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NHFR I think time goes slower when you smoke. What is seamless integration? I'm sorry, But the NRA needs to be proactive. Don't forget... It is very easy to become an irresponsible threat to society. People are going to forgo getting mental health services. If they aren't already. Don't feel smug, it can never happen to you. Because it can. I am dumbfounded it was felt that needed to be done, I guess I don't understand  The only thing it has done is push me closer to God. I have seen armed guards at the supermarket. Wasn't the FISA court supposed to be about terrorists? It is best to be parochial and grounded. It's an LL Cool J video  Biggest video since thriller. I choose Miami Dolphins to win Super Bowl LIII I am not an expert But although some medications may alleviate psychosis I fear some may introduce causality reversal I was right about my tensor tympani  I fear I am going to be right about this too One percent of anything can be bad news. Avoid group...

You You You You IYou  Plant a tree every single Sunday And eventually you have a grove And for a while, maybe, you won't need  This is not about etiquette. There are very serious issues about gender roles And our philosophy. I understand how planting might work But I don't understand what damage it might do. Is it  better than sitting on bottlenecks? Voodoo works better when it's yours. Or I if God gave it to you. They are in the business of selling insurance policies. We were in a big universal joke. It might alleviate a bottleneck? It is a recovered memory  I was a small child The left shoves stuff too. It was an act of desperation Like a beached whale. They can't fix society  So they treat the individual  And so the individual must solve the problems. I feel I have been locked in a closet, And forced to rediscover relativity. We need to solve these problems, Or we are going to end up under shariah law. We can't keep taxing the individual for societal pro...

IUIt You You ,I I was willing to accept I was schizophrenic in 1985. There are a lot of cousin Kevins out there who think it's funny. I don't know what else I could have done. Don't play with me like that. It is a cousin Kevin It's not doing any good. Because I think, that's why. I am sorry if that is a problem for you. I was already in salvage mode. It wasn't the phone call I planned to make. You insist you can't do anything, But it's your book, You wrote it. The whole future David Mallory thing is yours. Ignore what you think you know Treat it as the first time and it will be It would be contrived  It would be fake for me to respond in that manner. Channel the anger. Make the anger work for me. People go through years of therapy to learn how to solve things without their fists. If you are this way They are going to want you that way If you are that way This way In the end it's all about control You can't win. It's reductionist  I don't ...

IYou You You IYou You I BY It's like drinking the ocean There is never more than a couple hours  Before the stones start falling  I've been down Broad St once. It goes on forever. When they start talking about me on CNN That is the beginning of the end Let's hope that never happens. I feel like one of Harry Mudd's Robots  She wants me to blow a circuit I just want my sanity. It wasn't what she wanted. She would have found a reason to end it. Why do I need you? I caused the Big Bang. You are always going to be expecting something. It is never going to be enough with you. If you don't want the same things You let go, you move on But you won't let me You think you are saving the world from an axe murderer or something. Time travel is always a desperate act. So is listening to the radio. It just feels foreign to me, And it is. You are into heavy metals. I am not. I don't see how they can diagnose people, When they don't even know what normal is. I'm ...

This I'm Don't  Imagine the universe was a video game And if you wanted to save your place The system would give you a number. How big would that number have to be  To save everything? I don't need proof to entertain something. Just because I entertain something, Doesn't mean I believe it. Sometimes my understanding is like a jigsaw puzzle. It's all important if it fits or not. Baptize yourselves. Don't fight over who is real and who is not. I am always at the bottom, And it's always my fault Men suffer too. Am I alone in my own skin? I think they like my self deprecating personality. I don't think they like people who are looking for a Nobel prize over this. How much longer are things going to remain polite? I expected something  This was far beyond what I expected. Actually Henrico county is at the forefront of community treatment. You guys are reading this because we are out in the community. There have always been people who are more paranoid than de...

It It II I T It was a long time ago a long time ago. She sees the world a certain way, and I can't get her to stop. If it wasn't for the grace of God, I would have died from broken heart syndrome a long time ago. I remember years of going to Wendy's by myself, It was good to finally have someone to go to Wendy's with. But it was never going to be more than that. I don't know why yzax affects my sexuality, It just does. Revelation is like the telomerase. I guess we see what the market is going to do  Are they in the position to hold the government hostage? Why should she rely on what I remember anyway? She is going through it too. I have resentment towards women I have serious memory problems And I am socially inept What is whackanomics? It would imply circular logic is real, And people have serious problems with that. I am self absorbed and self important It seems to me to suggest, The arrow of time might be anthropic Everybody is strung out on lead, That is what I ...

It never occurred to me. It just was not an option. I thought I had the freedom to be who I wanted to be. God games are bad for your health. God games don't have to be played on a computer. I am guilty. A lot of schizophrenics are playing God games with themselves. It is difficult to stop a god game When the doors are open That means war is going on? It looks like we are going to have to take it on the chin, Before China is going to do anything. I don't see the future. The future sees me. http://blackboxvoting.org/fraction-magic-1/ Is it better to be in denial about it? Am I to be an unknowing fool? What is willful ignorance? The information itself decides who can be read in And who cannot. Does pertinence matter? https://soundcloud.com/meglodave/my-song-6

This past Monday I bought a used computer at a thrift store. I went to Walmart to buy a patch cord to connect my vga monitor to the dvi outputs but they did not have one. So I went to OfficeMax and they did, but it cost more than the computer did. But I bought it anyway. I got it home was locked out at a password prompt. I thought about it, and I read up on it. I tried to run an installation disc, but I couldn't get the system to boot from the DVD drive. I did not have a keyboard that had the right connector, so I went to target to get that. When I got back home, I was playing hell trying to get the system to go into cmos. Struggling with that, I discovered you could get into it by holding the shift key while clicking restart. Having discovered that I found I could also revert to previous versions of Windows that way too.  So I tried it and it worked. The system booted into windows 8. Of course I had to update it before I could install 8.1 and, after a little hacking, I got the 600...

Hazing is wrong too. I wish they could do something about that. Why does the eclipse go west to east? None of us needs a lecture  On nineteenth century politics. It is easy to be romantic  When it is not your freedom involved  I feel for all those who fell But it is not romantic anymore I don't think an open sore is a good idea

IYou IThe I I am sorry for what happened, It was not planned or rehearsed I have to stand public opinion. People have been lynched for less. I could have used better judgement. I am sorry if she was traumatized. We do have healthcare in America. It is called bankruptcy. How many people are being trickled out of the economy? I thought they were talking about the election being hacked. Having dinner is not hacking. Has anyone else noticed they have changed the subject? Why have they changed the subject? Was information exchanged over dinner? Was that information gathered by Russian hacking? My relationship with Jesus is nobody else's business. I have my story. The land of cruel jokes and missed opportunities. We need to help people going bankrupt  Over catastrophic or long term care. Because the democrats don't care about the cruel jokes. They think it's cool. They think it's part of American life. ...

IIt It It If If If It  HU I admit he is not that savory  But I have to defend him there were serious concerns  about the security of our election systems  A long time ago And I don't know if anything was ever done about it You didn't have to be Nostradamus to see that one coming. Let's just say It wasn't a snowfall in May OK? Welcome to hell? What is up with that? I guess chicken pox is a serious thing if you are older. Fox News just has a gloss the others don't have. It is sad. They are fighting over which is the communist. Holding information for political advantage. It looks like a trump card they were waiting to play. How long has this been an issue? And this is coming out just now? This is not in the spirit of how things should work. There are those that want education To be at the center of social and economic life. I don't agree with that. I don't consider it a cure all for making people happy. People don't like Hillary Clinton. I fail to see why ...

It If I IBB It  goes backward until it arcs somewhere Then you have a timeline  I guess you could do it the right way  And wait for someone to hit you Women want babies They don't care about timelines They think they are all the same They think it is stupid What is the universe from the perspective of a sperm? Isn't a man more than that? It's not Christianity that's is making people's lives difficult  It is the application of probability  Sometimes things are difficult for a reason. Applicate the applicators, It's not the music, it's the charts. You are deluded I can do anything about it. It is too monolithic to be stupid chance. The whole thing has become a probability circus. I remember voting for Bill Clinton. I took a lot of heat for it. I took a lot of heat for just being a democrat back then. It's better to be in a real hell than a false one. We have a media medicine complex I lied to James It didn't even occur to me till I was in Florida. What...

We NNT If you have someone's memories You have a universe How do we know dna is static Maybe it goes off like a volcano It is a situational dance isn't it? Of course I idolize my father. Everything I do have is because of him. I am more paranoid than delusional, But where do the delusions start, And the paranoid end. The Jehovah's Witness don't vote either Maybe they kept you out of office I am waiting for someone to come forward about lead I am convinced it is responsible for the ebb and flow of civilization. If I knew what was good for me, I would probably be scared. What use is the presidency, If we keep putting them through investigations like this? I am a living breathing talking walking person. I don't want to be calculated by some machine. What is Liberty if they know what you are going to do For the next 30 years Art Bell talked about the hacking of voting machines 20 years ago The high witches pledged a coronation and didn't deliver. Using people you co...

Why are we singling out Russia? Other nations have artists that sing about it from 20 years ago. It seems one witch hunt just leads to another witch hunt Progress gets made and roadblocks are put up I was wanting to say something, But I felt it would be offensive. Mounted pedestrians? Swiss guard? I am having a windows nightmare. I haven't seen a machine this sick since 1998 Apparently Intel and Microsoft are at odds over antivirus utilities  Mcafee was telling me nothing was wrong and it was fighting me Obviously something was wrong Machines don't get that sick and nothing is wrong  I just wanted it to do a scan for Pete's sake It should be able to do a scan on command Mcafee wouldn't do a scan And it wouldn't let defender do a scan I got to get control of this machine Some people believe what the computer is telling them Some people don't I wrote one time that it was sad we spend hundreds a month on technology While there are people starving in Africa, And I t...

BFIt's harder for things to evolve if you try to own them. That's my opinion anyway. I don't remember why I came to have that opinion. If I did I would be trying to own it. It is augmented. My perp said he would cut off my nookie supply if I ever fingered him. Imagine that. Occam's razor says lead. The closest thing to victim a schizophrenic is ever going to get. Schizophrenic = Perpetrator Giving new meaning to the word watergate. I did not start out on the right. Now that I know what left and right is about, I am glad to be on the right. It seems some looked into my ravings and profited. I warned my dad that was going to happen. I give my shit away for free, Because I am on somebody's shit list, And I am getting blackballed. I have the right to exist and I am defending myself. They make deals with the devil And when they can't deliver or fall short They blame republicans  I am defending myself  I don't have the luxury of an opinion. I saw a sign between th...

If they are going to stitch people to it, They should at least know what the Big Bang is. I have pissed somebody off. This is ridiculous. If you don't think about sex every eight seconds, Something is wrong with you. It was never even an option for me. The people spreading those rumors had their own motivation. There are people out there whose issue is gay or not gay. I am never going to convince those people. I think we need to come to terms with the fact, I am not fitting into the formula. "I don't like it anymore than you do..." Be thankful you don't live in a place, Where it's racist to love your hometown. Oh my goodness can you believe it! Oh my gosh I have never seen a game like this! Go Patriots! Thanks for the response, I appreciate it.

V It's thought Christ is a pansy. It's thought love is in hell. It's thought Christ is not going to physically do anything. It's thought he needs to finish what he started, Do what he promised. This is not radical. Millions of people believe this. Democracy is not the real experiment. The real experiment is whether we can live together or not. Whether we can recognize reality or not. Whether we are his or not. Yzax is a discovery  If it is not assimilated it my never be discovered again I may have been crazy to think one of my posts might cause wwiii, But we are in the center of it snow aren't we. I know I have foreshadowed things before. I hope I am wrong about this one. Is there an x they have anything good to say about? It looks like the manna machine. Lithium = dose of reality = stitched to the bang What are tunneling led's She got angry She fought I am afraid to play my Nintendo Sometimes I realize people are trying to get a reaction out of me, So I try and...

It's not worth my sanity. It is considered creepy and stalking If they admit to what is happening in the polls, It will make their situation worse. I have no problem with it. They lie and hide from the people, Let the people hide and lie to them. If states had rights You wouldn't have to worry about your marriage Or reproductive rights If California wants to do one thing And New Jersey wants to do something else To a certain extent They should be able to do that Unfortunately it becomes a race issue and doesn't work. It is the last hoorah of the silent majority. Enjoy it while it lasts. Issues can always be hijacked by people who want to do the wrong thing I decided to see if my vote mattered or not. Actually I felt the party I voted for would have an unfair advantage. They have four years to prove to the rest of us they are right. A bunch of tricksters who want to play mind games on the public Is not a demographic I want to be a part of. I think the real question is whethe...

Is saturation real? Or is it what you decide it to be? What is universal saturation? Mine is the same as yours, is the same as his... Or, Mine is mine, yours is yours, his is his In a scramble nothing is substituted  If I gave every line its own page, it would cause a mess. It is less spambolic that way. The bizzarro people like that I leave it open like that. It's like reality, you never know when the door is going to close. You put it on the bus, and it just bounces around in there until you ask for it again. They are bringing packets back from the dead. States may resign and become dysfunctional.

Happy birthday I am not cut out for radio generous, I need to leave. If I could go back to that day I walked out I would leave White people have lived with lead for thousands of years His body, His blood, If he is risen, It is his decision. If one lone gunman versus Kennedy doesn't balance out, The crucifixion for 144000 elite individuals doesn't balance out. Clean air matters Clean water matters Parsley sage rosemary and lead It is just another part of the recipe Are you doing what needs to be done? Or are you doing what you want to do to somebody? I was in the chat room or something, And they asked me what I do it for And I said "I am in it for the lulls" Meaning quiet restful moments And they just really thought that was funny I don't know if they admire me, Or if they just like watching me lose my mind. It's like everything else, Did it really happen? I don't know. I am a failure. My ego is not doing its job How can the electoral college do its job as ...