not.

Being authorized means less to me

There is something to this no information

thing, but I think it's the shutout that matters.

I was slow.

If I did my homework I did not have time for anything else.

Giving a shit is pathological.

Everybody needs a narrative.

What makes one narrative better than any other.

People believe a lot of warped shit because they need a narrative.

People know what they need.

I don't have to lead them to it.

They let me publicize the gasoline.

That was a big deal.

Maybe they will mellow out too.

I never had dreams about you and her.

I told you what you wanted to hear.

I believe leaded gasoline caused a mass psychosis.

Just because someone beat you to the punch

Doesn't mean you didn't make the connection yourself

I got lead poisoning from playing in the dirt all the time.

http://www.schizophrenia.com/New/04/2.25.lead.htm

In the presence of this lead issue,

I don't know what to believe and what not.

If you are doing drugs,

you need to consider what you are using them with

A radio antenna might not be the best idea

Blame the individual

Blame the parents

There are no environmental concerns at all

Lead sensitivity has more behind it than childhood immunizations causing autism.

Lead causes a problem wth calcium?

They use lithium instead of calcium because it would be too obvious?

Even if they wanted to say something,

They would lose their position,

And be thrown out of medicine.

Stellar Mediocrity

If it is a condition, it is not a lifestyle.

If it is a lifestyle, it is not a condition.

If it is not a disease

You can't diagnose someone as having it.

I didn't know.

Just stick whatever you want in there,

Because that is what I feel.

Hide behind rules and labels.

It feels it is smarter than us.

It feels it should make decisions, not us.

I guess initial conditions are important.
I was mad at M for being mean to C.
I have never felt it was a big deal.
I guess it was.

I asked God to take it away from me

And I have never felt the same since.

If they are going to make a lasting decision,

It needs to come from congress

I feel embarrassed and stupid

You totally missed it.
it was about why people say "you know" all the time.

 I have earned my ignorance.

They call you delusional

Say you are hallucinating 

Then get mad saying you stole something

It's my head

I need a place where it's ok for me to be celebrate

I apologize for stealing the song

I stopped calling her,
I told the doctor I had schizophrenia
I don't know what else I could have done

I guess they wanted me to have a violent outburst
It is a little difficult to do that when you know it

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tetraethyllead

I was bicycling in that crap

It is all about the chemicals

Megalomania is wishful thinking at this point

I hope I am just out of my head

I have tricked my physiology into thinking I have reproduced

No one ever sees the schizophrenic as a victim.

If it has black spots in it watch out.

The medicine takes you beyond the envelop in a way that is not good.

Quitting the game cold turkey was the hardest thing I ever did,

And I didn't get a trophy for it either.

I feel like doing the right thing was the wrong thing to do.

It is a legitimate grouping and I am not letting go of it.

There is no math to done

It's like saying numbers are even or odd

Except it not numbers its frames

They are hoping it's easy enough someone else will come up with it.

If it is not mine,

Why do I know how to use it?

Strange groupings are at the center of why we are schizophrenics

That does not mean the groupings are delusional.

 

If you don't understand why this would happen

You don't understand my flavor of schizophrenia

Who's reality am I supposed to be in denial about?

HB

I wish I had given more consideration into what we already had.

The Last Paradigm

I haven't led her on
She is here because she wants to be here

Set, grouping, whatever we call it, nature is going to decide what it is

They think, if they make a game out of it, it will last longer.

Channeling doesn't lend itself to challenging yourself.

If I could make a real peice of music I would.

This sleek polished stuff is exactly what I am afraid of.

I feel people want me to be exactly what I am trying not to be.

Human relations is scary 

They are not going to rest until they have 120 percent of everybody.

Dissent will be pathological.

Half of them are trying to corner you

And the other half are pissed you are getting away with it.

I consider evolution may have mitochondrial assistance.

nothing exists if you don't believe in it.

they don't want you to know the voices can be pushed out.

I wouldn't get angry if I didn't value your opinion.

One day I am going to wake up and it's going to be too late.

I feel helpless.

Make them spend a lot of time on you.

If I lose control

Then the ball is not in play anymore.

Apparently it is "Eagle Nest" not "Eagle's Nest"

I hate handshakes.

People get hurt.

People think they know what the rules are.

Then people start playing dodgeball

And the whole thing goes nuts.

Don't get addicted to it

Unless you are creating something.

If it's not a positive force in your life,

you are better coping without it.

I feel they want to say addictive and predatory behavior is desirable

And it's not

I am in control.

I have control and you don't like it.

I am the epitome of everything you hate.

And there is not a damn thing

Either of us can do about it.

The sad part?

I wanted you to love me.

That is the sad part.

What is a Turing wash?

I was talking about computer addiction,

But it could apply to that too

What is a code wash?

Being insensitive doesn't require a great deal of effort.

Funny things happen when it matters

You want to know more about these things,

Come gather and consult.

I am a heretic who stumbled upon word verification.

The only thing stellar about mediocrity is the length of it.

Nonsense microwaves

I wouldn't have the title if no one was reading it.

What is digital glow?

The same people who will accept they are only one person
and cannot change anything,
get upset if you tell them they don't matter.

It is a legitimate grouping.
I cannot force you to accept that.

I don't know.
It has some therapeutic value.

What is heat psychology?

Superstition is what happens when the floor drops out.

Until you have been at the center of the whirlwind,
I don't think you can fully understand.

There is a difference between going viral
and bleeding out.

whenever I do get an idea of why it is dangerous
it does not stay in my head very long

I thought I was doing something bold and heroic.

The crime rate went down because we stopped using leaded gasoline.

If I thought I could write a novel I would.

I understand what they are trying to say

but I have to learn things the way everyone else does

the difference is in what i decided to learn

It is not that I want to be in control.
I just don't like being out of control.

Nothing ever goes as planned
and the blame is endless

it is not an office building
the whole wall has to be replaced

if we cant get together
what hope is there for anyone else?

I am sorry for ruining your night
I thought i could sit way in the back and watch
something is wrong with me
I may stop all this

what is fractal relativity?

I thought we were tight.
I felt we were special.
I felt like I lost my family

It means nobody likes me

the hydrogen option

I dont think my life would have had a positive outcome
if it wasn't for my father

what is the best way to combat internet addiction

because the winner is the one who gets stuck with it

there has been a lot of tricksters
that is how they play

it was congress who created these hyper republican districts

its not just a nuclear option
it is a hydrogen option
and I think they are prepared to use it

Washington DC IS Area 51

I wanted a home run so bad I lost the game over it.

I think it is the districts too
but it is racist to say anything about it

there are no rules
it doesn't make sense
and it isn't fair

Two super massive black holes?
Three?

it means "barking dog"

self defense doesn't make you judge jury and executioner

the rights of life liberty and pursuit of happiness trumps everything else.

If he didn't deserve it, it was a violation of his civil rights

they are trying to make a right side wrong side issue out of this

if there is nothing left to calculate
if you are fully known
you minus well be dead

2 is to 5 as 4 is to 24

the worst thing you can do to a loved one is disappear

it is an act of violence to disappear on someone

if we would only live 5 years without them,
is it our civilization or theirs?

The beginnings get lost and no one can ever identify them.

there are some things known only to God.
and even that knowledge will attempt to pluralize itself

nations were baptized by fire one by one
some took longer than others

51 37 25 18 21 27

it is just an identifier don't worry about it

I haven't played a full game in a long time
I have been getting around to it

are you gasible?
is your family gasible?
who decides who is gasible and who is not?

the lack of moral outrage does not bode well for humanity

people were more upset about KAL

maybe they could use pycrete

they do not want a formal decision

people are like meercats
and i just don't belong

the question is
Why is it normal in the first place?

there is some sort of catalyst that affects monkey text

I guess this is the 90's

Just because it is not true,
doesn't mean it is delusional.

I don't see
as a hypothesis
a farm hypothesis
any better or worse
than a zoo hypothesis

I dont need your negativity
I dont need someone who thinks the worst of me all the time.

If nothing is real
where is the reality to argue about?

you cant say nothing is real
and then argue as to which history is real or not

it is not democratic i am sorry

accidents and accidentals

if you know where you are going, go there.
Do not get lost over me.

My name is Clozaril
I revive the wicked

I had exposure to what I wasn't prepared for.

it is a legitimate grouping and they don't want to accept it

they are frames not variables

yes it does matter

why go to the wizard when you don't know what you want?

I guess I am here for the fragrance.

you need a big target?
shoot the moon

Id give anything to see david 17 and happy
even if it wasn't me.

it cannot be rationally explained
the more you theorize the worse it gets.

there is a difference between accidents and accidentals

you dont use it to compute yourself a universe
an infinity of those are already there
you just need to twist or jump.

there are plenty of naturals out there
and they are far superior to anything contrived

they call it cowbirding or wildcating
but it works that way

personal property doesn't evolve well

if you no longer share frame of reference
Who is to say whats going to happen