Four Seconds

It If I IBB

It goes backward until it arcs somewhere

Then you have a timeline 

I guess you could do it the right way 

And wait for someone to hit you

Women want babies

They don't care about timelines

They think they are all the same

They think it is stupid

What is the universe from the perspective of a sperm?

Isn't a man more than that?

It's not Christianity that's is making people's lives difficult 

It is the application of probability 

Sometimes things are difficult for a reason.

Applicate the applicators,

It's not the music, it's the charts.

You are deluded I can do anything about it.

It is too monolithic to be stupid chance.

The whole thing has become a probability circus.

I remember voting for Bill Clinton.

I took a lot of heat for it.

I took a lot of heat for just being a democrat back then.

It's better to be in a real hell than a false one.

We have a media medicine complex

I lied to James

It didn't even occur to me till I was in Florida.

What I meant to say is,

I think a part of me knew.

Most people don't see reality 

As something that can be lost

I took shit for appreciating Ghandi 

Either I don't remember,

Or that hasn't happened yet.

I need to leave the station

Nothing is ever going to work there.

Its like time zones 

They did not always exist

And our lives changed because of them

What is

The Cold Revolt?

If people did not die,

The whole equation for power would change.

It doesn't do good to feel bad about your country.

You need to divorce those sentiments from what's going on.

I guess they know more about ancient aliens.

I am the only one who has the time and the freedom to say anything.

If I had a job, I would probably get fired for doing this.

If I were in school I would probably be shunned.

As it is, Google gave me heat over what they called spam.

Now the president is doing it.

Imagine that.

It is my damn life

If that is the way I want to live it, that is my prerogative.

I am not going to base my life on sexual gratification.

The Cold War has screwed up people's heads.

It doesn't bother you 

That you can't have an original thought 

Unless you have paid your dues or done the math?

Freedom of purpose 

You are either doing it or you're not.

Did you give it any thought

As to what you would do if it didn't work?

There has got to be something more for me than this.

I wish this was a movie and I could walk out.

She needs to back off 

It is never going to happen 

She is ruining my life

What can I say?

I was surrounded by Mennonites and gay people.

I was waiting to meet the aliens

Until I became xenophobic.

They manipulated my Dna 

But I was rejected by the gene pool.

I guess I am just someone who doesn't.

I guess I need to be happy with that.

I can't go from 0 to 60 in four seconds.

Christmas Suprise

We NNT

If you have someone's memories

You have a universe

How do we know dna is static

Maybe it goes off like a volcano

It is a situational dance isn't it?

Of course I idolize my father.

Everything I do have is because of him.

I am more paranoid than delusional,

But where do the delusions start,

And the paranoid end.

The Jehovah's Witness don't vote either

Maybe they kept you out of office

I am waiting for someone to come forward about lead

I am convinced it is responsible for the ebb and flow of civilization.

If I knew what was good for me, I would probably be scared.

What use is the presidency,

If we keep putting them through investigations like this?

I am a living breathing talking walking person.

I don't want to be calculated by some machine.

What is Liberty if they know what you are going to do

For the next 30 years

Art Bell talked about the hacking of voting machines 20 years ago

The high witches pledged a coronation and didn't deliver.

Using people you could form a computer

Are you worried about being inside a computer?

Pick up a bible.

If it's an absolute emergency,

Burn the darn thing

I don't think he is talking about tapes from the White House

They act like they got blindsided by this Russia thing. 

That is simply not true.

Nobody cared about grandma  

Till she got run over by a reindeer 

What is going to happen if this traces back to the Gore campaign?

The only difference is

She is not Al Gore

And he is not George W Bush

Or should I say no one cared about Rudolf 

Nobody cared about Rudolf 

Till grandma got run over 

It was thought, if Kennedy could go out that way

We must be living in hell.

From our parents perspective,

We grew up in hell.

It means Christ dying for you personally

I think people that would sit by 

And watch the floor drop out

Are naive and stupid

Is it subversive to lie or decline to participate in polls?

This all started when he let a widow have a religious experience 

With her dead husband on national television 

Obstruction of Office

Why are we singling out Russia?

Other nations have artists that sing about it from 20 years ago.

It seems one witch hunt just leads to another witch hunt

Progress gets made and roadblocks are put up

I was wanting to say something,

But I felt it would be offensive.

Mounted pedestrians?

Swiss guard?

I am having a windows nightmare.

I haven't seen a machine this sick since 1998

Apparently Intel and Microsoft are at odds over antivirus utilities 

Mcafee was telling me nothing was wrong and it was fighting me

Obviously something was wrong

Machines don't get that sick and nothing is wrong 

I just wanted it to do a scan for Pete's sake

It should be able to do a scan on command

Mcafee wouldn't do a scan

And it wouldn't let defender do a scan

I got to get control of this machine

Some people believe what the computer is telling them

Some people don't

I wrote one time that it was sad we spend hundreds a month on technology

While there are people starving in Africa,

And I think Bill took it to heart

I have no problems with Bill 

I was talking about bill gates

I think it's great Apple has made those apps free

I don't know anything about o'reily

How is it

Someone of his background

Just happened to be working at the school book depsitory?

How often does the king come that close to you?

How often does he come that close, and you have a rifle?

What I am trying to say is...

Kennedy came to Oswald

Not Oswald to Kennedy

It is something that is easy to do forward

But difficult to do backward

They are going to drag me before congress

Before I get a Nobel prize

What is the office of the president going to look like

After we chase President Trump from office

Do we really want our president over a barrel

To the director of the FBI?

Schizophrenic = Perpetrator

BFIt's harder for things to evolve if you try to own them.

That's my opinion anyway.

I don't remember why I came to have that opinion.

If I did I would be trying to own it.

It is augmented.

My perp said he would cut off my nookie supply if I ever fingered him.

Imagine that.

Occam's razor says lead.

The closest thing to victim a schizophrenic is ever going to get.

Schizophrenic = Perpetrator

Giving new meaning to the word watergate.

I did not start out on the right.

Now that I know what left and right is about,

I am glad to be on the right.

It seems some looked into my ravings and profited.

I warned my dad that was going to happen.

I give my shit away for free,

Because I am on somebody's shit list,

And I am getting blackballed.

I have the right to exist and I am defending myself.

They make deals with the devil

And when they can't deliver or fall short

They blame republicans 

I am defending myself 

I don't have the luxury of an opinion.

I saw a sign between the bushes and I know I need to stop,

But I don't know if I can.

There is a better life out there that I can't have

If I keep doing what I am doing.

Go patriots

If they are going to stitch people to it,

They should at least know what the Big Bang is.

I have pissed somebody off.

This is ridiculous.

If you don't think about sex every eight seconds,

Something is wrong with you.

It was never even an option for me.

The people spreading those rumors had their own motivation.

There are people out there whose issue is gay or not gay.

I am never going to convince those people.

I think we need to come to terms with the fact,

I am not fitting into the formula.

"I don't like it anymore than you do..."

Be thankful you don't live in a place,

Where it's racist to love your hometown.

Oh my goodness can you believe it!

Oh my gosh I have never seen a game like this!

Go Patriots!

Thanks for the response,

I appreciate it.

Formulaic Pest Control

V

It's thought Christ is a pansy.

It's thought love is in hell.

It's thought Christ is not going to physically do anything.

It's thought he needs to finish what he started,

Do what he promised.

This is not radical.

Millions of people believe this.

Democracy is not the real experiment.

The real experiment is whether we can live together or not.

Whether we can recognize reality or not.

Whether we are his or not.

Yzax is a discovery 

If it is not assimilated it my never be discovered again

I may have been crazy to think one of my posts might cause wwiii,

But we are in the center of it snow aren't we.

I know I have foreshadowed things before.

I hope I am wrong about this one.

Is there an x they have anything good to say about?

It looks like the manna machine.

Lithium = dose of reality = stitched to the bang

What are tunneling led's

She got angry

She fought

I am afraid to play my Nintendo

Sometimes I realize people are trying to get a reaction out of me,

So I try and fake it,

But that doesn't work

And it hasn't worked before

So I end up doing nothing

She would drive me crazy going to the women's room,

But she wasn't afraid to be confrontational.

Happy birthday professor hawking.

How do you know this isn't the second chance?

I don't want to live this reality over and over again.

How does anyone know what normal is

When there is lead all over everything?

I am not going to jail over you.

The Dave Topology

It's not worth my sanity.

It is considered creepy and stalking

If they admit to what is happening in the polls,

It will make their situation worse.

I have no problem with it.

They lie and hide from the people,

Let the people hide and lie to them.

If states had rights

You wouldn't have to worry about your marriage

Or reproductive rights

If California wants to do one thing

And New Jersey wants to do something else

To a certain extent

They should be able to do that

Unfortunately it becomes a race issue and doesn't work.

It is the last hoorah of the silent majority.

Enjoy it while it lasts.

Issues can always be hijacked by people who want to do the wrong thing

I decided to see if my vote mattered or not.

Actually I felt the party I voted for would have an unfair advantage.

They have four years to prove to the rest of us they are right.

A bunch of tricksters who want to play mind games on the public

Is not a demographic I want to be a part of.

I think the real question is whether doing without is a viable alternative.

Just because you discovered fire doesn't mean it belongs to you.

It's my mind's topology now and there is nothing I can do about it.

You only need one anyway.

Universal Saturation

Is saturation real?

Or is it what you decide it to be?

What is universal saturation?

Mine is the same as yours, is the same as his...

Or, Mine is mine, yours is yours, his is his

In a scramble nothing is substituted 

If I gave every line its own page, it would cause a mess.

It is less spambolic that way.

The bizzarro people like that I leave it open like that.

It's like reality, you never know when the door is going to close.

You put it on the bus, and it just bounces around in there until you ask for it again.

They are bringing packets back from the dead.

States may resign and become dysfunctional.

Good People, Bad Air

Happy birthday

I am not cut out for radio generous,

I need to leave.

If I could go back to that day I walked out

I would leave

White people have lived with lead for thousands of years

His body,

His blood,

If he is risen,

It is his decision.

If one lone gunman versus Kennedy doesn't balance out,

The crucifixion for 144000 elite individuals doesn't balance out.

Clean air matters

Clean water matters

Parsley sage rosemary and lead

It is just another part of the recipe

Are you doing what needs to be done?

Or are you doing what you want to do to somebody?

I was in the chat room or something,

And they asked me what I do it for

And I said "I am in it for the lulls"

Meaning quiet restful moments

And they just really thought that was funny

I don't know if they admire me,

Or if they just like watching me lose my mind.

It's like everything else,

Did it really happen?

I don't know.

I am a failure.

My ego is not doing its job

How can the electoral college do its job as a firewall,

If electorals can't vote their conscience?

Would you rather have a child, or a zero day?

What is monopolife?

The secret is 45rpm

The other amoeba

I don't get angry like I am supposed to.

I can't run.

I have facial recognition problems

My social interaction is shot.

I can't push myself

I can't challenge myself

I don't feel the need to worship anything.

Proverbs is right.

Sometimes you need to set aside your personal understanding

And trust in God.

It bothers me that I don't know what the original timeline was.

I saw a small child given a game,

And he was told,"You have one chance, and if things go south, go south."

I want that small boy to make it back home.

Run with it.

I must admit, he looks nothing like Oj Simpson.

I guess the meme likes being stolen.

"Something in the water does not compute."

It is probably the cycle, not the water itself.

I guess the role does too.

I don't do the math,

The math does me.

Apparently so do a number of others.

Jesus was crucified for saying "I am"

His divinity is the central issue to why he was crucified.

Jesus was with God at the beginning

God was with Jesus through his lifetime

At the cross Jesus was God.

?

At the cross he was alone

Satan want us to play name games and go on big ego trips like it was tbefore the flood.

Sitchin was looking for a sucker to bring back the name game, and I fell for it.

They do it because it makes them burn and they like It

If an amoeba splits in two,

Which one is the real one.

Kraft Quality

There are a lot of sad people out there.

We can't write them all off for being stupid.

There is no pass or fail.

It is all about how far you can take it.

No one was supposed to get hurt.

It was a funhouse.

It wasn't meant to have a solution.

It wasn't meant to be solved.

Do dominoes fall?

Only if you set them up.

Miracles happen when they need to.

Supernatural 

Divine 

Intervention

You shouldn't call for it unless you are ready for it.

Winning and solving may be anthropic 

What I consider is aliens may not think that way

You are right

I can't just make statements 

I must consider being able to defend them.

It is considered just because we haven't learned anything.

The more we focus on winning and solving the worse it gets.

"You didn't have to be so nice.

I would have loved you anyway."

End stage renal disease.

I like the idea of someone listening to the same stream I am.

Addictive

Predatory

Behavior

I need to be careful.

I am almost always upside down or backwards.

I think it means distress.

You get to the top and realize you have been had.

Then your job is to have somebody else.

I am here to experience the argument,

But it isn't working.

That attitude developed because anyone could do anything better than me.

An "equation that works"?

I'll take it.

I guess that is good for an outsider.

How much information can our hard drive hold,

Even if we do last forever?

What can I say?

It was a bad career choice.

You Know

Too dumb to smash it with a hammer.

I pleaded with her to stop.

She was ready to launch.

I wonder what was so special about Bill Cosby's house.

I am a good guy.

I don't deserve this shit.

She couldn't cover me.

It's not my fault.

I tried to tell her something was wrong.

I am in the way.

I am an obstacle to who she wants to be.

I don't know exactly what American women feel entitled to.

I am a man.

I don't have the right to be in the way.

I guess I can't debate common sense.

The democrats sneezed and the republicans caught the flu.

Delusions are generally the simple explanation.

They are an explanation to something the individual is experiencing.

I don't know what the Internet has to do with the Big Bang.

If we are being compressed, it will develop flaws.

I would go farther, but I hate drum machines.

Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us?

Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us?

That's what buddies are for.

If you can follow it, you are me.

I can't say it was done on purpose,

But that is why it is written this way.

They are against football.

It means something to me.

I don't want people to be afraid of me.

It depends on how you define the end.

What is egolectic?

I think they want something to be wrong with my family.

The compression floor

I get words

I get pictures

I don't always know what they mean.

Scientific minds don't always have that luxury.

I think it scares them.

I don't think they are ready to think that way.

Just because I allow myself to think that way,

Doesn't mean I am mad or delusional.

I believe there is a bizarro world,

And I don't think they have a high opinion of us.

I wanted to be schizophrenic 

I thought it was cool

A lot of the fears I deal with are hers.

If something cannot be compressed,

will that cause errors?

I need to become accustomed to the idea I am not right about everything.

His ways are not my ways.

My thoughts are not his thoughts.

When the rocks start falling, I am going to be praying like everyone else.

Smile and be predictable.

Why do things quantize to begin with?

I shouldn't be expected to prove myself.

I couldn't use it if I created one anyway.

I shouldn't be expected to prove my own existence.

That is wrong.

I have been taught the futility of it.

Because mankind can't handle our own affairs.

It's sad but that's the truth of it.

I understand the argument,

But we can't even do without the bees.

How are we going to do without God?

Would you want a back door on your brain?

That's the whole reason you buy Apple 

It is an extension of yourself,

And should be protected

Making grey goo is not the answer

I am the enemy

Mine comes from math

I am not a music person

I am damaged goods

I have a lot of people who pin their anger at me.

The more they do that the worse it gets,

Cause I don't understand what they are angry about.

I was dealing with issues a lot bigger than if I was gay or not.

I underestimated how serious you were about that crap.

I want to be free to be who I want to be,

But I guess I am not.

It comes at a price.

I lost the simple.

I couldn't get it back.

I can't get it back sweetheart.

It was gone.

People don't get the chance to be Ghandi anymore.

That's nipped in the bud real quick.

You can buy it,

But no one wants it anyway.

We are all wasslers 

And we are supposed to be happy with it.

I am here to suck a big tit, and that's the end of it.

If I think anything different I am angry at women.

Well damnit I guess I am angry then.

I hit the compression floor that's all.

It means I don't mean a damn thing to anybody but myself.

Rationality and permanence

What is cheating sex?

A pedestrian stepped on a butterfly.

All the music of 77 is just really special for some reason.

It reminds me of lying in front of the console with my Mom,

And going to see Star Wars with my Dad.

Radical Islam will never rule the world in peace.

How do you know something is wrong if it has always been that way?

Here I am bitching about lead,

And vinyl records have lead.

I must have been born desperate.

A championship in many other places,

Would be just another championship.

At VCU it would be much more than that.

How about Styx at the super bowl in Chicago?

Matt and the harmonics 

I don't remember there being 93 different versions no.

Of the coverup,

By the coverup,

For the coverup.

Potassium permanganate

I understand the John 1:1 debate

I understand the revelation 1:11 debate

God let the GNB be written.

There is a tradition of parsing surrounding the KJV that outsiders do not understand.

That I admittedly do not understand.

For me it is an issue of new wine and old wine

A domain for the dead

,Nobody wants to be king of the mountain.

It costs too much, and you can't stay there

I may not recognize the truth,

But I am not meaning to deceive anyone.

That there is no magic,

That there is no alchemy,

That is the lie.

There is a difference between resorting to magic to explain something,

And acknowledging it is there

Telling you the truth

Without ushering in the dark ages 

One thing seems certain,

They ain't listening to the carpenters.

The second amendment is about the people's right to revolt,

Not the right to shoot up elementary schools.

I don't think it is understood what would have to be done.

It's not just a 1984 thing
It is a 1963 thing
It makes me hope I am delusional.
That I am making up the absurdity 

E

I want the words to flow

I want my parrot to talk,

Nobody sees the value in It

It's ok to show because he is Palestinian?ff

I don't recall any one else gunned down on television.

In the beginning everything runs in to a wall

And falls off a cliff.

Colorful Geometry

What is the "yet" operation?

.gov is for tourists

I understand why she wanted her own server

It's not .mil

That is the sort of thing you would do in Nobunaga

What is a fantasy fugue?

I don't think they ever took into account what might happen if someone actually did rewire themselves.

I create too many questions,

And I don't answer any.

Did she really have to do it?

Has it really kept me out of trouble?

I don't remember much about 1983.

I tried to become another person but I failed

Beyond the realm of any possibility.

I won't get an accurate portrayal if leave out the ugly parts.

Have they ever said "poo" on American television?

Someone who is always right is not high on my desirable list.

One percent happens

Everyday

Psychiatry doesn't think one percent should change the way they treat people.

They talk about the brain making new connections, but aren't ready when it actually happens.

I have rewired myself, and I don't know if it's for the good or bad.

I don't know that this wasn't the whole problem to begin with.

People go seeking help, but it breaks down their resistance and leads them to the dark side.

What is fourth geometry

What are no boundary vectors

We use imaginary numbers,

Why not fourth geometry

I don't think you can understand 3 until you understand 4

I think things start 4 then deteriorate to 3

What is dark geometry?

or maybe "unexpected geometry"

Or unestablished

Things Meaningful yet Subjective

You can experience it,

But I don't think you will ever have proof.

I am not the way I see myself am I.

Did Jesus really tell them the rocks would talk?

I hate the term "High functioning"

It makes it sound I could be better if I tried harder.

If you have an event that needs to happen,

You will have a whole line of things that need to happen,

And some of those things may be in cyberspace

Just as they might in a dream

Which gets down to what dreams are

Just because it sounds bizarre,

Doesn't mean its irrational.

They are two separate things.

We are like gasoline

Nobody has found a use for us yet.

I spend a lot of energy staying rational.

"Lithium is believed to have been created by the Big Bang"

Hence "stitched to the bang"

You give lithium to those who are holographic

It's a dose of reality

Relax

I am only half kidding

When you try to understand it,

It gets bizarre.

It's like a warning to stay on your own turf.

God is angry

Somebody needs to step up.

I was in the middle of a vision and they tackled me and didn't let me have it.

You are stupid.

You think you can do a better job?

Responsibility is the worst thing that can happen to you.

Now what are you responsible for?

Sometimes you are better off with the lemons.

You can't fix things anyway.

It takes generations for things to get fixed.

The cosmopolitan thing to do

I know why the wall still stands.

And so do they.

Well suspect anyway.

People feel like they can't talk

That they can't make any real decisions.

We are hanging by a thread,

And God has the scissors.

Winners can't begin to understand the rest of us.

I did not consider radio communications 

was an advanced class in psychology.

I think I have "theory of mind" impairment.

If left to their own devices,

People will readily kill one another.

Cognitively I am fine.

It is interaction with other people I have problems with.

America is torn.

America does not believe in itself.

America cannot defend its own interests.

Someone else must stand.

It was the cosmopolitan thing to do

She has something she feels needs to be accomplished and she won't compromise. It would be better if I never said anything.

Why are we so celebrated?

What did we do?

Why were you looking for someone like me to begin with?

It is scary to have conversations with someone who obviously has gaps in their memory.

I am supposed to love all women,

Not just one.

And I am not supposed to go down a list.

I don't know if the music is a blessing or a curse.

You get one shot 

If things go south, go south.

Don't go for the endless second chance.

It never works.

I have to sail through.

I can't let the sirens stop me.

Because mankind has been judged before, and they were unable to tell we had already been given a second chance.

They made the mistake in thinking they would be able to tell.

You don't get any brownie points for backing off,

And ten years is not a long time.

I don't know how long it was.

I just woke up one day and I wasn't brushing my teeth anymore.

Broadcasting energy messed up their atmosphere?

Game impairment

It isthe firewall.

It makes the difference between what's possible and what's not.

Any reasonably bright person would run afoul of it sooner or later.

The only way to know its a firewall is what happens when you do away with it.

Here and there doesn't mean anything without then and now.

It's all about the boundaries.

It begins with a boundary.

It ends with a boundary.

Self is a boundary

Place is a boundary

Life as we know it is a boundary

Sometime you let anger get the best of you and you cross a boundary you didn't mean to cross.

You can't get it back and you are left with a life you cannot fix

What is game impairment?

Part of me doesn't understand the radio is not another person.

That's different from thinking everyone is out to get you.

I thought you were kidding when you said I was autistic.

They were trying to sweep up trouble makers, and I got caught in the net.

Some just cant make what causality does to odds

People don't appreciate how debilitating a game impairment can be.

They record people at atm machines that doesn't get used till someone is robbed.

He comes from nowhere.

He can make himself exist.

I don't know why.

I am just struggling to survive.

What is collective dreaming?

It's probably better chances the brain is simulating reality than a computer simulating a brain