Average Inner Blog

You don't get it. Anything that can happen has happened. If it is plausible it is real. It is plausible that caused the big bang, therefore it did. That is the key to being psychotic. Keep it plausible. It is plausible I was attacked over y2k therefore I was. Somehow I entered into a trippy world, where I could make anything plausible into a reality. It is plausible I have a thing over voting machines Cause of something that happened to me as a kid, therefore I do. I don't know if this holds true for everybody or just me. Maybe it is some kind of warning. Don't dig here it is dangerous. It is plausible they came to dig here and got stuck. That is the price you pay for digging. I guess I came from a place where people are prepared for this crap. I have hundreds of homework assignments I could do at any time. It is plausible I am not doing my homework, because I am leaving something intentionally undone, therefore I am. I will let the rap stars be the rap stars. If Johnny ain...

there are five reasons why to pass the test you must know all five reasons I am not going to dictate the reasons and I am not going to say for or against I will let yall decide that I don't know all five and it is better that I don't cause I don't want to dictate what they are I am more interested in starting this tradition than passing the test. I am sure there are five in there somewhere. Of course it is going to happen. It cannot be stopped. I just have a real problem feeling good about it. Hopefully this is part and it is many decades away. The new generation wont let it dominate and ruin their life like I did. I don't think anyone fully appreciates what the cold war did to people's psychology. I have gotten addicted to sudoku. It is easier than minesweeper. I thought it would be hard, but it is not. I use triage and elimination. I minus well have been the guardian of the country. It is a dark sadistic energy that is attacking me. I cant afford to have feelings ...

I was feeling the effects of solving y2k and I didn't know what was going on. I blamed the girls but it wasn't their fault. I have been the lynch pin of the whole damn thing for 25 years. This is what happens when men fix shit. I am not saying she is wrong, but she thinks the worst of everything. If I go down America goes down. That is just the way it is. You should know that by now. I had a dream that my father had a house of many rooms, and I was upset because my bed wasn't big enough, and I had to share a room. People love me. I could be the most evil person in the world, and they would still love me. I don't think God supports everything I have done. I think he just feels I have been through enough already. I have dreamt about that house many times. There are many good people in that house, but it is not safe to go looking around for your own room with a big bed. I am saying that thinking that you deserve such things is the wrong attitude to have. You should be happ...

I am sorry about the war. We cant give them a free base of operations. It is a national security issue. They think we depend on evil and superstition. It is our way of life. We can only decide to defend it or lose it. I cant say that I disagree with them, but that is not an option. Let me make that clear. Agreeing with them is not an option. This is a commie loving pinko fag telling you this people. It is assholes and communists. That is the way the world is. Deal with it. because I went that route and it was a tragic mistake. They think stupidity should be painful, so they play cruel jokes on people to get them to stop. That is Satanism, and I am not happy about it. I dont buy the story that they hijacked the planes with box cutters. I suspect psi ops was involved. and we cant give them a free place to do that shit. We need to hassle them. We can't let them stew. If God says "Yes he is" and "No its not" That is his decision.