Average Inner Blog

I could get to like Bollywood. I wouldn't mind being superimposed. Like I said they friggen left me here. "Left alone and taught to fight..." yeah yeah yeah we know. Well I gave myself one, let's see if anyone else does. Don't worry, I am not going to track you down and stalk you. Thank you that makes me feel better, now lets see if I can go to work, having been up all night. I tried not to be a stalker. I really did. Something about Suzanne Vega made me go mommy. I realized I was loosing it sweetheart. I guess it just happened at the wrong time. Something about America, makes us extol all the wrong virtues. I guess this could be an astronoy coffee house. It is called Average Inner Blog, because I developed the phrase Average Inner Thought using reverse speech. I am like John Lennon. I can come up with clear phrases. It is the only demonstrable paranormal phenomenon, but I don't recommend fooling around with it. Just because it doesn't stand up to scientif...

it is the 97 shit that is completely unavailable. You have to bust the averages. The whole thing goes haywire. I still have some of the stuff in my journals. I think Ultraprophylactic is lost. I stopped keeping a journal. I felt it was a little narcissistic. It was about a bet Sigmund Freud made with C. S. Lewis. It is a shame it is lost. No one is ever going to believe such a thing was ever written. I devoted my whole life to it, and now it is lost. Sigmund Freud said if God existed when he died he would come back on April 1st and rewrite all the great poets having never read them. Me and Mr. Harris got in an argument about it, and that started this whole thing. They know it means God exists. They are friggen turkeys. Of course it can't be done, but somebody tried it. That is the whole point. That is the brinkmanship that is going to keep on going till someone gets hurt. It does not matter if you are right or wrong. They are still tasked to treat you. They have to diagnose you wit...

Like I said, it is better than reading Sitchin. I should have burnt that shit. How many are reading their Bibles because of me? That is the most important part. Like that lady said, "The best Bible is a read Bible." Read the one you have been led to. You will know which one it is. I guess I am the bag lady of the internet. She wants you to think I am a stalker and a control freak, and I am not. We ran into each other a few times, but that does not count. I am free to go to a concert or a record store. She probably knows more about where I am, and what I am doing, than I know about her. If I really knew how to make money, would I drop everything and go to California? Probably not. It is just a step to the right, and a jump to the left left left left left. Its a dance you do in a black hole. People thought I was crazy when I talked about digital radio and on demand movies. I wanted to be online as soon as I knew what Compuserve was. I had a modem back in 87. I got it out of Com...

That is right. I am unlucky, unworthy, and unholy. If you can't read the whole thing, just read John. If it can save me, it can save anybody. It is not the question of whether it is John the disciple or not. You have a book written by him. It is a superlative. It is not needed. I don't know on who's authority I am saying this. I think I have a spirit that does this type of thing. I was caught in the conflict long before I realized what it was, that is why. It is a silent conflict that has been going on for centuries, and it needs to be put to rest, before this happens to somebody else. I know you don't like this version of events, but that is the way it is. Deal with it. Put it to rest before this happens to somebody else. I was caught in the conflict long before I realized what the conflict was people. I couldn't be more innocent than that. I don't want this to happen to anybody else. Normally this wouldn't happen. Normally I would be in a catatonic fugue l...