Rare Obsessional Coherence

I know

I need a beginning, a middle, and an end.

I am working on it.

Why does politics take all of our free time?

Aren’t we supposed to be producing something?

Consumption 

Entertainment

Replacements

Even music is for money laundering 

God forbid you call anybody out.

They cancel your ass.

How do they deploy star gates to begin with?

The lower the frequency 

The less directional it is.

So you put the bass in the center 

What is going to happen to deplorable assets like me?

You end up crazy sad and alone.

Why should we have a mitochondrial ancestor?

Our species is defined by a mitochondria?

How many other species are that way?

Excuse me but that’s a big deal.

In some nations, they tell you what you are going to be.

We don’t allow people to be Ghandi anymore.

It is all a bold faced lie.

I am not liked.

I am taking everyone back to the stone ages.

We crossed the continental divide,

And all we saw was more mountains.

It’s bad for my karma,

And it’s the producers and promoters that make any money.

Thousands of people better than me

The dragon lady is going to have my neck.

Take all the abandoned Kmarts

And use them for homeless people 

I like Gwen’s Christmas album.

It is very uplifting and merry.

Not despondent and sad.

First it was computer as television.

Then it was computer as telephone.

I think a tablet is the first computer as a computer.

If you have supported my sister,

Thank you, we both appreciate it.

I think someone has made Bilderberg promises.

It is the idea elections are being taken for granted that bothers me.

How can we have freedom,

When they know everything you are going to do

For the next 40 years?

If even one vote can be taken for granted,

It is a failure of democracy.

I guess reciprocity is bribery.

Who do others have symbiotic relationships with?

The electorate is being milked.

There is no desire to represent.

Oppose them.

See what nasty things they say.

You lose your positivity.

You get negative about everything.

It is depressing,

And we decide what to incorporate anyway.e

Space time is a crochet?

They could cut a deal tomorrow and it still wouldn’t stop.

He took the wrong course at Hogfrogggles

She is a professional.

I should be low fruit for her.

They get pissed when they don’t win in four moves.

A four door mustang made in China?

Am I just supposed to give them four moves because I can’t win?

They need to win big.

Money goes where other money goes 

It is not going to stop collecting 

Just because you get rid of billionaires 

Is this “rotting in hell”?

I can’t do the blue lagoon thing forever.

I am going to start studying music production.

I guess you don’t need a ladder anymore.

It was stupid.

It is like trying to rediscover Algebra.

Why would you do it?

It is sad.

No one is ever going for the banana again.

Lions Tigers and Bears

From my experience

There is less litter 

And cleaner air

Maybe I could not be responsible with the information,

But they should not have told me to prove it.

The idea of proof should have never come up.

I can see how an autistic person

Might be mistaken as toxic personality 

Milk us to death and leave us with a dead cow.

The brain may be a quantum computer 

But dna isn’t quantum

I wouldn’t be surprised if they did it 2 or 3 times.

Why did people delight in that happening to me?

I don’t understand why people spend hours trying to find me.

Americans are naive and self centered.

We are being steered toward an electoral revolt.

They are going to drive us off a cliff

Like a heard of buffalo.

What do I have to do to get attention around here?

It was the first movie we saw together?

I have had formulative experiences that I cannot undo.

It is part of who I am,

And I cannot divorce myself from it.

I guess they saw me drive through the plaza there in Santa Fe.

Would you preside over a graceful decline?

If so, you need to make that known and come out with it.

There is a righteous politician?

This is about globalism pure and simple.

Honestly?

Someone has made globalist promises.

I can’t come up with anything original.

People are thinking this.

Pay attention to the banners they stand in front of.

We could have simulated qbits right now.

It was a genuine pursuit.

One pursuit led to something else.

Happens all the time.

Even “avginner” isn’t original.

It is crazy.

Zuckerburg is doing us a favor,

They did not want peer to peer

So we got Facebook

They want someone to be accountable.

They want someone to censor things.

There is some that would love

To be able to play something once

And be done with it

A writer doesn’t keep rewriting every thing.

At some point it is finished.

I like the electric piano in GarageBand.
You can do the most with it.

They are just labels that don’t mean anything anymore.

Just like I said 20 years ago.

Assholes or communists

Now it’s becoming

Globalist or Nationalist

Republican and Democrat are archaic words.

They don’t mean anything anymore.

I am not going to be shamed into voting for a Globalist

God forbid I get cancelled by a blithering mob.

If you knew the position was there,

Would you trust somebody else to do it?

Framed in America

Holding me to what would be an academic standard is not realistic.

I tried to use physics to explain my own psychology

I don’t understand the work

But I do feel like a bottleneck 

I don’t even understand my own journal 

I guess that is dangerous 

It is not encouraged to write this way

I could use some editing.

It is just me.

This is straight from my iPad 

Cultural zero days are big money.

I didn’t know the bottleneck thing was an established theory.

I considered I was the bottleneck.

Like it never even happens.

What is the importance of the Bible,

In the life of Christians?

I have an opinion,

but I take it’s none of my business.

The random digit is not the first one,

but the second.

The first one is always going to be.

It is the second that you have a choice in the matter.

What your first step is,

Depends on what you want your second step to be.

Where you fly to.

Depends on where you want to land.

Where you go to,

depends on where you want to end up.

If weather officials are warning us we have to do something,

How we afford to ignore them?

If you ain’t doing bars,

If you ain’t doing keys or progressions

If you only go halfway

You could produce a lot every day

We have moved beyond political parties.

Now we have political dynasties against each other.

If it is going to take a miracle to fix it,

then what difference does it make?

I wanted to be in her circle,

But that was up to her.

I am plagued by what people feel are character issues.

Please don’t force me to be happy.

I am moving on.

Pain has come to be the way I define myself.

I was a wacky kid with some crazy ideas about life.

Is reverse phraseology supernatural?

I feel like Galileo in reverse.

I never had sexual desire for my mother.

Have you ever seen a fetus in formaldehyde?

They don’t want people to contemplate.

They don’t want people to associate.

They want to dictate,

And mandate,

And frustrate.

We live in a feel good society,

and self thinkers are dangerous people.

It would be poetic justice if I were Freud.

Freud was the one

Who was supposed to write the April fools day poem.

Which I ran into when I lost it.

It was a formulative moment.

Most people are so busy with their replacements,

They don’t have time to do like this.

Freud had to know someone 

Would blow their mind out over that.

It took me 30 years to find the appregater.

I don’t know as people know how to think

Without something stuck in their head.

You don’t need hooks when you are trying to meditate.

Nobody gets framed in America.

Weathering Information

It is a foreign consciousness

That doesn’t want us to think.

We are only informed to willow us out.

I remember telling I was going to play the computer 

When I was 50

I told a lot of things.

We had an argument over whether the computer was an instrument or not.

Autochords

You have to know the chords to be able to fool around with them.

I don’t think there is a product on the market,

That hasn’t involved reverse engineering 

Somewhere in its development.

I miss the old 8 bit computers you bought at toys r us.

It is an ongoing research project.

We don’t need the power we have

To do the things we do.

I do have a tendency to play everything too fast.

Artifacts seem to happen when I slow stuff down.

Thank you for giving me placement.

Watermarks or artifacts?

I guess they don’t want folks massaging stuff and reselling it.

People liked Polaroid 

Because you didn’t have to worry

About getting it developed 

I am miles further than you give me credit for.

You mistake me for someone I am not.

I don’t want to be sucked into the Facebook wormhole.

I understand the “no surprises” deal,

But I am pro uncertainty.

There is a difference 

Between writing a paragraph 

And writing a book

It is impossible.

You will blow your mind out kid.

I guess it is a little late to begin skateboarding.

I don’t know.

You either believe in someone or you don’t.

Should you wait for them to prove themselves to you?

A high sense to what you are entitled to.

It is over my head.

I thought if you had the right sequence,

You could send information on EPR.

Latency just seems to matter to Apple.

If you want your candy crush and your angry birds,

Get an android 

If you want to do real things 

Get an iPad

Android does 90% of what iOS can do

At substantially lower costs

But for me

GarageBand is worth it

There is no Android equivalent 

Because Android simply can’t do it.

Ribbons did not cost 40 bucks,

And the printer lasted longer.

If you don’t use or excercise your inkjet printer,

It messes up like an ink pen.

The thrift stores are loaded with them.

We need inkjet technology I guess.

I would not want people to formulate a religion,

Based on what I said in this blog.

Limbic Justifications

Maybe it should take two or three people to buy a gun.

I don’t care what it sounds like.

It makes me feel better.

A lot of people think mental illness is a character issue.

That there is something the individual can do about it.

I feel like I have robbed a bank.

The whole thing is just wide open.

I have been listening to Shania Twain

And Lindsey Sterling 

Artists have been taken of for advantage for centuries.

Mental health is treated like heartburn.

It is not.

People think you can take a pill,

And the whole problem goes away.

It doesn’t.

Google hardly gives me anything at all.

If it doesn’t push me to myself,

What is it pushing to other people?

Bing pushes me to myself.

Other people are going to take the idea and run with it.

No one is going to know where it came from.

Wouldn’t be the first time.

I would probably flip out anyway.

I probably have a reputation for flipping out.

I thought the test was about Earth.

I thought the test was about America.

I didn’t know the test was about me.

I am starting to get a feel for playing the keyboard with two hands,

But I have not tried it yet.

I don’t know what the hell she is doing,

But it is just making it harder on me.

They don’t want us to be a first planet.

It would govern what they could do,

And what they couldn’t.

Satan doesn’t care if the damn thing breaks.

I was right.

If things were going to get done,

95 was the time to do it.

Turn the volume down,

Turn on the captions 

Plug into some music

And jam

I think Marconi would cry.

Jesus ain’t had me make all these ringtones for nothing.

There are people that know what to do with them.

I loved pookie.

I am sorry if I blew his mind out.

I like looking at their heads.

You could go half way there, every day forever.

There are ways to do things,

That you don’t have to give up all your information,

To some centralized authority.

The birdhouse was not the objective.

Building it was.

This is not an academic pursuit.

This is free association.

I have myself on the couch.

I don’t know why I delve  into the subjects I do.

I apologize, and you should call me out.

If you can’t,

That’s a whole different story isn’t it?

I feel like I am being stoned to be happy.

It needs to stop.

They want people to be limbic junkies.

Social Butterflies

I am fairly confident,

We will never encounter,

Another Newtonian civilization.

Hopefully we won’t lose it,

Before we realize how valuable it is.

If you are immune,

And everyone else has a disease,

You are the one being difficult.

You are supposed to be sad,

The world is sad,

How can you be happy when the world is so sad?

You minus well be a fruit fly.

I have it,

I need to find a place to put it.

New York Social Security Numbers.  

Social Security Numbers issued to New York 

fall between 050-xx-xxxx and 134-xx-xxxx.

It was in the apple loop that way.

I had the idea that people would mark it up and pass it around,

But I guess they felt it would make the net unnavigable.

It is the fold that matters.

16 is not folded in 3.

It shows up when it is represented in a different way.

I expect people to just accept things.

It splits into two groups of three fours.

Three different types of symmetry.

They must have had Nostradamus on the guy,

And they messed up.

We might have to go south someday.

I wouldn’t download a ringtone from somebody’s blog.

I would be grateful if I could get help with my consumer debt.

People would treat each other better if there was guaranteed income.

I would have been more motivated to quit my job and get help.

People need help,

And instead they are being harassed until they quit,

And they don’t want to quit because there is no safety net,

And there is no guarantee if they do quit,

That they are going to find stability in life,

The way things are is not working.

There are a lot of people with an independent spirit,

Who are not getting the assistance that might help them.

Things are not setup for transactions less than a dollar.

What should a ringtone cost?

A whole song is a dollar.

Having the skills to make one might be valuable.

What do they expect people to make with GarageBand anyway?

If you did not know what you were looking for,

Could you have found it?

Would you know what to do with it?

How much is their time worth?

If they can find it let them have it.

People are going to hide their shit

And force people to find it

It is going to be a dark web thing.

If it is not already.

The people who make money,

Will be the people who find shit.

I love the name my parents gave me.

I just wish there weren’t so many people with it.

We need a cryptocurrency for peer to peer transactions less than a dollar or two.

They call it jewelry and masturbation.

You can only brew the tea they want you to.

If you are worried if it is going to render right

You have to get it from me.

my mind is blown
its not getting any better

How am I going to be known

And work with other people 

If I can’t even post the best thing I have made so far.

When you don’t know what you are doing,

You do stuff you aren’t supposed to do.

Why should I struggle to play what everyone else does?

If it sounds harsh,

You are playing it too loud.